Clouds, Rain, Aya

Hmm...The clouds are crying today. In this episode, Aya finally finishes her 1st term at her 1st year of college. There's still a long long way to go though haha! With the rain, cozy atmosphere, and without any internet, Aya blatantly exposed her love and hate relationship with money ever since she was a child. Watch how Aya clears up her mind by thinking about money, ka-ching! 

Hmm...The clouds are crying today. In this episode, Aya stops everything she's doing amidst her finals period—to take a small break and talk about being vulnerable. Come to think of it, she became too vulnerable to a point where REAL people were listening to her innermost-thoughts on her safe space, hence, this podcast. That's also the reason why she wanted to clear things about vulnerability in both the bad side and the good side of it. Watch how Aya slaps herself with her own words whilst giving advice to people who thinks of vulnerability in the not-so-good manner.

REMEMBER: Being vulnerable is different from being weak!

Hmm...The clouds are crying today. In this episode, Aya presents the meaning of Impostor Syndrome and associates herself with it for the most part of her achievements in life. Impostor Syndrome is a psychological pattern in which an individual doubts their skills, talents, or accomplishments and has a persistent internalized fear of being exposed as a "fraud". Alongside is a quick update that correlates to what happened last Oct 28. Watch how Aya pre-records a once-in-a-lifetime-moment where she felt for once in 17 years of her existence—that she deserve something without feeling any guilt, nor any anxiety to an award given to her. 

On an unrelated note, have you counted how many "y'know" Aya have mentioned?  

Hmm...The clouds are crying today. In this episode, Aya bursts out a thought in the middle of the night. She tells her somewhat secret to her productivity which are the 3Cs namely; Consistency, Communication, and Comprehension. Sometimes it do be like that, right? Our dawn thoughts that are just too loud enough to make us insane, and so what do we about it? Of course, make it a podcast—where she spends her free time for an episode after a good 5-hour nap. Watch how Aya tolerates the croak of the early chickens at her neighborhood while completing her thoughts in the first appearance of light in the sky before sunrise. 

Hmm...The clouds are crying today. In this episode, Aya walks along the topic between passion and practicality. Why do people tend to lean towards one side only, and does your family beliefs affect your decision too much? This is for sure a vital topic that we have always been thinking towards the chapters of our lives. Starting from her kindergarten story, watch how Aya enumerates the twists of her life between the two P's and choosing a decision that is solely based on her own... unless? 

Hmm...The clouds are crying today. In this episode, Aya relaxingly gushed out her ideas on her organizations, along with the sufferings- I mean, the responsibilities that she entered during her college life. Watch how Aya joins 5 organizations and laughs it off by saying "I can do it, of course I can." —even when clearly, future Aya will be the one who will take the after-effects. Will she enjoy the remnants of her college journey while studying psychology and handling too much orgs? or will her mind be messed up before she graduates? We'll see in the few episodes ahead...

Hmm...The clouds are crying today. In this episode, Aya tries the optimism test as she proceeds to explore the term 'pessimistic'. Why do people generally feel both traits? Is it a good thing to be a pessimist? If so, for sure she will excel on that department. Kidding aside, watch how Aya demonstrates being an optimist in a negative way and a pessimist in a positive way. Oh, what a paradox thing to say!