I have been reading a book by Jan Johnson, Abundant Simplicity, Discovering the Unhurried Rhythms of Grace. I must, with strong intention, slow myself down to savor the wisdom and insight I read. My habit is to devour the new information as quickly as I can, skimming subtitles and glancing over indented paragraphs. I have so many books I long to read, I should hurry up and finish this so I can get on to the next book calling my name-“ Oh look, there is another book….” Can you relate to the idea of my sense of urgency for good things? Yet this title is “ unhurried rhythms of grace. So, I begin the learning of simplicity, slowly. There is no race, it is not an’ I win you lose’ mentality. Knowledge alone does not help me become more Christlike. I take a deep breath because that forces me to slow down, to be intentional. I notice the tension in my body, the aches and pains of subconsciously holding that tension. I take another breath and remember growth is slow and it not noticed in a moment, day or even a week. As I learn to live a more simple, intentional life, I will need to go slowly. Open myself to notice life, to see God’s touch, to be available to wonder and enjoy. To live more intentionally.
When you practice self awareness is it helpful or do you beat yourself up?
Thinking about the verse in Matthew “Where your treasure lies there will your heart be also”, what comes to mind?
Can you visualize your “treasure”? What does it look like?
How am I beginning to let go of small things?
Where do I spend most of my time?
At the end of the day, where was my energy spent?
Am I, a “shame and blame” or a “forgive and let go” type?
Look on Discerning Grace website under “resources” and review the Prayer of Examen.