I just read I Who Have Never Known Men by Jacqueline Harpman and I don’t even know where to begin…

This episode is not a “book review.” It’s a soul-spill. A reflection on what it cracked open in me about being a woman. About surviving in a world that doesn’t make sense. About living without mirrors, without answers, without a map, and still becoming.

I’m diving into the 5 core truths this story awakened in me:

✨Curiosity as a survival instinct

✨Femininity beyond performance

✨Authority as a spell we can break

✨Time measured in love & loss

✨Death as something sacred, not feared

If you’ve ever felt like your softness was your strength, or your questions were your compass… this one’s for you. Let your curiosity be holy. Let your ache to understand be enough. Let your becoming be art.

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This one’s for the girlies building their dream life without sacrificing their peace.

In this episode, I’m sharing the real-life rituals, mindset shifts, and energetic tools I’m using to design my 23rd year around alignment, abundance, and rest!

We’re talking:

✨Releasing hustle culture

✨Using Human Design + my 28-day cycle to plan my life

✨Calling in soul-level connections

✨Reprogramming scarcity with fridge-door affirmations

✨And showing up from overflow, not obligation

So, if you’re craving a softer, richer, more you-shaped way to live, this episode is your permission slip!

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Gentle TW: In this episode, I talk about moments in my past where I didn’t feel fully in control of my body or safe to say no. Nothing graphic is shared, but I do open up about experiences that involve coercion, shame, and the healing process that followed. If you’re tender right now, feel free to pause or come back when it feels right. Your safety and softness come first.

This episode is for the girls who froze. The ones who didn’t say no, but didn’t say yes either. The ones who blamed themselves, replayed the moment over and over, and convinced themselves it wasn’t “bad enough” to count. The ones who’ve carried silent shame for years.

Today, I’m opening up about the moments I lost my voice. The times I didn’t know I had the right to leave, to say no, to protect my body. I’m sharing the truth I used to hide (even from myself) and what it’s looked like to reclaim my body, my voice, and my sovereignty.

This isn’t just a story of grief. It’s a story of power. Of unlearning silence. Of honoring your nervous system, your boundaries, and your worth.

If you’ve ever questioned your experience, if you’ve ever felt like your trauma didn’t “count,” if you’re on the path of coming back home to your body… this one’s for you.

You are not broken. You are not to blame. And you are not alone.

DM me “READY” if you’re done shrinking, people-pleasing, or blaming yourself for the ways you’ve had to survive. If you’re ready to reclaim your voice, your body, and your damn power, I’ve got you! Or visit returntoselfprogram.com to schedule a 1:1 session with me! 

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I just quit my job to go all in on my dream life, and I’m bringing you behind the scenes of the mindset shifts, fears, and full-body YES moments that come with expansion.

In this episode, I’m getting real about what it actually feels like to step into your Expansion Era (spoiler: it’s not always vision boards & morning matcha). We’re talking growing pains, letting go of what no longer fits, imposter syndrome, discomfort, and what happens when the people around you stop aligning with your next level.

If you’re on the edge of something bigger… this is your sign to jump. We’re done playing small. Your Expansion Era starts now.

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Let’s be real... healing isn’t all sage sticks & sunrise meditations. It’s messy. It’s raw. It’s unlearning all the BS that kept us small in the first place. And if you’ve ever felt like you’re trapped in a loop of self-doubt, people-pleasing, or “Who even am I without my trauma?”—this one’s for you baby!

This week, I’m sitting down with the beautiful & brilliant Lizzie Arduino, host of Patience to Prosperity. We’re diving deep into shedding limiting beliefs, stepping into your best self (without guilt), and rewriting the damn script society handed you. Expect soul-shaking truths, laughs, and some ‘OMG, that’s me’ moments.

If you’ve ever felt like you’re healing in circles or waiting for permission to take up space—this episode is your wake-up call. No more hiding. No more waiting. It’s time to step into the main character energy you were BORN for.

Hit play, grab your iced matcha, and let’s get into it.

If you love this conversation and want more of Lizzie’s wisdom, connect with her on Instagram and TikTok at @patiencetoprosperity and @lizziearduino! And don’t forget to tune into the Patience to Prosperity Podcast on all streaming platforms for even more mindset shifts, inspiration, and real-talk!

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Karyssa Michellé is on a mission to help women reconnect with their intuition, heal with intention, and step into their full power—and in today’s episode, she’s doing just that! We’re diving into self-worth, dating while healing, and how to break free from cycles that are no longer in alignment.

If you’ve ever felt stuck in your circumstances, if you’re ready to step into your power but don’t know where to start, or if you need a reminder that you get to write your own story—this episode is for you. Karyssa is sharing how to move from fear to faith, break free from limiting beliefs, and take your power back—not just in dating, but in every area of life.

Ready to start living in alignment with your worth? Let’s dive in.

Connect with Karyssa Michellé on IG, Facebook, and Tik Tok: @karyssamichelle and visit her website karyssa michelle.com to work with her!

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Alright, babes, buckle up—because this episode is all about breaking the rules, trusting yourself, and taking back your power. Caila Barone, powerhouse mom, entrepreneur, and all-around badass, is here to talk about her journey of free birthing & lotus birthing, and it’s not just about birth—it’s about reclaiming the divine feminine, rejecting the fear and control that society tries to impose on us, and choosing to trust our bodies and instincts, no matter what the world says.

From her personal birth story that had everyone side-eyeing her choices to building multiple businesses while being a mom, Caila is a living testament to what happens when you stop listening to the noise and start listening to yourself. This episode is your permission slip to step into your power, trust your intuition, and remember that the only voice you need to listen to is your own.

Connect with Caila on IG: @notyourgrandmas_bakedgoods @lil.chai.t @serene.body.flow @the.pawhouse.airbnb

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In today’s episode, we’re diving deep into some real talk about beauty standards... how they’ve been designed to distract us, keep us small, and leave us forever chasing perfection. And guess what? We’re breaking up with ALL of it.

Inspired by Florence Given’s Women Living Deliciously, we’re diving into the messy, unfiltered reality of how beauty standards impact our self-worth—and, spoiler alert, it’s not just personal insecurities, it’s a WHOLE SYSTEM set up to keep us distracted.

Ready to stop living for everyone else and start actually enjoying your life? Tune in!

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Winter is the season of softening, and in this episode, we’re releasing the heaviness that’s been keeping us in survival mode.

I’m sharing how I’ve been letting go of the need to defend myself, control everything, overwork, and prove my worth. Because honestly? It’s exhausting. And it’s not protecting me, it’s disconnecting me from my peace.

This episode is a love letter to your nervous system, your inner child, and the part of you that’s so ready to stop performing & start receiving.

Let’s talk about how to trust again, soften again, and finally do things because they light us up, not because we think we have to.

DM “READY” if you’re choosing peace, softness & self-trust this season.

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2024 cracked me open.

There were endings I didn’t expect, breakthroughs I couldn’t have planned, and magic that only showed up once I surrendered.

In this episode, I’m reflecting on the trust it took to walk away from what no longer aligned, and the transformation that followed. From heartbreak to healing to holy sh*t moments, this isn’t just my story… it’s yours too.

If you’re entering a new year feeling unsure, in-between, or wildly hopeful… this one’s for you.

DM “READY” if 2024 stretched you & you’re ready to step into what’s next.

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