i kind of regret talking about the rape ghost i knew i would   i actually havent slept for more than 24 hours   but what seems to be happening is that i am talking about things that i talked about before i went off lineseveral years ago  so its like i picked up where i left off in a sense now that im back online   even though my life isnt like that now 

whyd you invite me for an interview to starlink and amazon within days of each other. was it to get me to get online again. if you had of invited me awhile back i would have probably gone.

i get the feeling youve been chillin  with jack dorsey for the last few years taking it easy which would be fine except you contacted me four years later

there are some other states where there are recognized tribes or whatever but i dont think they keep creating holidays   i mean if you check out the holidays other states celebrate i think you can see the difference

as nice as it seems it doesnt seem like the best thing to do 

i am not against tribal affiliation but like i said before its kind of too narrow  a lot of people arent able to qualify for membership or whatever  

today i read that some lawmakers in california are trying to make the entire month of may missing indigenous peoples awareness month.  seems like they (not only california) have been doing stuff like that for the last four years. i kind of think stuff like this is a problem. i dont think i personally benefit from things like that.  if you ask me its this kind of thing that led to a hotline where you can call to report missing indigenous people the hotline is only meant for indigenous people  its not the regular 911    i think this kind of thing holds people back instead of helps   

i am a child of foster care and dealt with family members who you know used that money for themselves if those same people wound up using facebook to you know punish me for something else,  who wouldnt want to sue facebook 

i may go around to some of my distant family members to see if they wound up meeting elon musk and if any of them have a business or worse with him now   i think facebook would have contributed to that thats why i would have wanted to sue  

maybe they are embarrassed about what i said about ukraine. because it does appear in the end it is just a war machine.   their economies are recovering while the war is going on but no one knows if people are actually dieing   how do i know that?  ji dont really its just a guess 

maybe it was the stuff about miscegenation   there are others that depend on the miscegenation laws more than i do  i think i realized in the end that is what was going on with all those girls   they are a little more cross cultural in america, and they needed the miscegenation laws more than some   it was kind of something i figured out recently