i dont really care about you people anymore   you all had the opportunity to move on  it doesnt make sense for you to circle back around to me 

they definitely have a way of keeping time on their side

that was a year ago now 

i actually thought that if i took a job at starlink that i would wind up smashing their computers in the building so i figured i couldnt work there   i dont remember what i thought about amazon  but especially when you are homeless you are more short circuited so when i was homeless and i took jobs i didnt do very well working with others because you have a shorter fuse as a homeless person  so i do think it is better for homeless people to find stable housing first it could be a tent but not the kind in the camps where they dont control drugs or crime  

i think they have been chilling and hanging with their famiiles and children and things and that they forgot about me for four years but for some reason four years later they reached out to me   so i apologize but i couldnt work with that i apologize

i am familiar with the religious stuff and this seems like religious abuse to me 

i still havent slept with black people though.  so, still the same. 

im afraid he is making fun of me right now with shivon by his side 

i do sometimes wonder if elon or these people are cruel but no one can tell   

i dont know most of these people personally but i would guess the things i say go in one ear and out of the other  i hope so   but i tried to tell people about rape before and it didnt really help  i imagine talking about that wierd experience i had a few years ago wont help either