i am always aware of reality but i have a balance with going for fantasies but i cannot let fantasies engulf me , i need to stay away from illusions

I have common sense despite my entertaining side but i do not want to deal with delusional people or people who lack common sense, i talk about my music ideals and dreams ,how i create at home using my voice , my keyboard- etc and dreams - paying my dues ,and knowing i have to earn the dream in some way - because no pain no gain, i had performed on stages for years -answer is yes, I went to record companies ,managers with my demos- is yes- i paid my dues ----and so i deserve the chance at recognition

I am tired of dealing with critics of my songs ,my piano playing - when they are not artists,just criminals losers who sit on their ass all day , and do nothing but criticize me all day-these are sociopaths i ignore , but it happens all the time

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Talk about my experiences of why i need to be a creator , a podcaster , and it is my right to express thyself

I do not deal with crazy mentally ill criminals or sociopaths, i say this because i have strangers making fun of me and targeting me - these people are either dangerous or mentally ill. People who target others who they do not know or violate boundaries , are dangerous ,they could be a serial killer, a violent person or simply seriously mentally ill

well people or mentally stable healthy people and law abiding people do not target people ,make fun of strangers ,target ,harass people .They also do not trespass or violate boundaries-- they are not robbers, criminals ,they are not peeping toms , because they know the law and respect others

talk about critics of my music singinga and about enemies i made -some of them are insane,racist ,mentally ill because i do not know them and they have something against me

the others -the ones i do know ,well it is unfortunate,but i am a very good person ,and i am doing well

I decided to rerelease the song " i do love you" it has been remastered , the song is me singing while playing keyboards and recording without a microphone ,and it is raw ,no preparation , i hope you like it

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