DEADSOX / @deadsox

DEMON! (prod. deadsox) by deadsox

@deadsox

To me it's all the same (yeah)

To me it's all the same

To me it's all the same (to me it's all the, yeah, to me it's all the same

The toxicity, the complications

That I'm living with

Any dollar I find

I make sure I'm spending it

Need to know my limit

Before it's too late again

Cause I'm my only friend

I'm having troubles blending in

How can I stay optimistic

When I'm convinced I'm left?

With nothing else other than crying for help?

And if it's all a phase

Then should we go the ways

Cause I won't play, just please take me back

Cause I'm done running, I need comfort

Tired of the blisters, my feet are sore

Covered in roses, no love in sight

All-All- All I see is strangers and cracking smiles (yeah)

All-All- All I see is strangers and cracking smiles (yeah)

To me it's all the same

To me it's all the same (to me it's all the, yeah, to me it's all the same)

To me it's all the same

To me it's all the same

To me it's all the same (to me it's all the, yeah, to me it's all the same)

@deadsox

I won't even lie, I'm battling with tears in my eyes

I'm aware I'm not alright, but I just don't want to show no signs

I'm open for surprises, excluding heartbreaks

Hope you feel relieved knowing I suffer from the heartaches

Anxiety's getting the best of me, but don't you worry I'll be just fine

I'm looking for no handout, I'm fine with me myself and I

Honestly, I hate you with all my heart, but I can't stop loving you

Here I am, trying to catch I high, that I feel stupid to do

What did you do?

It's so hard to live without you

Fake my death and change my name, hoping you'd feel something too

What did you do?

It's so hard to live without you

Fake my death and change my name, hoping you'd feel something too

Why did I ever fall for you?

Why did I ever fall for you?

Why did I ever fall for you?

Why did I ever fall for you?

@deadsox

Playa shit, Frayser shit, that's what pimpin's all about

That's what pimpin's all about

That's what pimpin's all about

Playa shit, Frayser shit, that's what pimpin's all about

That's what pimpin's all about

That's what pimpin's all about

Playa shit, Frayser shit, that's what pimpin's all about

That's what pimpin's all about

That's what pimpin's all about

Playa shit, Frayser shit,

Playa shit, Frayser shit,

That's what pimpin's all about,

That's what pimpin's, frayser shit

Chains around my neck

Dead roses on the stairs

It feels like you've left

But I still feel your here

My body's on fire

Waiting for the sun to set

Spiders crawling 'round my head

Don't know what to expect

You're trying to reach me,

But for what?

I see I piqued your interest

How come?

Lookin' at the mirror

Thinking what have I become

Evil spirits trying to get to me

But I'm afraid to run

Rapidly going downhill

Hoping it's a phase

I keep using my trust

On something that'll go away

Tried dialing your number

But Instead I'm M.I.A.

You're trying to reach me

But I'll be far away

I keep on seeing faces

Not the ones I want to see

Be me for a day and you'll feel

How I feel

I'm slowly going under

Trying to numb it when it rains

It is getting harder

I'm aware that I'm not safe here

Playa shit, Frayser shit, that's what pimpin's all about

That's what pimpin's all about

That's what pimpin's all about

Playa shit, Frayser shit, that's what pimpin's all about

That's what pimpin's all about

That's what pimpin's all about

Playa shit, Frayser shit, that's what pimpin's all about

That's what pimpin's all about

That's what pimpin's all about

Playa shit, Frayser shit,

Playa shit, Frayser shit,

That's what pimpin's all about,

That's what pimpin's, frayser shit

Chains around my neck

Dead roses on the stairs

It feels like you've left

But I still feel your here

My body's on fire

Waiting for the sun to set

@deadsox

Long enough, and I've been waiting

Long enough, I've been waiting

Long enough, and I've been waiting

Long enough, I've been waiting

Pick me up, I've been waiting long enough

Long enough, and I've been waiting

Long enough, and I've been waiting

Long enough, I've been waiting

Long enough

I'm trying to gain access but the entry's closed

Quiet in a corner, In my own world

Unable to articulate, desperate for space

A hand reaches out me, try not to be amazed

I'd kill to be seen, to appear in your dream

Desperately in need for a new fantasy

Read me like a book, but don't walk over me

Quiet in a corner, hope for you to notice me

The sun is shining through the window

Pick me up, I've been waiting long enough

You could read me like book but don't walk over me

Pick me up, I've been waiting long enough

I want to go home

Pick me up, I've been waiting long enough

I want to go home

Pick me up, I've been waiting long enough

In the forest, is where I belong

Sitting in a treehouse writing my songs

Patiently waiting for you to come

To pick me up, don't leave me alone

In the forest, is where I belong

Sitting in a treehouse writing my songs

Patiently waiting for you to come

To pick me up, don't leave me alone

I want to go home

Pick me up, I've been waiting long enough

I want to go home

Pick me up, I've been waiting long enough

Long enough, and I've been waiting

Long enough, I've been waiting

Long enough, and I've been waiting

Long enough, I've been waiting

Pick me up, I've been waiting long enough

(Please pick me up)

@deadsox

Guide me through your life

Make me scream in pain

Put me in your bag

And send me far away

He doesn't know what's coming

She doesn't know he cries at night

They both don't know their values

They take advantage of each other

Don't stay

Run far away

Don't stay

Run far away

What's the point of talking

When no one listens?

When the only thing that you think of

Is to run away

What's the point of talking

When no one listens?

When the only thing that you think of

Is to run away

Is to run away

To run away

When the only thing that you think of

Is to run away

Don't stay

Run far away

Don't stay

Run far away

Don't stay

Run far away

Don't stay

Run far away

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Lyrics:

Can you see me? Or am I dreaming?

I know you want me to go, but I'm not leaving,

I'm ahead of my time, still I'm stuck in the past,

Creating a sound, I'm sure wont last

Chorus:

To me I am your shadow, I would leave if you'd ask,

No place to call home, nowhere I could rest,

I'm not saying that I'm feeling useless again,

But I shouldn't be around just to play pretend,

Hook:

I'm a fiend waiting for someone to cure me,

Stop haunting me down, I find it scary,

Something stole my soul, it must've been a fairy,

They want me to leave, but I'm not ready,

I'm a friend waiting for someone to stab me,

Stop stalking me, I find it very scary,

Tried to sell my soul, too much weight I had to carry,

They want me to leave, but I'm not ready,

Intermission:

I'm a friend waiting for someone to call me,

I'll be high up with the clouds if you're wondering,

Thoughts keep overlapping, I find it exhausting

You can keep on laughing, keep on causing damage,

Verse 2:

I went in too deep, forgot what my age was,

Am I too young or have I lived enough,

I'm convinced that they want me to go, but I can't go,

So I'll be buried for the season under the snow,

Pre-Chorus:

To me I am your shadow, I'd go if you'd ask,

No place to call home, nowhere I could rest,

I'm not saying that I'm useless again,

But I shouldn't be around just to play pretend,

Pre-Hook:

I'm a fiend waiting for someone to cure me,

Stop haunting me down, I find it scary,

Something stole my soul, it must've been a fairy,

They want me to leave, but I'm not ready,

I'm a friend waiting for someone to stab me,

Stop haunting me down, I find it scary,

Tried to sell my soul, too much weight I had to carry,

They want me to leave, but I'm not ready,

Hook:

I'm a fiend waiting for someone to cure me,

Stop haunting me down, I find it scary,

Something stole my soul, it must've been a fairy,

They want me to leave, but I'm not ready,

I'm a friend waiting for someone to stab me,

Stop haunting me down, I find it scary,

Tried to sell my soul, too much weight I had to carry,

They want me to leave, but I'm not ready,

@deadsox

Verse 1:

The time is ticking,

It's the only thing I hear,

I thought it got rid off it, cause I want to dissapear,

But then you came into my life,

And you showed me what to do,

I'm non existing, I'm just in it here for you,

Chorus (2x):

I stay, I break,

I'm walking without shoes,

On needles and on some fruits,

cause I'm in love with you,

(8x)

And I see pictures,

(2x)

I stay, I break,

I'm walking without shoes,

On needles and on some fruits,

Cause I'm in love with you,

Verse 2:

I thought that I was bleeding, but it's the visuals,

The planet looks much different than when i grew up,

I'm underwater, still reaching for your hand,

I'm starting to feel different, i want this to end,

And I wanna make a band, leave a legacy behind,

that's prolly not gonna come, cause i say it all the time,

And I'm standing in front of the mirror,

And I see pictures, And I see pictures

And I see pictures, and I see pictures, and I see pictures,

I stay, I break,

I'm walking without shoes,

I stay, I break

I'm walking without shoes,

I stay, I break, break, break

And I see pictures, and I see pictures,

(2x)

I stay, I break,

I'm walking without shoes,

On needles and on some fruits,

cause I'm in love with you,

Cause I'm in love with you,

Cause I'm in love with you,

And I see pictures, and I see pictures

NOISE (prod. deadsox) by deadsox

@deadsox

So many texts that I can't finish cause I'm writing lyrics

When I'm getting in my feelings

I can't continue with a heart that's been torn apart

And with people thinking I'm seeking for attention when I'm obviously not

When I'm obviously not

It is hard to find the light when you're constantly in the past

With a history of abuse and people treating you like trash

But it's okay cause we will meet another life

Since I'm planning on finding a place

Where I can rest

Days, weeks, and months go by I really had my fun

Now I'm back home

Enjoyed the moments we had

But I really just wanna go back to you

Days, weeks, and months went by

I'm sitting here in my room all alone

Reminiscing about the moments we had

I just really wanna be with you again

It is hard to find the light when you're constantly in the past

With a history of abuse and people treating you like trash

But it's okay cause we will meet another life

Since I'm planning on finding a place

Where I can rest

Where I can rest

Where I can rest

It is hard to find the light when you're constantly in the past

With a history of abuse and people treating you like trash

But it's okay cause we will meet another life

Since I'm planning on finding a place

Where I can rest