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Barrett and Sam on gratitude and inspiration, a non-revisionist history of thanksgiving and King Phillips War, overcoming existential depression, breaking c*vid lockdown rules, another very wholesome white-pilled Holiday episode....if you are lonely, feel free to reach out + discord chat later.

We are incredibly grateful for you all, sincerely, for keeping us afloat 🦃

Everything seems f*cked; from highly-intelligent lying technocratic totalitarianism with a human face to the corporate fabrication of pain so that you can buy the worst stuff imaginable, Barrett sits down with Newlife.AI creator Vector Newman to talk about the fear-based technocracy power grab of Covid-19, the future of decentralized currency and creative projects, why Trump is a Marxist, and why transhumanism is stupid.

Musical interludes provided by analog techno/ambient sorceror Delivery LA

Today's episode is a dedication to being in this world; celebrating humanity through examining our own origin stories. We examine the bloodlessness of today's alienated social climate. Sam talks about his late great grandfather, the spiritual brokenness of men, and Barrett talks about family life in Alaska as well as the phenomenology of family and the sincerity it can bring. Tears were shed in the making of this wholesome episode

Soundtrack off of Bruce Langhorn's Hired Hand, outro song "Dawn" by Fairport Convention

w/ Sandra Soliman 

Election special: unexpected fringe online post political dissent, the laptop from h*ll, Hannah Arendt's Eichmann Trial experience / the Banality of Evil, the nature of Totalitarianism: Muting the Granularity of Experience, Glenn Greenwald suppression + 💉💉💉

A cognitive dissonance and psyop-shattering Fall themed soundscape; a monastic recalibration tool backed by research and results, with the familiar sounds of recorded water, birds, binaural frequencies, sustained and phased guitar...tired of music therapy and alpha frequency music that sounds like psy trance? This sounds like 70’s Popol Vuh. Up now on Patreon.

interview with magician/artist @l.8.l.8.l.8.l on Witchcraft/ritual experiments in Bulgaria, Haiti, and Romania: sponsored by the State Department as a cultural ambassador of the United States. Q Anon, Gnosticism, what it was like living in Sundance Utah, growing up in the Mormon church, being contacted by government agencies: obtaining NASA contractors to create purest gold coatings for magical ornaments, perfume-making, + more

Very special episode on the Axial Age and history of Sacrifice, with personal experiences ranging from Native Funeral Potlatches to MMA stories, the ritual of Tibetan Sky Burial Ceremonies, Blood Rites in the 1300’s, robber monks, De Maistre, Director Sam Peckinpah (Sam tells stories about his grandpa on the set of Wild Bunch) + more

Flesh + Blood and Van Halen are today’s topics of conversation, as we talk maximalist music and movies, excess, Sinthome, and Jouissance, the virtues of being messy, and the flickering light between pleasure and pain. We celebrate the innovation and beauty of Van Halen’s masterpiece 1984 and the garish and sublime Paul Verhoevan juggernaut, Flesh + Blood, and the transcendental transgression that keeps us wanting to create.

Set to a soundtrack of some of EVH's best synth and guitar moments, Lacan's relationship to the Buddha, etc.

w/ Barrett & Sam Rubberwidow

Very special episode on the Axial Age and history of Sacrifice, with personal experiences ranging from Native Funeral Potlatches to MMA stories, the ritual of Tibetan Sky Burial Ceremonies, Blood Rites in the 1300’s, robber monks, De Maistre, Director Sam Peckinpah (Sams tells stories about his grandpa on set) + more