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  • Tragic Whispers Audiobook | Chapter 4, Part 1: Annie Comes to Ohio — The Sister Who Changed My Childhood

    In Chapter 4, Part 1, “Annie Comes to Ohio,” from Tragic Whispers: Secrets From the Heart of a Broken Palestinian American Woman, Deana Elaine shares the arrival of her half-sister Annie and how her presence began changing the dynamics of the family.

    Annie’s story would take her overseas, into marriage and motherhood, and eventually back home. But through the eyes of a young Deana, another story was unfolding—one filled with complicated emotions, changing family relationships, and the painful feeling that she was being replaced.

    By age ten, the arrival of Annie’s baby would become what Deana identifies as Trauma Five of her childhood at only ten years old.

    This audiobook episode explores childhood trauma, sibling and family relationships, Palestinian American family life, rejection, belonging, and the experiences that helped shape Deana’s childhood.

    Read by author Deana Elaine.

    20 min
  • Tragic Whispers Audiobook | Chapter 3: Palestine — Sent Overseas at Age 6, The 1967 Six-Day War & Childhood Trauma

    At just six years old, Deana Elaine was sent overseas to Palestine. By age seven, she was living through the 1967 Six-Day War—an experience she identifies as the third major trauma of her childhood.

    In Chapter 3, “Palestine,” from Tragic Whispers: Secrets From the Heart of a Broken Palestinian American Woman, Deana shares what she remembers about being a young Palestinian American girl far from home during a time of war and uncertainty.

    This complete audiobook chapter explores childhood trauma, Palestinian American identity, family experiences, fear, survival, and the early memories that would remain with Deana for years to come.

    Read by author Deana Elaine.

    19 min
  • Tragic Whispers Audiobook | Part II — Everyone Has a Story & Family Move to Youngstown, Ohio

    The story continues.

    In Part II of Tragic Whispers: Secrets From the Heart of a Broken Palestinian American Woman, Deana Elaine concludes Chapter One, “Everyone Has a Story. This Is My Story.” and begins Chapter Two, “Family Move to Youngstown, Ohio.”

    As the story moves forward, Deana takes listeners deeper into the family experiences, cultural influences, and early circumstances that would help shape the woman she would become.

    This is the continuation of a true story of family, childhood trauma, secrets, survival, addiction, faith, and ultimately finding the courage to break the silence.

    Listen to Part I first if you’re just beginning the Tragic Whispers audiobook series.

    20 min
  • Tragic Whispers Audiobook | Chapter 5: El-Bireh Ramallah — Rebellion, Hashish in Jerusalem & Childhood Trauma

    Rebellion was no longer just a feeling. Deana Elaine was beginning to act on it.

    In Chapter 5, “El-Bireh Ramallah,” from Tragic Whispers: Secrets From the Heart of a Broken Palestinian American Woman, Deana shares a turbulent period of her youth in Palestine—getting expelled from school, smoking marijuana, pushing against authority, and even going to Jerusalem in search of hashish.

    Alongside her friends Dora and Fatima, Deana begins testing boundaries and taking risks. But behind that rebellion was a young girl already carrying years of childhood trauma and struggling to find freedom in a world where family and cultural expectations carried enormous weight.

    Then her rebellion brings a frightening consequence at home when an enraged father severely beats his daughter.

    This chapter is a raw look at childhood trauma, rebellion, drugs, Palestinian American identity, family violence, survival, and the experiences that continued shaping Deana long after she left Palestine.

    Read by author Deana Elaine.

    22 min
  • Tragic Whispers Audiobook | Chapter 4, Part 2: Annie Comes to Ohio — Family Secrets, Childhood Trauma & Growing Up

    The story of “Annie Comes to Ohio” continues.

    In Chapter 4, Part 2 of Tragic Whispers: Secrets From the Heart of a Broken Palestinian American Woman, Deana Elaine continues the story of her half-sister Annie and the complicated family experiences surrounding her childhood.

    As Deana grows older, family relationships, secrets, painful experiences, and the search for love and belonging continue to shape the way she sees herself and the world around her.

    This episode completes Chapter 4, “Annie Comes to Ohio,” and continues the true story of a Palestinian American girl growing up amid family dysfunction, childhood trauma, cultural expectations, and experiences that would remain with her long after childhood ended.

    Read by author Deana Elaine.

    13 min
  • Tragic Whispers Audiobook | Chapter One, Part 1 — Everyone Has a Story. This Is My Story.

    The story begins here.

    In Chapter One of Tragic Whispers: Secrets From the Heart of a Broken Palestinian American Woman, Deana Elaine begins sharing the experiences, family secrets, childhood trauma, and cultural influences that shaped her life.

    This first 20-minute installment includes the introduction and the opening portion of Chapter One, “Everyone Has a Story. This Is My Story.”

    This is more than an audiobook. It is the beginning of a true story about silence, survival, addiction, faith, and eventually finding the courage to speak the truth.

    Continue with Chapter One, Part 2 to hear the rest of the chapter.

    21 min
  • What’s Beneath the Surface? Healing Childhood Trauma Through Faith

    What we carry beneath the surface can affect how we live, love, lead, and respond to the world around us. In this faith-based conversation, Deana Elaine and Ingrid explore childhood trauma, hidden emotional wounds, triggers, healing, and the role faith in God can play in breaking generational cycles. It’s an honest Christian conversation about looking beyond what others see and finding the courage to heal from what they don’t.

    Website: https://deanaelaine.com/

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@AuthorDeanaElaine

    Amazon: https://a.co/d/8v2nBsh

    10 min
  • How Disabilities Don’t Distract from God’s Purpose: A Christian Story of Faith and Perseverance

    Blind radio host Keith O’Neill and his wife Kathy share how faith, perseverance, and Christianity have guided their journey through disability. Keith’s blindness did not distract him from God’s purpose for his life. His story is a powerful reminder that our disabilities and challenges do not have to limit our faith, our abilities, or the purpose God has for us.

    Website: https://deanaelaine.com/

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@AuthorDeanaElaine

    Amazon: https://a.co/d/8v2nBsh

    47 min
  • Are You Really All In With God? | A Christian Faith Check

    What does the Hokey Pokey have to do with life? More than you might think.

    Sometimes we live with one foot in and one foot out—afraid to fully commit to change, healing, faith, or even ourselves. But eventually, there comes a moment when we have to decide: Are we going to keep standing on the sidelines, or are we going to put our whole selves in?

    In this episode of Break the Silence, I talk about what it means to stop holding back, step forward, and be ALL IN.

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@AuthorDeanaElaine

    Website: https://deanaelaine.com/

    Amazon: https://a.co/d/8v2nBsh

    7 min
  • Tragic Whispers Audiobook | Chapter 3 — Palestine: Sent Overseas at Age 6, The 1967 Six-Day War & Trauma 3 at Age 7

    At age six, Deana Elaine was sent overseas to Palestine. By age seven, she would experience what she identifies as the third major trauma of her childhood—the 1967 Six-Day War.

    In Chapter 3, “Palestine,” from Tragic Whispers: Secrets From the Heart of a Broken Palestinian American Woman, Deana shares this part of her childhood through the eyes and memories of the little girl who lived it.

    This complete chapter is another piece of the story behind the silence—the experiences that shaped her childhood and followed her for years to come.

    Read by author Deana Elaine.

    19 min

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Break the Silence with Deana Elaine is a raw and honest podcast about childhood trauma, addiction, recovery, faith, and the things we were told never to talk about. Through personal stories and…