In this episode, I discuss how my healing journey has forced me to be more honest with myself and brought me to the realization that I'm not as healed as I thought I was. This year has made me see that in order to fully heal, I need to work on having a regulated nervous system. A big part of that is coming face to face with the most painful aspects of my past and dealing with emotional triggers. Healing ultimately brings peace and relief, but it also brings light to your deepest wounds and forces you to treat them. Real growth requires hard work and it's not easy. Healing is painful, but so is staying stuck in your trauma and toxic cycles. It's important to not suffer in vain.

Happy two-year anniversary to me! In this EP I talk about the process of moving here, where I came from, healing from abuse, the acting industry, and my journey as an artist. I also talk a bit about the dating and party scene if you're here for the chisme! Los Angeles has been a huge blessing in my life; this city is extremely special to me. I'm so grateful for everything that it has shown me and even though I am a transplant I want to do good things for this city.

In this episode, I talk about hating a$$ b!itches (just kidding but not kidding). This episode is all about jealousy and what drives a woman to behave in a way that serves a system built to dehumanize her. We are all programmed and socialized to sustain the patriarchy. It's incredibly harmful to continue to contribute to our own oppression, even if the problem is not our fault. I also discuss "feminine" and "masculine" tropes, pick me's, and how I worked on unlearning internalized misogyny.

Happy Dicksgiving everyone!!! Despite the provocative title, in this episode, I talk about mental health and how grateful I am for myself (yes I know that sounds conceited). I dive into my current healing process, learning my triggers, and being in tune with my emotions. I also speak on relationships that have shaped me into who I am today. I do say names so if you want tea, it will be served here!

Ever since I was a kid I was kept from having interests that were "for boys" or "too masculine". As I got older I realized that these labels hindered me from embracing my personality. In this EP I dive into how things are often mislabeled, what it's like to have both feminine and masculine traits, and the role that these characteristics play in dating, self-acceptance, and existing in a male-dominated world.

In this episode, I talk about how men only get in relationships or act obsessed because the woman in that situation is settling for them. More often than not the man doesn't want to lose the benefits he's gaining so he puts on a facade to get the most he can get with the least amount of effort. I also dive into the psychology of a human parasite known as the HOBOSEXUAL. To conclude I discuss how the struggle of being a woman and how we deserve the best treatment.

Welcome back to the shit show! I'm finally back and here to stay. In this first EP I discuss my journey with self-confidence and how as femme-presenting people we grow up internalizing the male gaze and prioritizing physical appearance. I go in-depth about my process and how I approach nurturing my inner child in order to achieve a healthy level of confidence. I also discuss dating and how we need to cut pick-me girls some slack!

In this ep I discuss why splitting bills and dates with men is not feminism. I talk about existing gender inequality, my dating life, and how my beliefs on this topic have shifted throughout the years.

TW (depression, mental illness, suicide) in this EP I talk about my nearly eight-year battle with depression. I discuss my bipolar 2 and ADHD diagnosis and how that helped me be more empathetic towards my younger self.

In this EP I talk about the Texas Abortion Ban and what that means for women in Texas. These anti-choice and anti-women laws have been placed in Texas for years, now they are the worst they've ever been. Criminalizing providers and women from providing and accessing healthcare is sexist and classist. In this episode, I also share my personal experience with abortion in Texas and how traumatizing it is to have laws placed on your body.

 

TRIGGER WARNING: Sexual Assault and detailed abortion procedure