If Loves A Drug, This would be the portion that makes a drug user think his life over. I got love. That is my lean. That is my drugs. I've done em. Personally, we chase cheap dopamine. cheap thrills, we forget how beautiful life was before the introduction of a lot of things. I've never seen weed kill anybody until it became legal. Alcohol and vaping has become a lot of peoples new norms. Crazy to think we have an epidemic of people that consume drugs to alleviate, our anxious hearts. Our deepest and depressive sensitivities. We numb ourselves. Block out pain as if it doesn't exist. Without projecting, we've lost people to drugs. I love doing art. I love the rush I get from what I've done. Whether bad or good. If I took it more serious as a lot of other artists. Maybe I'd live my life that way. I don't. I understood just as quick as you can get something you can lose it. Proverbs 10:22 states that God doesn't add sorrow. And you know just to be honest people in the bible also had things going on too. Equivalently human in every shape fashion and form. I say people have a right to themselves. Some change, some don't. But my drugs, won't be heavy. I'll be high off life. High off love. or hide my sadness away from people. But for love of myself.

What happens when the drive and the fire that resides in you goes brittle and the fire that burns seems to dwindle away? People think when it comes to music-It's glamorous how we go from being basically nobodies into somebodies when in reality theres artist that don't say anything... or if they did... It was ONE LINE THAT CAUGHT SOMEBODIES ATTENTION. How fast we deliberately give an audience of lesser attentive minds a chance to believe that we are the ones that are truly deserving. A cop saved Lil Wayne. People are struggling else where and tbh I think the things we glorify and want recognition for we never really seem to value it without a sensation of pride. Being a good person isn't just about performative behavior. I tend to believe it is a little bit more. And when the curtains close and you're home after your first sets of adrenaline rushes are gone, I think we remember just how human we are. Artists going to jail for making basic human errors. Some people just believe they're above things... Ironically the program. People go oh this person just wants to be famous. Honestly, I believe those who want fame need understanding on how to maintain it. Too many people dont have identities. Then again, as humans we feed off of knowledge given to us. We used to idolize these human beings. Forgetting we are really just human as they are. So what happens when the drive and the fire that resides in you goes brittle and the fire that burns seems to dwindle away? Who are you at the end of the day? I'd rather be the guy that says something and nothing of substance with intention of awakening and truth. Even where my previous self was so keen on proof of my legitimacy who remembers when that fire first was invented. Music doesn't make you a rockstar. You either are or you are. Without a microphone. To the nurse who saved that child. Thank you. To the mailman who delivers great news. Thank you. To the person who gave you your first couple of steps and giving a footing thank you. To the previous rappers who have came and went thank you for being the spark and Lastly, God bless and thank you GOD. We are all humans here for what is a speck of a second. Lets be glad that in our exsistence we are reminded that the fire is what we are and who we are. It isn't what others perceive and it also is where truth still resides in sincerity. We want the chicks, the blow up and nobody really understands really it truly is God that adds wealth unlike the world. Even when the money, flows and everything else in life is in alignment with God we learn to be honestly our very best in every action, decision and opportunity that presents itself infront of us.

What happens when ego becomes bigger than your reality? Bigger than yourself and bigger than your idealism? Unfortunately, I've become more aware of people that use spirit to simply say that they are. Saying their chosen ones knowing their doing wicked. Judgement for one another. Perceiving people in probably the worst way. Yet, confessing you're a good person- demonstrating a lack of love of empathy for one another. Wanting people to feel less than. Egoic and demonstrating that they want to humble one another. Seeking compassion while competing with people who aren't and are basically just trying to survive. The things I see that show me not only are some people good and kind but some people are entitled to their realities and what they want it to be instead of exactly what its not. Everyone feels as if theirs things going on bigger than one anothers. God is forever victorious. Everyone is capable of great good and great evil. Do we want to be good. Will we go to God and will we change. Will we realize spirit is beautiful sometimes its just us that isn't? Sometimes I tend to think that the ego in itself prevents us from realizing sometimes it is us. We betray and say we've been betrayed. We yell this hurts but we hurt others. Healing is a beautiful thing. It teaches us that arrogance can be replaced for humility in perspective. Someone convinced you are bad won't even listen. Someone convinced you are good wont even listen until someone changes into either or. Sometimes we change too late. Sometimes we grow to fast. Ego teaches us that God just as his word says: HATES what a haughty set of eyes. A lying tongue and so on and so forth. Deny what is evil and remember what is pure and good. I am not a preacher either. But personally- looking at life. Be accountable for your decisions. This goes for everyone. Be good on purpose.

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