Interesting. It’s what this all is to me. Like i share my morning thoughts yes but the feelings that lead me to these think pieces are so deep. I’ve literally been taking a lot of these “all men” or “most men” statements really personally these days. I find myself looking for someone to blame as well for this. Women for their choices. Men for their behaviour. I’m human and my growth is infinite. This is a stop on my path so no worries. My podcast is here for me to share my thoughts but this week I found myself wanting to have a discourse about these feelings and topics. Yes topics, because it isn’t just the misandry that I’d like to address. In my pilot episode I said that I’ll be sharing my thoughts here because there often isn’t anyone I feel like I can have these conversations with. I think it’s mostly to do with my perception of how some of these topics would be received. I always want to understand things and talking it out and having hard conversations help with that understanding that I so desire. But I’ve been called misogynistic before. I’m often misunderstood. So I keep these deep feelings that give birth to these confusing thoughts to myself. But I will cry to the wind for a cry in the wind is often heard as a cry of the wind.

Too often are people locked into jobs that they don’t like and don’t bring any fulfilment to their lives. It makes the days longer. The body weaker. The mind more on edge and ready to snap. Well I don’t know about all that but I do know that people work jobs they hate for the monetary gain and nothing else. Thats a bit sad in a day and age where you can become whatever you’d like to be professionally. Sometimes, also physically once you have the money to do so. My twin islands though may be a bit limited in what you can do though so I get that and having to do something for money. It’s a rock and a hard place. One of my dreams is to be able to change that about my country. When people are afforded the opportunity to do what they love it improves their quality of life. Doing jobs that we hate is a practice that should be and needs to be phased out but for now, dow what makes you content.

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Just want to say Happy Birthday to Tevaughn and MJ again. Time has brought them around the sun another year, which is a fantastic thing. Worth the celebration of thirteen nations. And that's just the pre-game. The real celebration would be global. But yeah. Time. It brings growth and death altogether at the same time. I wanted to focus primarily on the positive in the episode this week but I am saddened by the life and light lost this week. A great dude with a speed demon. Was chatting with another artist that knew him and we went into the topic of having affairs in order for our passing. Especially because we tend to have unreleased works laying around. I have no one who has access to my works that I’ve locked away on my laptop and I never considered it greatly till now. I don’t know what my friend left behind for his loved ones but maybe I should prepare something for mine. I’ve also been watching Manifest and I have a trip to Jamaica planned for next month so… If you know the show and can make the connection you’d get it. I pray for more life for my listeners, my supporters, friends, family, and chosen family. Love.

I have a lot of passion for this franchise and all its lore. It's not like the Master Cheif hasn't been characterized well, it's just that he's never been seen like this. He is afraid to take action but has to because the world's fate depends on him doing just that. This is a soldier that's been through years of service. His experience as a soldier has brought him to this point of viewing his actions, all his actions, under a microscope because he sees the ripple effects of his previous actions or inaction. This installment sees the Master Chief taking on much more responsibility and blame than is rightfully his to take. He claims the responsibility because as the leading officer he should have commanded his partner, his soldier(Cortana his previous AI), better. This war that he's fighting now, started because of her. He made the decision that lead to her gaining the power she did to create this situation. At one point, the Chief is asked what is he fighting for, and his response, although badass, was sad and indicative of a broken soul. His answer was that fighting is all he knows. Abducted at the age of 6 and indoctrinated. The first lives he took was that of fellow soldier at the age of 14. This is someone with real emotional trauma. At Escharum's end after battling with Master Chief you see him showing great compassion to his fallen enemy and he explains it as in the end, all Eschrum was just a soldier. Hoping he had done the right thing. Questioning his choices. You can tell that this is also what the Master Chief is going through as well. Questioning his choices. He respects his enemy because he sees himself in them. Master Chief is a hero to all humans but so is Atriocs to the Banished. And whereas Atriocs is considered a monster to the humans. To the Banished, Master Chief is the Demon.

I need to reiterate that you don't owe anyone shit and no one owes you shit. You really have to accept people for who they are and if you can't that's absolutely ok. I had a fishing analogy that I cut from the episode: "A fisherman can't pull a catfish out of the waters and want it to change itself into a shark, or a shark into tuna, or tuna into mackerel. Why do we now think that we can bring someone into our live's and have them change for us? Granted, it does happen sometimes but it shouldn't be expected. One thing a good fisherman knows is where to go fishing for the type of fish he wants. Go where the fish you want swim and if you happen to catch something you don't want, throw it back." Feelings are hard to escape and again, I'm not against the friend zone area I just believe that being there is a choice. You decide ultimately where you expel your energy. If you don't like the conditions of your surroundings, find better ones.

The Daily Reminder: "In a world where everyone settles, it's remarkable to follow your passion and create a life of freedom. It takes courage to do something that not everyone else is doing. Taking accountability for your own life makes you the architect of your future self. Be willing to risk everything for the fire in your soul, always choose freedom over the soul suffocating system. Sometimes things may get rough but always believe in yourself, there's a higher purpose unfolding through you. Be patient and keep giving energy towards the vision of your highest self until it has no choice but to manifest. You got this.

Take risks. If you win, you will be happy. If you lose, you will be wiser."

We are spiritual beings having a human experience. However, the dangers of inhabiting a physical form can many times deter us from having the transcendent experiences that we need in order to evolve.

My guest for this episode is MJ - a professional creative and dear friend who shares a personal journey she had on an early morning hike in Speyside, Tobago.

The “yes” person archetype was interesting to learn about and I’m sure that most of you listening can relate to one of the 7 inner child archetypes mentioned. I was really good at figuring out really quickly what someone would like in their interactions with others. I lied a lot as well to fit in. I’m practicing to be more truthful now though. It’s interesting how badly we get messed up in our formative years just to spend our adult lives suppressing or healing traumas. All this while struggling against a capitalist system that has no concerns over creating benefits for us.