2.) Same Thing by D.Payne

Off of the unreleased project: The Golden One.

Grown Up.

In the beginning for most dreamers- in the beginning of the dream, we typically never understood why we started we just remembered our passion and that we wanted this ya know? We all question why are we doing this? We seek for our own reasoning and our own resolves and sometimes we forget the best parts about dreams is waking up and seeing it come to fruition. I remember when this dream first began. The first song that I ever rapped to was Lil Wayne's Beat Build. The year where Lollipop by Lil Wayne came on. You remember that year? It was an amazing year. So amazing that as kids we were inspired. As a Kid, I loved entertainment. Loved, everything of what it meant to be a rockstar. With humility and a sense of love, dedication became the new norm. Wishing came into working. The dream, slow in the beginning but over time gave birth to new reasons for finally reaching that "AHAAAA", living it. Those new dreams, gave dreams of more. Dreams of love and how much more further we can expand and grow. I love it.

4.) A Mix Of Lyircs I Remembered by D.Payne

MIDAS TOUCH (Prod. By ScottyMuzik) by D.Payne

Inside I realized certain things that I overlooked for others until I realized the things people address hypocritically. So quick to judge in the beginning. Hate when love turns into a test. Especially when it comes to people that are loved and I am sure you realized it too. Some people feel a disconnect. Walking around aimlessly unsure of who they are or even what you are and really in the end I guess it makes sense. Where spirit is and where love is. I say test the spirits and even guard your hearts.

Then I'm Done Freestyle (Prod. By Mike Hertz)) by D.Payne

This one was selfexplanatory. We go on and on again. There was a description I wrote but... Whatever...

Nobody knows, why we put these words together in the ways that we do. Nobody knows why we search for what's the best thing to say. Nobody knows why we fight for these things that we are passionate of and about and for. Money hungry people always tend to forget theres more to life. Slaving away to be the next best thing. We all seek for comfort. Peace. For Love. What happens when theres nothing left to prove because you've already proven you're great and you can stop trying. People go back to my old music and hear me freestyle and reminisce on the fun that used to be what was the best times with nothing but a microphone and what was the belief of what is simply moments where we should celebrate how far we've come. Nobody knows if we're going to Heaven or even Hell and one day we'll have to stand by God and answer for what we did. Our hearts will be weighed and personally- I get tired of other people being that weight. On my heart. On my mind. Nobody knows why empathetic people turn so cold. Nobody understands the difference between performing miracles and wanting to be seen as an individual of nobility. Nobody knows why we want the validation. Saying the same things differently, conveying stories that can impact, make a difference and even emulate a change. Nobody knows if it is therapy or if it is truth. All we have is the understanding of beginning and ending.

People are not as accountable as they believe they are. People believe that they are all victims of a terrible perpetrator. However, the good people that get tired of being haggled get tired. Especially those that have been abused. We all get tired of being the good person. Sometimes, we are the strong ones that people rely on. Sometimes we play the background character even though God wants you in the forefront. Sometimes we believe that our responses are justified but some are not. I've overreacted after being wronged for an continuous amount of time. Truly, I think we all have at one point or another. Sometimes certain people hate you for the actions that they took with you. Sometimes the judgements of others cause us to change our behaviors and actions. We need to do better. All of us. You, me and really I do believe there is always a space for healing. And the reality isn't the people are not as accountable as they are. Some people believe just apologizing is enough. It takes work to build relationships. They can be ruined instantly. Nobody is perfect. We all have perspective. Everyone believes in communication but a lot of people struggle to understand comprehension is important. especially dealing with people that believe that giving an answer instead of letting a person vent. People say certain people dont listen but what do you do when you've been listening entirely and people that will exemplify that they want to leave situations due to insecurities that are projected. Hatred and coercive control that are gifted meanwhile you were hoping for a difference. All without speaking about any situation- what if you are perceived as the bad guy and you're offended by the perspectives of another even though you shouldn't shoulder it and you're last resort is being the bad guy because people didn't understand that you were respectful in the very beginning? People are people. All things fade but God stays. Those who take the time to understand you... Those are the ones that deserve the accountability.