Consultant Life

Yesterday’s afternoon it was like the whole world fell down on me. I wasn’t exhausted or was I just really scared of failing yet again! I had a mock version of the test to run through at 6.30pm and I dreaded it the whole day. To the point I made myself extremely tired and depressed. I couldn’t even speak to anyone. However, I showed up to the mock test and failed over AND OVER again! It hurt, but I came to realise in the night it’s okay! This morning I had my first successful run ever.

It doesn’t matter who you are. Life is going to happen to you. As I show up so strong today I wasn’t always this way I can ensure. It’s been tough and I’ve had to get tough along the way to get there. This is why I know how to stop myself getting depressed as I’ve been severely depressed and I’ve crawled my ass out of it. However, one day if my child does etc you know something which truly I will need help with I will then look at medication. The only way to get mentally strong is literally by suffering.

Update of what happened on Saturday and my action plans. It was hard to not quit at this moment. One of the most painful moments in a long time.

This is a big one for me. I feel as the way I view life it’s allowed me to be mentally strong where then I won’t get depression. Here’s how I see it.

It’s sounds more simple than it is, but executing this theory is the hardest thing you’ll ever do in your life.

In my job with weekly travel eating out and staying healthy is a skill in itself. Here’s how I stop myself from ordering all the ice cream.

Let’s face it Hotel gyms aren’t as equipped as normal gyms! Here’s my pre research tips and equipment I travel with to set myself up for success.

The initial checks I do whether I travel for work or hotel! Staying healthy is all about planning beforehand.

If you hate the commute, but you have no time in your day. Then hello! You have just created 1-2 hours extra a day for you. Here’s what I do in mine.

Considering how I’m documenting every day of my journey I think it’s safe to say I know how not to quit!