Rob with Cowboy Wisdom talks about ingraing being a victim through outside sources.

I asked me… How does my self taught fears control my life? Instantly prompted my new understanding fear creates victimitice crapeyetice that gave me a shitty outlook on life was a way I moped through life play dope on rope with outside sources pulling...

The strings on my thinking memories and thought keeping tied in the maligned inanities of life thinking life was profanely vain to me was my freeing decrees that unconstrained my champion campaigner excites my fame and fortune explorer to understand my pacesetter prowess is my ticket to my Promised Land of Plush Prosperity to forever feel my outré sovereignty feeling beyond all my human haunts and thinking memory mind dissolve all my dark farces...

Because I now recognize all worrywart retorts were self inflicted insecurities that I developed over my lifetime because my memory mind multiplied the lies of my self-ingrained horror stories that locked me into the incomplete events created my fears invoked my scared saboteur to control my life was internal strife that went away today  as I now realize concede and get all my fears are incomplete learning lessons because I was afraid to attain the wisdom innovation and inspiration of farsighted flustering events.

That were and are to expand my life liberating influential fervor electrifies my inspirational wizardry decrees my dreamers esteemed courage realizing everyday event scintillate unexplainable ubiquitous savvy