this episode symbolizes an important pivot in the direction of the conversation the youtube dialogue was taking and added a deeper level of contextualization to my psychic landscape and postionality relative to space, time, and distance.

*Note that [perspectivesshifts] serves as a compression file of episodes:

45 perspectivesshifts

46 monday motions

47 direct action

48 legal precedent and judicial enforcement

these are the mindwaters in which i often sit

*Note that [come and take a dip] serves as a compression file of episodes:

41 trip with me

42 posey casting

43 d. hyde

44 socially creative futures

who were those eggheads geeking out in basements cira 1960s-1997...?

*Note that [leaving academia for the performing arts] serves as a compression file of episodes:

94 tuesday times

95 idk game theory I guess

97 idk game theory but with the gas turned up I guess

TV-MA

a friend shares his perspective,

this episode appreciates my perspective of self as nonbinary and the continued mystery of that experience as I realize how well I identify with agenderism from the part of my self-concept I consider cyborg or psychologically digitized. my over-arcing gender identity of nonbinary has nuance of agender and gender-anarchism, interlaced with deeply complex and ambivalently coded memories of being a tomboy and frequently occupying inverted gender or power dynamics

*Note that [agenderism because cyborgs aren't biological] serves as a compression file of episodes:

31 labors of love

32 socially constructed reality

33 joyfriendship is the best friendship

this episode compresses the videos on youtube that depict my life and perceptions of my (and others) feminine or softer aspects, appreciating us as SOFT human creatures from a femme lens and worshiping the feminine aspect. the compression arc culminates in the awareness that WE are the people--and reinforces women-as-people, as opposed to property (how they're more often treated in law)

*Note that [women are people] serves as a compression file of episodes:

27 sunshine girls, september is here

28 nail update

29 angel

30 we are the people

(vlog episodes unavailable)

I'll be brave and admit I think we need more of them in this world. this episode compresses the yt videos describing my positionality as a student in life and haver of faiths.

*Note that [stoner hippies and their quarter-irish ancestry] serves as a compression file of vlog episodes:

24 a social movement lover

25 recap f*ck it lets get high

26 luck of the irish

midweek exemplifies rising climate anxiety and the embodied experience of trauma, while simultaneously pointing out that it is wednesday, my dudes, somehow already.

*Note that [midweek midsink!!!--survivors can help] serves as a compression file of episodes:

21 listen to support and believe in survivors

22 high tide - climate change

23 it is wednesday my dudes

the relationships between sun and moon, earth and stars, night and day, light and dark, cannot be overemphasized when talking about ratios, proportions, and a desire to find balance. this episode compresses the yt episodes that embody this concept for me in my daily life

*Note that [morning, dualities, and evenings] serves as a compression file of vlog episodes:

compression episodes:

18 morning groceries

19 monday broadcast

20 thursday evening bedtime story

the space between

*Note that [the space between] serves as a compression file of episodes:

compression episodes:

15 thirsty thursdays

16 friday afternoon

17 august morning