DEADSOX / @deadsox

running away (prod. deadsox) by deadsox

outro (prod. deadsox) by deadsox

intro to infinity

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Lyrics :

Hook:

Roaming around the city on a friday night,

Light up a cigarette so I feel less stressed,

Stop in an alley just to put on my mask,

So that I look less sad,

Everyday is the same, man I wish that that could change,

Walking 'round the city with a mask on my face,

Razor blade aiming towards my veins,

Everyday is the same, man I wish that that could change,

Verse:

I wish that I could change my ways and I wish that you changed,

Got me thinking that this feeling for you was a fucking phase,

I barely eat and I barely sleep,

That is basically my routine,

I’m trying to get better but my past keeps haunting me,

When I was feeling down you never wanted to hear me out,

I’m stuck inside this town, trying my best to get out,

I was living a big lie but now it’s alright,

And I’m looking at our pictures, realizing I wasted my time,

Hook:

Roaming around the city on a friday night,

Light up a cigarette so I feel less stressed,

Stop in an alley just to put on my mask,

So that I look less sad,

Everyday is the same, man I wish that that could change,

Walking round the city with a mask on my face,

Razor blade aiming towards my veins,

Everyday is the same, man I wish that that could change,

Verse 2:

My depression is killing me and I’m losing creativity,

I don’t know what is best for me, I can not get some rest,

I’m trying to get better but can’t get the stuff off my chest,

Light up a cigarette so I feel less stressed,

Put on my mask so I look less sad,

Everyday is the same and I wish that that could change,

And I’m walking around the city with a mask on my face,

Everyday is the same, everyday is the same,

And I wish that that could change, and I wish that I could change,

Hook:

Roaming around the city on a friday night,

Light up a cigarette so I feel less stressed,

Stop in an alley just to put on my mask,

So that I look less sad,

Everyday is the same, man I wish that that could change,

Walking round the city with a mask on my face,

Razor blade aiming towards my veins,

Everyday is the same, man I wish that that could change

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Lyrics:

Hook:

I truly can’t resist the things I’m going through,

Long days, short nights might end my life soon, and

My emotions are dependant on the weather,

Toxic smoke up in my lungs, I’ll live forever

Verse:

I’m Lost in the streets, now I’m lost in a dream,

I’ve been working on an album with a very dark theme,

Everything I keep thinking about seems so extreme,

Someday I’ll get old, but I’ll still stay a teen,

Now back to everything that happened in the past,

Thought I wouldn’t last, But now look where I am,

I might not be okay, but I shouldn’t die fast,

I will be forever young, pack of cigarettes in my hand,

Days go by, making music all night,

All these lonely nights, thinking about my demise, I know I can’t take my life, but I got a twisted mind

Dark circles under my eyes, trying my best to strive,

I’m Trying to be nice, but you disappoint me at times,

Everything that I do, doesn’t seem good to you,

I can never seem to escape from the cage that I’m trapped in,

Tried to numb the pain, but found myself in bad trips,

I wanna take a ride and disappear like magic,

Catch me playing ouija in a castle with Casper,

Lost in the streets, now I’m lost in a dream,

Lost myself in you, lost myself in me,

Nice to see you happy but how about me?

Someday I’ll get old, but I’ll still stay a teen,

Hook:

I truly can’t resist the things I’m going through,

Long days, short nights might end my life soon, and

My emotions are dependant on the weather,

Toxic smoke up in my lungs, I’ll live forever

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Lyrics:

Verse 1:

When the moon passes between the sun and earth,

It’s shadow will cover us,

It’s just me and you tonight, what do you wanna do?

I’m awake, but I can’t to move, I fucking hate it,

Different city, weird faces,

I feel deranged, walking in The Dark World,

I wanna escape, with roses on my body,

Would you try to find me when I’m lost, would you cry when I’m gone?

I’m in the background, no one noticed me,

Smoking blunts with Loki, that’s the fucking homie,

But I gotta keep it lowkey, nobody can see me,

I’m illegal in this city, aye

Hook 4x:

Evil smoke in my body, my visions way too foggy,

I’m scared for the future, I wanna hide from everybody,

Verse 2:

Evil smoke in my body, my visions way too foggy,

I’m scared for the future, I wanna hide from everybody,

I’m riding around the city in Mazi,

Plus I’m sippin’ on Bacardi while I’m bumping Carti,

All these led lights on me, faces all around me,

I be in the crowd, tears falling down,

47 elements, Long Live Steelo,

High hopes for a living, just like Panic! at the Disco

All these led lights on me, faces all around me,

I be in the crowd, tears falling down,

47 elements, Long Live Steelo,

High hopes for a living, just like Panic! at the Disco

Hook 4x:

Evil smoke in my body, my visions way too foggy,

I’m scared for the future, I wanna hide from everybody,

prod by sad/reality

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lyrics:

[⛧sad/reality⛧]

Verse 1:

Falling from the sky

Continue the high

Explain to me why I wanna die

My brain is messed up and I wanna know why

I wanna know why

I don’t wanna die

I don’t want more lies

I just want the truth

Look me in my eyes

And tell me why

Please tell me why

Why do I always wanna die

Hook:

Hiding under the shadows

Made me feel so hollow

I don’t want you

I just wanna kill my sorrow

[deadsox ☆]

Evil shadows hunting me down, scared of my own thoughts

Sacrificing everything, can’t even trust my own soul

It really be like that, just need to hold down

Nike decades, White matress, White Blanket over my face now

I’m trying to relief from emotional pain

I still cope with it all day, but my mind won’t change

I’m trying to relief from emotional pain

I still cope with it all day, but my mind won’t change

[⛧sad/reality⛧]

Hook:

Hiding under the shadows

Made me feel so hollow

I don’t want you

I just wanna kill my sorrow

Hook:

City on fire, cruising through the city,

I’m covered in barbwire and needles sticking in me,

People all around me, watching me dying,

Life seems so crucial, but that’s because I’m dreaming,

I’m flying, flying through the night to catch a vibe and

I’m crying, crying about the fact I lost you last year,

City on fire, cruising through the city,

City on fire, I’m dreaming,

Verse:

Playing on a SNES, escaping reality real fast,

Playing on a Nintendo DS, bringing these memories back,

Nascar, bitch I’m drifting in the sunset,

Happiness, don’t know how long thats gon’ last,

I just wanna feel like I’ll be missed when I start missing,

I’m guessing this journey is never ever coming to an end,

I keep getting sad and I don’t know how to cope with that,

But besides that, I just wanna live my life without problems,

Cause I don’t know how to solve them,

My life is like a broken puzzle,

Feeling like I’m trying to climb the top, but I keep falling off,

I guess that just how life goes, and I blame myself for that,

Hook:

City on fire, cruising through the city,

I’m covered in barbwire and needles sticking in me,

People all around me, watching me dying,

Life seems so crucial, but that’s because I’m dreaming,

I’m flying, flying through the night to catch a vibe and

I’m crying, crying about the fact I lost you last year,

City on fire, cruising through the city,

City on fire, I’m dreaming,

Hook:

Still questioning where my mind go

I wanna take this ride with my eyes closed

I don't wanna spend this night alone, but thats just how life goes

Why you acting like I never ever met you though?

Why you treat me like ghost, like I’m a shadow?

I don't know where i'm at but ima take it slow

I don’t wanna feel alone, but thats how my life goes

Verse:

Seven in the morning, haven't slept all night

Straight through an all nighter, so my shit will sound tight

Pushing myself to the limit, is this shit still fun?

I wanna get some new piercings and some tattoos done

Recorded 4 songs last week, yeah I'm on my grind

I'm still chasing my dreams, I'm still chasing my dreams

I got a lot of people, that barely fuck with me

I do everything on my own, I really wanna succeed

Hook:

Still questioning where my mind go

I wanna take this ride with my eyes closed

I don't wanna spend this night alone, but thats just how life goes

Why you acting like I never ever met you though?

Why you treat me like ghost, like I'm a shadow?

I don't know where i’m at but ima take it slow

I don’t wanna feel alone, but thats how my life goes

Verse:

Smoke around my head and freezes in the falling

Closed my eyes, I’m facing the darkness

A lot of stars but I’m the one falling

I’m falling, I’m falling

Sitting on a balcony with an amazing view

Red hair, piercings on my face, and my jacket navy-blue

I’ve been trying to avoid all of the shit from the past

I’m tryna be unique, don’t wanna sound like the rest

Picturing myself, falling down through the clouds

I feel like there is no reason to live, without a doubt

In the night time I get no sleep

I’m so lost in the trees, need a church that fit our needs

Chorus:

I’m laying on the ground, looking at the stars

Six bars in my stomach, Feeling like I’m on mars

Been a couple weeks since I added scars on my arms

Looking for the lonely star, but I know it isn’t that hard

And I’ve been trying and crying, all the time

I’m so tired, I’m so tired, it doesn’t feel right

Children choir in the church, taking LSD, seeing colors

My account with no numbers, sweatshirt different colors

Black Nikes, ripped bottoms

I’ve been running, and running and running and running

(Black nikes, ripped bottoms

I’ve been running, and running and running and running)

Hook 3x

Sipping on a bottle, yeah I’m feeling fine

Will this be the time of my life? Or do I wanna die?

Lifes driving me crazy, I’m finna lose my mind

Lifes driving me crazy, I’m finna lose my mind

But I’m okay you should believe me, or do you want me to lie?

I’m trying to be the best I can, I swear I keep on trying

I’m just a lost teen in the 21st century

I talk a lot bout my feelings, cause this shits like therapy