DEADSOX / @deadsox

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Intro:

Don't think about me

I'm still tryna find my life

I can’t understand what you’re saying

Please go away

Go away

Go away

Hook:

I told you that I needed your help, but you let me down again

I don’t really feel like I should be mad at you, cause I do understand

Please stop lying to me, stop lying to me

You’re lying to yourself, we keep lying to ourselves

Please stop lying to me, I’m so tired of this

You’re lying to yourself, we keep lying to ourselves

Verse:

You keep lying to yourself, I don’t really need your help

I don’t wanna go to school, shits bad for my health

Making music by my own, I don't really need no help

Don’t talk to me when I’m growing

Don’t think about me when I’m gone

Leave me the fuck alone, but I don’t wanna be alone

I feel so alone, lost in a dark hole

I feel so fucking empty, you can tell from my songs

I’m just a lost boy, I'm just a lost boy

I’m just a lostboy

Lost in an uknown forest, I’m not alright

Sun shining thru my window, I barely go outside

I don’t know what I’m on and

I don’t know what I want

I don't know what you wanted

This world isn’t meant for me

I’m living in a fantasy

My bills are blue, my lighter green

I’m living in a fantasy

My bills are blue, my lighter green

Living in a fantasy, escaping reality

I wanna bring dreams into reality

Pre Hook:

Don't think about me

I'm still tryna find my life

I can’t understand what you’re saying

Please go away

Go away

Go away

Hook:

I told you that I needed your help, but you let me down again

I don’t really feel like I should be mad at you, cause I do understand

Please stop lying to me, stop lying to me

You’re lying to yourself, we keep lying to ourselves

Please stop lying to me, I’m so tired of this

You’re lying to yourself, we keep lying to ourselves

Intro:

I'm not gucci, but I'm wearing fendi...

Burning down my bridges, I keep calling myself so weak

The devil seems to find me in my motherfucking sleep...

Hook:

Cruising through the city, while I’m drinking myself to sleep

Seven days a week, I really isolate myself

I think I should get some help, I think I should get some help

I’m not gucci, but I’m wearing Fendi

Burning down my bridges, I keep calling myself so weak

The devil seems to find me in my motherfucking sleep

Sleep paralysis when I sleep

Anxiety when I speak

Depression when I think

I don’t really wanna be seen

Verse

I want a silver neck, a beast kid on the track

Deadsox on the beat who that?

I don’t understand what you want from me

I’m gonna be OT please don’t text me

Life is shit sometimes, these emotions got me flying

Me and airplanes have something in common

I’m sorry to bother, I don’t wanna be here any longer

I swear to god, we have nothing in common

We don’t fuck with each other

We don’t talk to eachother

Get outta my mentions, you just want some attention

You think that you’re special, well you’re not so special my friend

You're not special at all

Pre-Hook:

Cruising through the city, while I’m drinking myself to sleep

Seven days a week, I really isolate myself

I think I should get some help, I think I should get some help

I’m not gucci, but I’m wearing Fendi

Hook:

Cruising through the city, while I’m drinking myself to sleep

Seven days a week, I really isolate myself

I think I should get some help, I think I should get some help

I’m not gucci, but I’m wearing Fendi

Burning down my bridges, I keep calling myself so weak

The devil seems to find me in my motherfucking sleep

Sleep paralysis when I sleep

Anxiety when I speak

Depression when I think

I don’t really wanna be seen

Hook:

I'm walking down this path again, it's 3 A.M.,

The loneliness inside of me, it keeps me sad,

It's a friday night, Malboro packs,

Working all night, just so I can finish tracks

I remember when you talked to me, like you were my friend,

And now it really feels like we're enemies again,

I just wanna talk, I can't sleep overnight

Don't think about me i'm always on my grind,

Verse:

I'm walking down this path again, the loneliness inside my head,

I don't wanna go crazy, I'm feeling like I'm losing friends again,

I wanna scream my lungs out, I don't wanna feel this pain,

I don't wanna go insane, I don't really feel ok,

Since you fucking left me, shit hit me in my face,

I don't wanna go insane, I don't really feel ok,

I feel like I don't matter anyways,

Black painted nails, all black clothes on,

Dyed my hair bruh, life is one big phase huh?

I'm living in a cruel world, I'm feeling lonely,

Got a lot of anxiety, I isolate for variety

Hook:

I'm walking down this path again, it's 3 A.M.,

The loneliness inside of me, it keeps me sad,

It's a friday night, malboro packs,

Working all night, just so I can finish tracks

I remember when you talked to me, like you were my friend,

And now it really feels like we're enemies again,

I just wanna talk, I can't sleep overnight

Don't think about me i'm always on my grind,

Outro 2x

I'm walking down this path again, the loneliness inside my head,

I don't wanna go crazy i'm feeling like i'm losing friends again,

I wanna scream my lungs out, I don't wanna feel this pain,

Hook 2x:

And I'm friends with the ghosts,

I wanna pull up in a Ghost,

And I'm friends with a ghost,

I don't know,

And I'm friends with the ghosts,

I wanna pull up in a Ghost,

And I'm friends with a ghost

Verse

I got a lot of dreams, I wanna be with the stars

My vision is so blury, I don't know what I'm on,

So many people don't like me, I don't care at all,

I think that I'm too high, bitch I feel like tony stark

Put me in the dirt, let me be with the stars

Mixed emotions, you can tell from the scars,

In a fast car, switching lanes, Nascar

Cruising through the city, while i'm bumping Nas

I just wish I never knew you in the first place,

Thought I could trust you, but you turned into a snake,

I got a lot of problems, it's so difficult

So i could brag about the drugs but that's too typical

Hook 2x:

And I'm friends with the ghosts,

I wanna pull up in a Ghost,

And I'm friends with a ghost,

I don't know,

And I'm friends with the ghosts,

I wanna pull up in a Ghost,

And I'm friends with a ghost

Verse 2

I'm riding on the wrong lane, I think I need to change,

Spilled some oil on my clothes, it don't matter anyways,

Got designer on my waist, shit is bigger than my face,

It feels like I'm in space, but I still need my space,

I'd like to get a wraith, but I still pull up in a range,

I wanna get away from this life, this shit needs to change,

Thought I seen you in my dream, but it just was a dream,

Shit felt like last week, may you fucking rest in peace

Hook 2x:

And I'm friends with the ghosts,

I wanna pull up in a Ghost,

And I'm friends with a ghost,

I don't know,

And I'm friends with the ghosts,

I wanna pull up in a Ghost,

And I'm friends with a ghost