Confidence is something a lot of runners think they’re missing. Especially in trail running. Especially when things feel hard, messy, or inconsistent.

In this episode, we’re talking about the difference between borrowed confidence and earned confidence. Borrowed confidence is the kind that shows up after a good run, a PR, or external validation. It feels great… but it’s fragile. Earned confidence is quieter. It’s built through repetition, adjustment, and showing up even when things don’t go perfectly.

This episode is for you if you’ve ever said “I just don’t feel confident yet” while still doing the work anyway. We’ll talk about why confidence usually lags behind effort, why that’s normal, and how trusting yourself is built long before it feels obvious.

No hype. No motivation speeches. Just an honest conversation about what actually builds confidence in trail running and in real life.

In This Episode, We Talk About:

• The difference between borrowed confidence and earned confidence
• Why confidence that depends on things going well doesn’t last
• How earned confidence is built through repetition, not motivation
• What confidence actually looks like on hard, unsexy days
• Why feeling uncertain doesn’t mean you’re behind
• How runners are often more confident than they realize
• Why you don’t need to feel ready to keep going

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This is not a normal episode.

I recorded this on release day because staying quiet felt worse than showing up imperfectly. I didn’t have fully formed thoughts. I still don’t. And that’s the point.

This episode isn’t about trail running, workouts, or performance. It’s about what’s happening right now in our country, how it feels to live inside it, and why silence is not neutral.

I talk openly about anger, grief, exhaustion, and the weight of watching harm unfold while trying to keep living our everyday lives. I name the difference between confusion and choice. I talk about performative “switching sides,” accountability, and why growth doesn’t deserve applause just because it finally arrived.

I also talk about movement — not as a fix, not as a distraction — but as a way to stay grounded and human when everything feels loud and overwhelming.

There’s no bow on this episode. No neat resolution. No pretending this is fine.

Just truth.

If you are angry, exhausted, numb, overwhelmed, or unsure how to hold all of this ...there is nothing wrong with you. That’s what living inside ongoing harm does to people.

I’ll talk about trail running again. I’ll talk about strength and joy and long miles.

But I won’t pretend this doesn’t exist.

This matters.

In this episode, I talk about:

• Why this episode exists and why staying quiet didn’t feel like an option
• Living inside constant harm while still working, training, and showing up to daily life
• Anger as a sane and valid response
• The difference between confusion and conscious choice
• Why performative allyship isn’t accountability
• Why switching sides doesn’t automatically make someone “safe” or deserving of celebration
• Rest vs silence — and why silence isn’t neutral
• Movement as regulation, not avoidance - yep, I didn't talk about this much. I talked about how movement is keeping me sane and fighting so remember to MOVE.
• Why this fight isn’t ending — it’s escalating
• Listening to and learning from Black women and communities who have been warning us for years
• Sitting with discomfort instead of rushing past it
• Why saying something messy is better than saying nothing at all

Resources (These are from my mentor Shante Cofield aka themovementmaestro..follow her on Instagram)

• Donate to Minnesota: www.standwithminnesota.com
• Call your reps: This week the Senate will vote on a DHS funding bill that includes $10 billion for ICE: https://5calls.org
• Get involved with your local Rapid Response Network. You can Google this and include your city/state. Another resource which I have been using is https://indivisible.org. Click Get Involved then Organize Locally and then select Find Your Group. 

People to learn from - I am linking Instagram handles but most of these people you can find on their website and they are also on Threads with so much needed information.

• Kiki Bryant: uppity_negress_ - amazing workbooks on decentering white people and decentering men.
• Jackie: unapologetically_jackie - so much information and she has a whole academy of resources.
• Kiandria Demone: kiandria

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We’re taught that if training doesn’t feel hard, exhausting, or leave us sore, it must not be working. And that belief sneaks into everything…strength training, running, and honestly, life.

In this episode, I’m talking about why hard is a tool, not a requirement. Why always pushing can backfire. And how building strength, endurance, and consistency actually comes from doing work you can repeat…not work that wrecks you.

This is for the runners who feel like they’re constantly trying to prove they’re doing “enough.” And for the ones who are tired of turning every workout into a battle.

In this episode, we talk about:

• Why strength training doesn’t need to crush you to be effective
• Where the “everything has to be hard” mindset comes from
• How always pushing can lead to burnout, inconsistency, or injury
• What “not hard” training actually looks like (and why it still works)
• How this shows up in running and real life, too

If you’ve ever walked away from a workout wondering if it “counted” because it didn’t destroy you, this one’s for you.

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Running research is everywhere. One study gets shared and suddenly it feels like there’s a “right” way to fuel, train, or perform — and if you’re not doing it, you’re behind.

In this episode of Dirt Nap Diaries, I talk about why research isn’t wrong… but also isn’t always about you.

Using a recent fueling study shared by David Roche as an example, this episode covers:

• Why elite-focused research doesn’t always translate to everyday runners
• How studies often get shared without enough context
• Why women are still underrepresented in endurance and fueling research
• How comparison sneaks in when research turns into rules
• Why not being an elite actually changes what’s useful
• How to use research as information, not instructions
• Simple ways to decide what’s actually worth trying for your body and goals

This episode is for runners who want to be informed without feeling overwhelmed and who are tired of assuming something is wrong with them when a “proven” strategy doesn’t work.

Research can be helpful.
But it’s not personal.

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• The research article that has a super long name
• David Roche's email for the study

New Year’s resolutions get a bad rap. And honestly? They don’t deserve it.

In this episode, we’re talking about why wanting more for yourself is not the issue, why cynicism isn’t wisdom, and why we need to stop yucking other people’s yums. This is encouragement with a little spice, plus some real talk on how to actually keep a resolution by focusing on the process instead of the outcome.

In this episode, we talk about:

• Why New Year’s resolutions aren’t the problem and why being dismissive about them helps no one
• The difference between outcome goals and process goals (and why process always wins)
• How outcome obsession in trail running leads to burnout, overtraining, and injury
• FOMO goals vs goals you’re actually excited to work for
• Why signing up for races too fast or for the wrong reasons usually backfires
• What you can control when motivation fades
• How being encouraging costs nothing and matters more than you think
• Why “don’t yuck the yum” should be a rule we all live by

If you’re heading into a new year with a goal, a spark, or even just a quiet curiosity about what’s next, this episode is for you. And if you tend to roll your eyes at January goals? It might be for you too.

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• Atomic Habits by James Clear

Trail running is unpredictable. Weather changes. Bodies change. Plans fall apart. And sometimes, even when you do everything “right,” things still go wrong.

In this episode of Dirt Nap Diaries, I talk about what happens when something scary or traumatic happens on the trail and how you find your way back instead of letting fear take the thing you love.

This isn’t a fear-based safety episode. It’s a real conversation about preparation, perspective, and rebuilding trust with yourself after a hard experience.

In this episode:

• The difference between being prepared and being afraid
• The basic safety practices that help mitigate risk
• Why experience doesn’t make you immune to things going wrong
• My story of being medically evacuated from the Grand Canyon
• The mental aftermath of a scary trail experience
• How to rebuild confidence and joy on the trails, slowly and intentionally

Trail running isn’t about pretending nothing bad will happen. It’s about choosing how you move forward when it does.

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Links & Resources for This Episode

• Andrew Schenk: Resilient Body Solutions - treat yourself to that massage
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In this episode of Dirt Nap Diaries, I’m breaking down how to schedule your running in a way that actually fits real life. We’re talking about weekly structure, why four days of running works for most everyday trail runners, and how to stop overthinking your training when your schedule is already full.

This is not about building the perfect plan or doing more. It’s about creating a repeatable week that supports your life, your energy, and your long-term goals.

We also talk about how to handle holiday weeks, travel, and those chaotic stretches where everything feels off. Because missing a run does not mean you’re failing. It means you’re human.

If you want training that feels sustainable instead of stressful, this episode will help you rethink how your week actually works.

In this episode, we cover:

• Why structure matters more than motivation
• A simple four-day running framework
• How to place runs in a busy week
• What to do during holidays and off weeks
• When five days of running makes sense and when it doesn’t
• How to build consistency without burning out

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In this episode, we talk about:

• Why feeling unmotivated does not mean you are lazy
• The difference between being tired and making excuses
• How lack of margin and recovery shows up as “low motivation”
• Why I don’t coach motivation and why it is not part of the 4Ms
• A simple self-check to tell if you need rest or accountability
• How to adjust training without losing momentum
• Why consistency matters more than intensity
• How these lessons apply beyond running and into everyday life

The 4Ms Blueprint mentioned in this episode:

• Mindset: Learning how to talk to yourself like an athlete, not a failure
• Movement: Smart, sustainable training that fits your life and body
• Moderation: Balancing training, recovery, fueling, and real life without guilt
• Momentum: Building consistency through small wins, even on tired days

Key takeaway:

You don’t need motivation to keep going. You need a framework that supports you on tired days, messy weeks, and real life seasons.

You’re not lazy. You’re tired. And tired doesn’t mean stop. It means listen, adjust, and keep going.

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If you have ever opened your Garmin or Coros app and immediately questioned your entire life, this episode is for you. Today we are talking about the data your watch throws at you. VO2 Max. HRV. Sleep scores. Training readiness. Whether it thinks you are productive or overreaching. And how most of it is distracting at best and harmful at worst.

This episode walks you through why so many of these metrics are unreliable and can hurt your trail running, how they mess with your confidence, and what actually matters for trail runners who are training on real life legs and a real life schedule.

You will hear about effort based training, what accurate testing really looks like, and how to stop letting your watch gaslight you into thinking you are not strong, fit, or capable.

Your watch is a tool. You are the athlete.

Listen in for some real talk, a little humor, and a reminder that your body knows way more than a gadget ever will.

In this episode we cover:

• Why watches and activity trackers are fun but not always accurate
• How metrics like VO2 Max, HRV, and training status can get in your head
• Why wrist based heart rate data is often wrong
• How these numbers create unnecessary stress for everyday athletes
• What to do if you actually want accurate metrics
• The role of lab testing and chest straps
• What data trail runners should pay attention to
• Why effort and consistency matter more than any algorithm
• How to rebuild trust in your own body

Who this episode is for:
Everyday runners who want to train smart without obsessing over numbers. Women juggling work, kids, pets, life, and still trying to feel strong on the trail. Anyone who has ever opened their Garmin app and thought… “wait, am I failing?”

Links & Resources for This Episode

• Andrew Schenk: Resilient Body Solutions - treat yourself to that massage
• Follow me on Instagram
• Visit my website: www.sunrisetrailscoaching.com
• Want to work together? Learn about 1:1 Coaching
• Free guide: What’s In My Pack? Download here

In this quick-hit episode, we’re talking all things aid stations — what they are, how they work, and how to move through them without getting stuck in the snack vortex.

Inside this episode:

• What an aid station actually is
• Why they look chaotic but somehow feel comforting
• How to get in and out quickly
• The most common things that slow runners down
• What first-timers never expect
• Why bringing your own electrolytes can save your race
• How to treat an aid station like a pit stop, not a lounge
• Simple mindset shifts to keep your momentum

If this episode helps, makes you laugh, or makes you slightly more excited about eating pretzels in the dark, share it with a friend or your group chat. And if you’re new here, hit follow and leave a rating so more everyday athletes can find this space.

Links & Resources for This Episode

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• Free guide: What’s In My Pack? Download here