Daily Tanya for the you that you are

The natural result of teshuva (alignment with my inner Hey) is an open heart.

Seeing myself as a divine breathing being, and suddenly I see the people around me like that too.

Suddenly each moment is a kiss from hashem and an oppurtunity to lean into the loving light that the moment is

Compassion flows

And Love bursts forth from all the corners that until now have felt like triggers

Teshuva is when we move beyond image, and live from essence

On this absolutely surreal day, I bless us all to have access to Hashem inside of us, to our ה, to return to the place where we are breathing deeply and lovingly , not because this moment looks like the moment we want to be in, but because this is where hashem is. This is where I’m actively being created to be , on purpose and with love, in this exact moment

Teshuva doesn’t look like you being something specific or feeling or thinking the way everyone around you is. Teshuva doesn’t look like going to an event or having a certain experiencing.

teshuva looks like you being yourself. The you that hashem is always seeing you to be. The you that is powerful and beautiful and exactly who and how you’re meant to be in any given moment.

Sending so much love, power, and the courage to breathe our ה into every aspect of what today is

I was feeling a little sad that this class didn’t end up being as epic and clear and awesome as the ideas and info in my mind. But as I felt that, I’m suddenly like…. Oh. This is the whole point. To find hashem here. As I am. Where I am. Not only in the place where it all seems clear and obviously godly and beautiful. But here. This moment. This body. This class(: my choice is to accept the coronation of Hashem over every single part of me. Every single moment. Not only when it all seems great. But now also. Here too. This too. As I am as I am as I am. I am not, and can never be, the exception to the unity of hashem

Wishing everyone reading this the most abundantly loving rosh hashana , withIN the exact place and body and experience you will be having. As you are as you are as you are

Moshiach now

Exploring the “basic” themes of Rosh hashana from the lens of essence

Part 1/2

where is the palace🏰

Instead of waiting for hashem to come from the sky and reveal himself, I bless us all to

take ownership of finding the voice of Hashem in ourselves that leads from “taanug biyisroel atzmam”.

What does that voice of Hashem sound like?

What do I discover when I let myself have acsess to this voice?

What am I allowed to be? What am I allowed to feel? What do I notice about myself, as I am, here?

I want to hold you. As you are. Even in moments I’m not enough for you… I still choose to be with you. As you are. Where you are. Who you are. I want to know every detail of your experience. I want to hold every inch of who you are. Always.

In Elul we discover our deep essential wholeness that is beyond any need for repair or fixing. You were never broken and u can’t be broken. The exact darkness of ur life, the exact expensive, desert, field , inner and outer experience that u are in and having … that’s the exact reality being created for you. YISROEL, don’t give up on urself. Don’t give up on discovering the glorious light shining in your soul. ❤️

It’s also really simple. Even the parts that don’t feel simple are also included in the Oneness. All of u. always. When someone asks our name, do we have to stop and think … Elul is remembering our name

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The essence of what

Elul

is is the essence of what life is about.

What parts of me, or parts of my story, do I think are outside of Hashems kingdom? “I’m not able to be present here”

Elul is not a to do list. It’s about discovering the glory of our own selves. The divinity shining through our every inch. Our every moment. The pleasurable godliness in our own souls. And from

that

place, where else

do I

want to

be

other then right

here with You Hashem?

words are limiting the fullness of the power of this maamar. I bless everyone listening to feel this power in your felt experience of self.

Sending so much love and the courage to see hashems infinity glory pleasure and love, inside of our own selves