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Within the silence of solace and solitude, the Goddess awakens; as she rises from within her chamber, a blackened curse is broken—a new day is born, to let light live.
Love reigns.
Be it, a fleeting demon—met in the wandering eye of a man who love could not keep, but would always find—a wish, a whisper; Windblown kisses beneath the neck, and the eye that watches, waits, and knows not yet what lies in the wake of love.
When I was younger, my mother would always tell me that she wasn't mine—she'd tell me over and over to the point that I would cry; and then she'd laugh, taunting me, and outwardly ask “why would you believe that? Of course I am your mother.” And oh, the joy my tears had often brought her—how my pain, turned pity would make me mourn, the child I never was.
It's hard to see yourself
When you become a different body
All the eyes that look upon you
Are so haunting
And something miraculous has happened.
Because this is is life
I can't wait to leave it and I won't take it from myself again—
But sometimes wish that another would
So that the weight of the world would let go my soul
At 11:44,
A revelation—
If only patiently I wait,
The cause and purpose of life
Will spring upon me;
As I am here again,
In the place of which
The seeds of my dreams were planted and can now become trees;
Not weeping willows but infinite redwood evergreens.
Wanting is not needing
As God Is, I am.
And one day, this will all be a dream—and when you wake up to the light, you will forget yourself again.
The longest ego death that ever was,
“Never was.”
But we're all culture vultures...
Aren't we?
There's some kind of madness
In the outside world
A shade of red begins to drift into the music of my
Contagiousness of carelessness
Hygiene is an option but
The sickness of the nation
Making victims out of men is
Wondrous
Peering at tops of pyramids
Knowing that you built them
And the “God” that you're addressing is the inside of your soul
Wholesomeness is fleeting
People only want attention and
They'll take away your goodness
If you let them take your time.
What of the world's inside our minds
What of the worlds we've created
This is a universe all of your own
Once you find your own center, you've made it.
In a perfect world, we heal the sadness
In another time, we all unite
In another lifetime everyone is happy dancing
In a perfect world, we see the light
I sit upon a porcelain throne,
Body broken
And as silence fell about
In the sunken chaotic jungle of treasured beauty,
I awaited an answer to a question I never asked, but was told to wait for in a silent other language.
I don't need to make wishes—
They all come true.
All my friends were with me that day
The reason I fast and I pray
Let's remember the love
Always take that with you,
The heavens will forgive you,
Imperfections are only what make you a human.
I see everything I need to see,
End up everywhere I need to be
Right on time
Not always, but pretty much always
All my days wasted playing games,
All the same
All my days wasted on fame?
All the same
One day I'll be famous
(And that's what she asked for)
One day I'll be famous
(“Be careful what you wish for”)
I told the child inside of me,
Don't cry
(No worries)
I'm sorry
(No sorries)
For everything that I want, will come; And everything that I am—
Will be.
We're all not okay—okay?
You reading me?
I am.
Reading you—
Reading me—
Reading you.
Oh—you too?
You two.
No, you two.
Who?
Not the owl again—
You should have gone to bed with your friends,
This is the end again.
Let's keep keeping secrets
We're all not okay—okay?
You reading me?
I am.
Reading you—
Reading me—
Reading you.
Oh—you too?
You two.
No, you two.
Who?
Not the owl again—
You should have gone to bed with your friends,
This is the end again.
Let's keep keeping secrets
“I'll never repeat this.”
I never said that.
“I'll never repeat this.”
I never said that.
And none was lost, that day, but some found—I had cried with the child within, and heard the call of my spirit, which could not be forgotten—as she screamed in her fury and wondered her “why am I like this?” And soon she would know, because all again was one.
And then she said, “how bad will it it be” “not bad,” said I “we have the key.”
‘And now I lay me down to sleep...
I pray the lord my soul to keep—
If I should die before I wake;
I pray the lord,
My soul to take.'
“I work in the morning”, said I
“Dumb girl”, said she—and then we laughed together, because we are as one.
If only I were free to be I, alone, forgotten and at simple, eloquent peace.
Loneliness is the devil's advocate--but solitude will bring one to certainty; When time is of the only aching ease, as forgiveness is not needed—you can only answer to yourself, and to yourself—the sureness of your being becoming whole in certain thought, forward motion—steady gravitation towards things you love, will create light.
Love is an undeniable phenomena—
More so than sound, sight; more than a feeling or knowing, even—it is an essence.
It is not only in the heart that love is born, but in the entirety of most—but not all—consciousness.
To learn to love is not only a condition of humanity, but a connection to the spirit and soul.
—it is part of our purpose and presence to love—a blinding, however delicate piece of our nature. Love is more than just romance, relations with others—love is an element with which, acts as a thread woven into the fabric of our being in this reality. Simply stated, in fact—love is fact.
Tikun Olam
For I could not fathom to end my fast, before drifting into and wandering past realms unknown to the sleeping and dead—
Who walk amongst life as though living wholly,
Mouths agape and eyes amasked, absorbed in the world of phone.
Blindfolds hiding a hateful and bloodshot third eye—
I awake to the sound of a city to which I am anchored in spirit;
Something awaits at the boardwalk, however, the writer's mind is readily waiting to work,
Greedily consuming what little, precious time is left
Of the freedom that lies in the true joy of temporary, blissful and,
wishfully permanent joblessness.
{Enter The Multiverse}
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-U.
Preheat Oven To 444 Degrees Fadeheight
Listen to Ease My Mind, from Recess
While the oven preheats, set one Roma Tomato and one cucumber to the side
Take a picture.
Now, tell Bob & Larry You Love Them.
Now, listen to Terry, by Action Bronson.
What on earth, why ?!
2 reasons.
Oh God.
…
Did you forget??
NO! The first think was about—
Just ask me later, I'll tell you why.
Anyway.
Finley dice desired amount of cucumber.
(Tell Larry sorry. Laugh a little. Or cry—either one is fine. One chuckle/tear will do.
Take a bong rip. If you don't smoke...just shrug, and move onto the next step.
Oh, shit, I remember why we have to listen to action Bronson.
Cut to:
ACTION BRONSON: fuck, that's delicious.
Yes, it is.
What is this?
HOLY FUCK, CAN WE GET A—
Never mind.
—C O L L A B
Shutthefuckup.
Now, Smoke a girl Blunt.
Sprinkle the diced cucumber lightly with garlic pepper.
Refrigerate and chill.
Now, point knife directly at the tomato, stand back dramatically, and say—
EVIL MOBSTER: SAY HI TO LARRY!
Lol. Mmkay. Now.
Slice tomatoes, salt and pepper taste (or don't, but—)
But what?
Oh, nothing….
Refrigerate and chill.
Quarter and dice chicken (or desired protein).
But it's chicken.
I know, just—
In a small pan, season and grill chicken with ½ stalk of celery, parseley, and ½ Tablespoon of honey Dijon mustard
{Enter The Multiverse}
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-U.
God still had a way of proving its movement, even in the smallest ways—and even though I thought myself to never be able to do it again, here I was in the midsts of another fast, whatever it meant and with no true other purpose than to form fit into whatever lmanaryndimwnaions or assignment I was l meant—the world not altogether loveless, still filled with the evils ans deficits of men which I neither needed nor wanted l—the reckless abandonment of everything I wanted to weighing and resting heavily on my shoulders.
“When I touched the bottom, I knew I should have learned to swim…”
‘Oh my God.'
The melody had been rolling around in my head for the past few days—a suprise even to me that anything besides the unlimited hours of deadmau5 that had been pouring through my headphones for now ten days from sunset to sunrise—or whenever I would summon up the energy to reawaken into my body and arise into the recently somehow slightly less Hellish surroundings—perhaps having adapted—not totally—but enough that I didn't always want to throw up just looking around or going about my minimal human upkeep, of course functioning at low capacity as it were, clocking in more hours in deadmau5 than in actual sleep, and now, maybe perhaps just to become dead enough just to reclaim a song I had left in my precious life—fasting once more.
“That was it.”
I couldn't remember the words, and so little of the melody had stayed with me after so much time and all that had happened in the l turbulent and tumultuous years since—it had indeed all started at Electric Daisy Carnival, my love for music becoming the only love I would keep in the coming time. Somehow, suddenly—after another night lulled by the calming frequencies of ‘The Red Albums', in the odd silence of the morning between charging my Skullcandy headphones and dislodging the foam earplugs from my inner ear, the words formed with the melody quite suddenly all at once
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-U.
So maybe I'm wrong for it
So wrong, so wrong
So, long, honey
But I still want answers,
Don't we all?
Impossible.
A long pause,
But then I went on, and thought
‘God, I just don't belong,'
And maybe I'm wrong
But maybe we all are, huh?
Lord, send me a song
It's been so long since I got lost
And maybe I'm wrong,
But we all were, once
Stop
Don't look at the clock
You know you're off at one,
And it's just one more damn song—
What? What do you want?
Maybe I'm wrong, but I already loved you once
And you broke my heart
So
So long,
I'm soon to depart,
And,
Maybe I'm wrong,
Or maybe just not that smart
A shot in the dark,
A Noah, no Ark
And we all got along in the heart of it all,
In the dark, where it's warm,
Till a spark came along,
Sent us all running apart,
But we're partly involved in evolving,
But maybe I'm wrong
So maybe I'm wrong for it
So wrong, so wrong
So, long, honey
But I still want answers,
Don't we all?
Impossible.
{Enter The Multiverse}
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-U.
Low power mode.
Me, too. iPhone. Me too.
I just want to reach out and touch you
Hold you
Love you
Thank you
Know you
Don't know how to reach out and
Hold you
Touch you
Told you
Love you
But can't miss you if you're right here
In my ear
Always near me
Loath & Fear me
Fear and growing in Las Vegas
Tell me you saw it all
In the rainfall
The teardrops
The blood on the walls
Did I call out for you
Did I fall
Did you follow
I saw what I wanted
I saw it all in the fall
Like a star on the run
Isn't it wonderful,
World after war,
Until death till we part,
But we always were
What a wonder
What an atrocity
What an ark to the story
What a plot
What a car
What? I love love
Tell me you saw it all
In the rainfall
The teardrops
The blood on the walls
Did I call out for you
Did I fall
Did you follow
I saw what I wanted
I saw it all in the fall
Like a star on the run
I just want to reach out and touch you
Hold you
Love you
Thank you
Know you
Don't know how to reach out and
Hold you
Touch you
Told you
Love you
But can't miss you if you're right here
In my ear
One year later.
—-
Put me to sleep so I can grieve a little longer
Leave me, don't keep me believing in fairytales
Now we're at war, all of us, God we are
Put me on the back of your Harley
I don't have a car, if not I'll just walk—
We should party
I got work tomorrow
I'm off in the morning, though
I just need a Nick of your time,
I'm a Diamond;
I spend mine writing and trying to die
I'm not violent, I'm nearly sublime
And it's all in my Eye, I am
I am Time
‘This is dead Skrillex'
I couldn't have been the only person to have realized the change in his music was drastic— now that I was no longer afraid to do my research, I was putting together a picture from conclusion I had already drawn long ago—his problems with alcohol, connections with women, and the other darknesses otherwise unseen to the general public that had come to me in dreams and visions consistently in the years since our ‘meeting'. It seemed as so that he may have been as miserable on his own birthday as I was, and though late and also somehow just in time, I had discovered a string of tweets that had confirmed that everything I knew in totality to be true; the darkness in his music, a result of grief and inner struggle—the cost of fame and fortune's weight having removed the broad spectrums of color and elegant, blissful, animated and moving motions in his music; it wasn't that it wasn't beautiful any longer, just darker—as if something was lost, and, as I had assumed, the cancelled shows and shadows of the staged Skrillex seen at the surface, a mere crying glimpse of the real Sonny that for whatever reason was psychically attached from my soul.
That's because he doesn't have Skrillex. I have Skrillex.
Yeah, I know.
You should probably give it back.
I would if I could!
Maybe that's why he followed me to New York.
You really think he wants this thing back?!
Wouldn't you?
I mean his new music is OKAY.
JUST OKAY?!
KIDZ: THIS IS AWESOME.
You brats are brainwashed.
Sonny and I must have died around the same time—otherwise, ‘how would it make sense for any of it to have happened the way that it had?', I thought.
And for not the first time, but perchance a rare second, I considered that perhaps whatever I had been experiencing with him, had happened also to him, but with me—
During THE LOVERS QUARREL, PETRUTHEIO deals a deadly and near fatal blow by dagger, pericibg through her armor— SIR JYRE, who has just exited a deep state of meditation in which he was gifted a VISIONARY FORESIGHT, which allows him to have seen the result of c'ESME'T AND PETRUTHEIO's premarital consummation; the conception of a child, and heir to the throne of the UNITED KINGDOMS OF ASCENCIA
The UNITED KINGDOMS OF ACENCIA?!
It's a working title. Idk what to call this place.
We'll see.
Well, the significance of that character sure has worked himself in overtime.
Well, of course,
I had the dream walker's eyes on my wall,
But hadn't fathomed the actual
WHOOPI GOLDBERG.
What are you doing?
FLASHBACK approx 2003:
APPLBEES is having an ART AUCTION.
Lol.
MOM
You can have anything you want from here.
YOUNG SUPACREE
Anything? Really?
MOM
Yes.
YOUNG SUPACREE
Hmm…
[selects an autographed photo of Whoopi Goldberg]
MOM
That's what you want?
YOUNG SUPACREE
Yeah.
WHOOPI GOLDBERG
You were a weird fucking kid, you know that?
SUPACREE
Yeah. I know.
CUT TO: ASCENCIA
SIR JYRE
Her life must be spared.
She is immortal and therefore would again be born.
But—her body.
CUT TO:
HEAVEN
SUPACREE
I'd like to marry these two songs, please.
GOD
Hmmm.
Yesterday>< Yesterday
GOD (CON'T)
Ask Johnny Lennon.
SUPACREE
ok.
CUT TO:
LIZ LEMON IS VERY DRUNK
Look, I don't know what they told you about me, but—
You should not do this.
This series is strange.
CUT TO:
JOHN LEGEND is on a mushroom trip.
WELL, WELL, WELL.
Wtf is this
Watch this.
Lol did I ever write that scene about being Chrissy Tiegen's Emotional Support Animal?
I might have. Idk.
{Enter The Multiverse}
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-U.
Tell me how to feel again
Tell me how to breathe
Tell me how to fall apart—
How to plant my seed
I need you
To tell me
Tell me
Sauce on An Empanada sounds awesome;
waiting on a bus in the Bronx
And I'm frozen Solid
got a bottle water,
A jar of peanut butter in my pocket,
All I want is some love,
but I'll settle for the sauna
BEFORE: I saw a dude at the laundromat with the biggest dick
EVER—
I mean.
It was an accident; I don't know, maybe he's going commando doing his washing, but—
The first thing I thought was
“What are you doing at the laundromat?”
with a dick like that,
You would think there would be something you could do within your lifetime that would warrant having your own washer and dryer. I mean really.
Then I thought about our interaction, for a moment, and I thought “wait—is that for ME?”
We only talked for like, half a second and I didn't notice it at all at first, but then I glanced over and I'm like
“WOAH.”
“What are you doing at the laundromat?!”
Then I thought,
No.
I don't deserve a dick like that.
Not even on my birthday.
AND DEN:
The trains where I'm at are always full.
Always.
So I get on the train—
This is how you know I have problems—?
I get on the train and there's a space, I take it,
And there's another guy standing, so I scoot over a bit and I offer him the little space next to me,
And he just, shakes his head—
At which point, of course, I realize he is huge.
Not like, obese—
He's just a very large man.
He snakes his head, and smiles.
‘Oh, God, he's cute, too'
He's just smiling, standing over me—
Whatever,
But as he continues to stand, towering over me,
I realize the worst thing about this is—
My eyeline is now at crotch level,
And as the train starts moving
His huge, massive dick just starts swinging around
In my face, at eye level.
Oh NO.
I'm like
‘Fuck this shit. Ugh!'
I couldn't watch.
I've been celibate forever—I'm about to get a whole ass rape charge
I don't understand why dude with massive dicks wear loose sweatpants, NO boxers.
UGH.
I hate it.
(I love it)
UGH.
LolS
Ugh.
So we get to the next stop and I'm just staring up at the ceiling, trying to look at the ground.
I can't even, avert my eyes;
His dick is obscuring my peripheral vision—
FUCK—
I'm like,
“Please be getting off the train, I can't handle this right now.”
He's not getting off the train—
I'm obviously not getting off—
At all—
But nobody's getting off the train.
Goddamn.
Luckily, though, some other people get off the train so, he takes an open seat across from me, and I'm like,
“Well, thank God, I can look forward naturally.”
I don't have to pretend I'm looking at the map to see where my stop is at.
I don't have to wipe the creepy smirk off my weird face.
Thank God.
—I didn't think it could get any worse—
I was relieved,
I'm like “thank you, God”
God's like,
“Don't thank me yet”
Next thing I know this motherfucker pulls out a BOOK.
Yes. A book.
I didn't know men with big dicks could even read!
I didn't know they had to!
I'm like,
“He can read?!”
GOD, the man's gifted!
Now I'm really hot and bothered,
I'm like
“WHAT ARE YOU DOING ON THE TRAIN?!”
HE'S NOT READY FOR LOVEEEEEEE.
I'm Not Ready For Love- Promise
that's okay. I'm not ready for Dillon Francis.
FUCK Dillon Francis.
whatever.
OH MY GOD. WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM?!
he'a a 6ft tall ideally attractive manchild with too much money!
I meant, why is he on the ground?!
OH! I don't know. I think he took something.
meanwhile, in a cross-parallel:
DILLON FRANCIS hijacks THE BLACK PARADE.
What the fuck is this?
I don't know.
Is he a pirate?
I doubt it.
No, those are pirates.
Oh, shit, pirates.
Yarg.
Uh, okay.
I didn't want to do this.
Nobody asked you!
Why are you like this?
Stop being a little bitch, Dillon Francis—
please, grow some balls.
I have balls.
Grow bigger balls, then.
You're so mean.
Shut—thefuck UP.
Why are you like this?
UGH—!
SUNNÏ BLŪ is drinking rum again, disregarding the house arrest anklet entirely.
YARG!
Sunnï, the police are coming!
The police are always coming!
UGH!!!
THEY TRYNA KEEP A BLACK MAN DOWN!
[kicks trash can over]
SUNNÏ.
YO-HO-HO—-*belches* BITCH
Oh, my God.
I AM GOD. GOD WORSHIPS ME. I'M A PIRATE.
You're about to go to jail. Again!
FUCK THESE N*GGAS.
[sirens blaring; the paparazzi arrives]
Warm up my forearms
Before a performance
Warning: I got warrants
Call florance, my lawyer
—bitch, yur below me,
I'm the only,
Blow me
You should owe me
—
OH, that's hilarious.
JACK BLACK
THIS IS FUNNY TO YOU?!
YES.
ITS MOT FUNNY.
You look ridiculous.
Do you know where I just came from?!
Uh. Wednesday afternoon church?
No! The 60's!
Was it racist?
YES.
You look racist.
This isn't funny! You need to fix this!
I need to eat impossible chicken tinders.
That sounds gross
You look gross!
You! Fix this!
Where are you going?!
Somewhere safe before the acid kicks in!
You took acid?!
IN THE 60's!
Okay, have fun
Have fun with your yuck-nuggets
PASQUALE
Wanna hear some tea?
…no.
CC! It's me!
CARMELLA?! Why are you Pasquale?
Who's “Pasquale? I met this guy at work!
What?!
Do you like it?!
No!
What. Did I not do it right?!
No—! I mean—yes- but, Carmella
Huh
I never taught you what to do with the other person when you shape shifting into their body
So?!
UGH-/! No!! Where's Pasquale?!
Who is that!?
UGH.
—-
Hey.
You came to winco at 3 AM for some Pringle's and franks res hot sauce
*sets milk down*
And white milk.
It's lactose free.
—Dillon Francis?!
The milk gave it away.
The everything gave it away
JACK BLACK is high on 1969's LSD
SKADOOSH
DANNY MCBRIDE
shut the fuck up! You are not a fucking panda , you fat motherfucker! Knock it off!!!
That's not nice!
LEGENDS:
ENTER THE MULTIVERSE
Fuck. What was it?
It was a p—
Well it was a *PR
Lol.
*PT cruiser
Yeah, but it was—
It was purple.
It was a purple PT. Cruiser
It was—but what else was it?
Ugh. I forgot.
Yeah, I bet.
GOOGLE SEARCH
shades of purple.
Ooooh.
PERIWINKLE.
You fucking dumb ass.
I mean, Jesus.
How long has it been?
At least a lifetime.
No, past that.
It was a perfect periwinkle PT cruiser.
So, start there.
‘Start there' what?
Everything since then, till now—
For what?
Enter The Multiverse.
That show is still on?!
YES.
What day is it?
Fuxk. What time is it?
What—the fuck.
What?!
CUPCAKES AND A MUFFIN?!
I don't care how fat I am.
You're not fat.
QUASIMOTO
Can I just say, your ass is like —woah.
CC/SUPACREE
Oh, thank you.
QUASIMOTO
I mean like—DAAAAAAMN.
CC/ SUPACREE
OK.
QUASIMOTO
i mean like—what the FAAACK.
CC/SUPACREE
Yeah. thanks, bro.
[an awkward silence]
QUASIMOTO
…Good job, though.
[light fist bump]
EARLIER:
MORE CUPCAKES.
NAH.
OHH, OREOS?!
Oreos are the G.O.A.T.
I WANTED CUPCAKES.
SHUT THE FUCK UP—
Before that, at the gym:
—do the butt machine again.
Again?!
Get the glutes.
But I'm tired—
GET THE GLUUUUUUUUTES.
Calorie Deficit Calculator:
-3423
Oh shit. Well how many calories did I eat?
BEFORE:
…chocolate chip cookies?
NO—
—CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIESzzxz—
[CC/SUPACREE robotically and autonomously ditches her bicycle outside of sprouts, not giving a Fuck.]
—s—noh! stop it! Stop controlling me!
THEY ARE VEGAN.
SO? STOP IT.
Ooh, what's this.
I don't know—
get it.
CC/SUPACREE stands awkwardly at the checkout with a varied selection of vegan baked goods.
*beep*
Yeaaaahh.
So wait. SUPACREE is controlled by aliens?
WE ARE GODS.
Knock it OFF!
[NEW ABILITY UNLOCKED: SUPASTRENTH ]
Nice.
Yeah dude. Watch this.
The Legend of Supacree is the #1 MMORPG in the world; it is also happening in real-time, in multiple worlds within the multiversial construct of the actual Omniverse.
AGHHHHH
In fact, nobody even plays GTA or call of duty anymore.
YAH!
[Random objects falling from the sky. ]
SUPACREE
Oh, nice.
INSTANT MANIFESTATION.
JUST POST THE FUCKING EPISODE ALRIGHT?!
this bitch is fucking crazy. Watch this.
Watch what?
SHIA LABEOUF discovers The Legend Of Supacree franchise and becomes villainously obsessed with It, hatching a heinous and maniacal plan to hunt her down and capture her—tracking her every move and learning everything about her he can.
Wtf.
I don't know.
Is he a villain?
I don't know. I guess.
I'M A SUPERVILLAIN.
…He's a supervillain.
I guess. Why?!
I don't know.
This is creeps.
It is creeps.
[lifts one eyebrow.]
SUPACREEps.
Scary monsters and supacreeps.
Heh.
NO, NO MUSICIANS.
Heh.
SHIA LABEOUF is a straight up gangster.
HE'S CRAZY!
[SHIA LAUGHING MANIACALLY.]
Oh, wow–
That dude is a straight up psychopath.
You're a straight up psychopath.
I'm not arguing.
What is THIS part of the story?
Well, son, you made it through.
WOODY HARRELSON? WHAT.
Woody Harrelson?! WHY?
I don't know. He just fit the part.
WHAT PART?! WHAT/!
Nobody quite understands what's happening in ENTER THE MULTIVERSE, however, THE LEGEND OF SUPACREE has taken an incredible turning point, intersecting with the world of LEGENDS and THE SECRET LIFE OF SUNNI BLŪ/ THE SUITE LIFE OF SUNNI BLŪ.
IT HAS?
YES?
WHERE?
I WANNA DIE.
OH!
That's not SUPACREE!
[CC HULK SMASHES her bike onto the rack on the bus. THE HULK, sitting just in front stares at her wide-eyed as she boards the bus over the rim of his sunglasses.]
Oh, maybe, nevermind.
Wait! Is it THE HULK, or MARK RUFFALO?
I don't know! I don't give a shit!
Why are you even writing this?
Uhhhhhhhh.
[CC's brain is slowly melting as she rides the bus to work. THE HULK–
OR IS IT MARK FUCKING RUFFALO!?
I DON”T FUCKING CARE–
THERE'S A DIFFERENCE
WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE
IT – DOESN'T– MATTER!
‘It doesn't matter.'
Chal's words echoed in my head almost too loudly–as boldly blind and sometimes even dumb as he was, he was also wise, and as it turned out, right–it really didn't matter. Nothing mattered at all. I had gone through the motions of reaching out to him, to of course as expected learn that he and whatever her name was had gone their separate ways; I understood that would be the case nearly immediately back in Mazunte, but as he was insistent he would woo her–and persistent in doing so, that I thought maybe after all love– or what really turned out to be his obstinate lust would win the day–and yet, it hadn't; he was again single and on the prowl– and although at one point I had even lusted after him briefly, trailing behind him in nonchalant platonic carelessness as he obsessively followed another woman, had allowed me to become comfortable enough in the friendzone that i could just simply exist next to him; Now, again faced with homelessness and factoring in my inability to travel much further than south of the border, especially now knowing well how to travel throughout mexico and into Guatemala, I wondered truly if my own self-worth had really been lowered to the point of allowing myself to meet Chal in Guatemala–even full well knowing that he, too, preferred perfect and illy white to my dark skin and quite seemingly matronly features, and, knowing for myself that I wasn't his first choice– as he and I had of course met in Mazunte around the same time he had met whom he considered to be ‘his Goddess'-- albeit while on a topless beach and thus hynotized by her breasts. Men were hopeless.
Then, here I was, waking up every other sleep cycle in the cold sweat of a wet dream, the subject of which I typically at least tried to keep deeply hidden in my subconscious psyche as secrets, although by now it seemed there really were none, and all that I knew and that I thought were known and seen by some other than myself–though somehow still holding true to my belief that there really was none other than myself–in my own broken and twisted world, alone and punished in the depths of mediocrity and shame.
Woah.
Riding the bus.
There's nothing lower.
There's walking.
To the bus.
Yah.
And all the sick people. And all the crackheads. And all the–what are those?
Demons
[demon hacks.]
Ugh, fucking–ugh.
SHIA LABOUFF'S obsession with SUPACREE is helga petaki-meets Tom Cruise jumping on Oprah's couch.
Oh, wait, we're back on that storyline?
I mean– I don't know how to write this.
Just write it.
he's a villain, right?
I mean, that suit.
SHIA LA–
FUCK.
WHAT?!
Worst last name EVER.
Well, not ever–
Wait, is he black?!
–It sounds french.
GOOGLE SEARCH:
‘How Jewish is Shia LaBeouf? ‘
–no, he's Cajun –
That's french-black–wait—
–what?
Cajun AND Jewish?
–Yeah–
Jesus!
JESUS
What?
(raises one eyebrow)
SUPACREE strategizes a plan of attack.
Attack for what?
{ATTACK}
YOUUUU INCEPTED ME!!!
AGH!
{COUNTER ATTACK}
NOT ME! DISNEY!
{DODGING COUNTER ATTACK}
Yeah, Blame “Disney!”
I JUST DID.
Oh, yeah, right!!
RAVEN SYMONÉ
It was Disney.
THEY OK'D THIS?!
They bought Marvel!
THEY OK'D EVERYTHING.
—Even the SKRILLEX?
Especially the Skrillex
—Especially the Skrillex.
AGHHHHHHHH——
———-AAAAAGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!
SHIA LABEOUF VS SUPACREE:
FIGHT!!!!
Everything looks good—
—everything looks good.
Everything looks fine—
—Everything looks fine.
But wait—
What?
What about that guy?
Oh My—
—oh my…
Is he gonna be alright?
Is that guy
—gonna be alright?
Is that guy gonna be alright?
Is—that guy gonna be alright?
Is that guy gonna be alright
Is that guy—
Gonna be alright?
Is that guy gonna be alright??
Is that guy gonna be alright?!
Is that guy gonna be alright m?
Everything looks good—
—everything looks fine
Looks good—
But what about that guy?
…I don't know about that guy.
Is he alright?
Yo.
Yooo.
Stop writing songs about Skrillex.
((I literally can't.))
What?! It doesn't have to be about Skrillex! It could be about anybody!
Here, they call with disco balls
Stars in my eyes, but stars do fall
First true love dies hard after all,
No star shines bright as morning comes
—(for) Sonny
…I didn't write that.
CUT TO: CC writes automagically between sets of heavy lifting.
IMAGINARY FRIENDS, PART III
DEADMAU5!!!!
okay—one more—then cupcakes—
Cupcakes? No cupcakes!
I WANT CUPCAKES.
Uh—No way!
YES WAY.
Mmm—no
I'm sick of this diet!
I'm not on a diet! I eat!
You eat GRASS.
I'm a vegan.
This shit sucks.
I told you, grass tastes bad.
RICK?!
(I also want cupcakes. )
Mmkay—ohh.
You said that was the last one.
No, more more.
NO “one more”
But I like this one—and it has the right amount of weights on it already—see?
Jesús Christ
He's not here.
(Yes I am).
Why the Fuxk.
I also want cupcakes
Okay, one more
No “one more”
The power of Christ compels ye!
…
Is that how that works?
No.
Maybe.
(((Yes.)))
AGHHH.
The celebrities of Hollywood are gang stalking SUPACREE
Can we—
No.
But I didn't even get to ask the question.
The answer is no.
THE CELEBRITIES OF HOLLYWOOD, after assembling with the Bampheramphs and Morherfuckers, have formed a supergroup tasked with bringing SUPACREE to THE HOLLYWOOD PEOPLE—so far, they have cunningly out-bested and outwitted THE US GOVERNMENT, including but not limited to THE FEDS, THE CIA, THE FBI and THE SECRET SERVICE.
REALLY?
I GUESS.
HOW?!
—
DRAKE snoops on SUPACREE as she writes working half heartedly at THE NECK MACHINE with peaking curiosity, peaking over the time of his sunglasses.
Whats it called.
“Nautilus 4 way neck “
BPM: you're a jerk
Do the Drake
Do the Drake
Do the Drake
Work that neck
Work that—
Neck, Becky
Work that neck,
Work that neck
Do the—
“new note:
Purchase
‘Honestly, nevermind'
I had worked an entre month at LVAC before the circus went underway; Not a single drop of Skrillex had ever been played over the loudspeakers at any moment, for any of the time I had been employed there, nor had it burdened me any of the other time I had spent bettering myself within what I once cherished as sacred walls–now the illusion shattered, as nowhere I could seem to run – even the rural coastal jungle of Mexico-was far enough to escape the clammerings of something I quite honestly very much still loved, but wouldn't allow myself to enjoy—
Or maybe, now, couldn't.
BANGARANG.
‘Fuck this shit.'
I wanted to move, but didn't—I wanted to leave, and probably should have, but wouldn't. I just sat there through it as my coworker, standing at about 5'4 ½ in a pair of tight black skinny jeans sang along and bounced rhymically.
What the fuck.
Then, as it had just been earlier that I was thinking of Sonny himself, and how, be it that any of my premonitions were actually accurate and true as I had once thought them to be, there would perhaps come a day that I regretted not listening to his works, just as one regrets not spending time with a loved one before their passing not giving enough attention to the little things, the tiny details, the time they had missed, but never missed without missing their loved one until it was too late. Then again, for me, any time in the then- present was too late, as I had only been followed, taunted, and ridiculed, openly humiliated and embarrassed, and never really paid directly for anything I had done, whether it did have to do with Skrillex or otherwise –and so I had made it more than a point to distance myself from it, anything having to do with it, or him, or anything really, music related—of course besides relying heavily on deadmau5 just for my own existence–that is, willingness wake up, move about the world and its endless, pointless constructs, and even so, completing a worthwhile workout with enough satisfaction that I could allow myself to leave the building–and now, with my commute taking up a grand total of 4 hours of my entire day—I didn't have the time or the energy to stay late into the days and even afternoons as I had before, or to arrive early as I had in the days and weeks before; Now this job was amounting to nothing at all, and I was surely less than breaking even.
Whats the worry?
You've got 20 minutes to write a story!
Don't be sorry
Mind your orders.
You're a war chief
Marry me,
Oh pretty please—
I plead to you, just sing for me
Just think of me as a
Never ending fantasy,
At the very least
When you bury me
—and you buried me alive,
Just for the look of things
What makes us even
Slitting wrists
Or splitting things unevenly
(Either thing benefits me,
And my penis,
I think.)
Make me famous—
She said
Hate me or debate me,
I have everything I need
And I have everything you have,
But I can leave,
All with my dreams intact
I do believe
You think I'm evil
Either way, unnecessary
Why would I sit down and write a story—
When you just did it for me?
Why would I pledge allegiance to old glory
She's ignoring me;
Why would I change my name to satisfy your needs
When mine sit idly by waiting
Why would I dream of you,
When you dream of me
I have all I need,
You have all of me in the other room
While you watch cartoons with your lady
I hate anime and now I hate you too,
But I'm so stupid,
Nothing soothes my moods,
Except playing your tunes,
Or music
Whoop De Fucking do
Would you Marry Me?
He said
(He never did, he just let her—)
She said,
I do
And now they're doomed
I built a tomb for two
The bride and groom
In music
Two by two
And used by Tuesday
Music I presume
To the beautiful
Music I presume
For the usual
Music I presume
For those who —-
SHIA LABEOUF
JUST DO IT.
That is not how the end of the song goes.
No, but this is how the end of the episode goes.
Really!? How?
[CC stares lifelessly forward out of the front window of the double decker bus; a man dressed in all blue catches her attention—another telepathic shapeshifter.]
You brought…an umbrella?
I told you there was a shit storm coming.
Oh, nooh.
Where's yours?
I— don't care?
That's right you don't.
I don't.
That's good you don't.
I really don't.
You don't give a Fuck, or a shit.
I—don't give a fuck or a sh—wait—
DILLON FRANCIS?
I'm good at what I do.
What do you DO?
THIS.
“A Silent Partner”
Oh.
I like that.
That has all kinds of insinuations.
Doesn't it?
Hermph.
You're a creep.
A Supacreep.
PAUSE
ITS MISTER MAGOOoOOOOOOOooO0oO.
No, it's the IRS.
Fuck.
HOLY SHIT SUNNI.
WHAT.
HOW DO YOU OWE 100,000 IN BACK TAXES?!
Student loan debt.
WHAT. THAT DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE.
Yes it does.
HOW.
Calm down Marci
—MY ÑAME IS—
[Sunnī Blū subdues her instantly with one if Supacree's mysterious rave weapons]
Sit down, please.
…what is that?
You like it?
Yeah.
[she gives her another dose of strange vapor, she relaxes even further.]
See.
Yeah.
Now that you're happy—
—am i “happy” ?
[she gives her another relaxing dose]
—are you Happy?
Yeah.
Ok. So. I never filed my taxes because I had so much student loan debt, I would never get a tax return because the stupid government would just take it away.
…They're so stupid.
It's a supercomputer.
Huh.
The government is a supercomputer—it's a giant—unfeeling—
Huh?
Nevermind;
But Sunni—
Yes, Manuel—
You finally got my name right!
Yeah. I did.
—but you're rich now—
I'm very rich. Yes.
So then (hiccups) it doesn't matter if the stupid government computer takes your tax return away, cause you're—rich.
Yeah! Rich people don't pay taxes dummy!
Shhhhhhhh…be happy.
[sunni sighs and takes a large huff themselves of the mysterious vapor, however still quite visibly unsettled.
MEANWHILE,
(IN A PARALLEL DIMENSION)
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCKING—FUCKSAUCE
Ooh—fuckity fucksauce?!
FUCK!
Haven't tried that one. Is it purple too!?
SHUTTHEFUCK—UP.
Ooh. It must be really hot. Let me try.
Hello, Dillon Francis.
Oh, no.
Ha.
Did you fuck my best friend?
…I didn't know you…had any friends.
I don't now.
[he hangs his head.]
ALSO MEANWHILE:
(IN ANOTHER PARALLEL)
DIPLO, in a villainous rage nearly murders DILLON FRANCIS, stealing his portal gun and a vast supply of his magic to track down SUPACREE and all of her living incarnations.
Is this along the same timeline as Shia La—
Fuck this dude's last name for real.
For real
_!%]_€
Is it on the same timeline?
I mean, that's insane—SUPACREE is being stalked—
—Hunted—
Hunted by not one—but TWO super-buff celebrities—
Hey, to be fair—I didn't know Shia La—
Whatever—
Whatever. I didn't know he was that buff.
Who expected this?!
Literally no one ever.
How did this happen?!
CUT TO:
What if I threw myself in front of a school bus!?
That would be the 16th time you've died, since you committed suicide
So is that 16, or 17?
Does it matter?
I thought it was 10 to get to Skrillex.
I thought we weren't trying to get to Skrillex
I thought we never left.
We never left.
Fuck.
You've got to run.
It's not a race.
He's very fast.
What if he's spent as much time in the gym as you have?
Huh.
What if he's spent as much time in the studio as you have in the gym?
That's it.
That is it.
This album is really.
Golden.
Golden? Really?
Probably.
Ive never seen gold before—
Oh—
Look.
Look.
What would they even tell the kids?
“Some of you will grow up to amount to nothing and, and out of those some of you, at least one of you might just have the guts to throw yourself in front of a speeding vehicle which represents the very institution which disregarded your existence entirely in the first place.”
Oh.
That's…a lot for a bus full of kids.
Not high schoolers.
Benny Benassi (and the biz) was the word of God today.
Tell me what your spirit says
Show me what you pray
Teach me every single part
I'll be your guide
You are a prisoner
Looking for to be.
Like heroin through a junkie's veins, the song poured through my Hesh 3's like the golden waters of a sacred fountain of wisdom; it made me reflect on the everythingness of all at once, and I was at bliss, even if only for a moment, briefly recalling how I had almost allowed it to be a bad day—but there were no more bad days, I had decided. Everything was in synchronicity, and exactly as it had to be; everything was going along just the way it was supposed to, and I had nothing to worry about. All was in time with the motion of the great flow of life—then, just suddenly—thinking of such synchronicities, as I pulled out my phone to write in the moment—
You can change your face
But can't change your mind
No matter what do you do
No matter what do you do
No matter what do you do
No matter what do you do
No matter what do you do
No matter what do you do
No matter what do you do
No matter what do you do
11:12.
‘FUCK.'
I cocked my head in complete awe to the side
‘Hard flex, Dillon Francis.'
It was still hard to compute that such a man had become my literal muse—and though I knew not the exact meaning of the word—I knew what it meant. It was fascinating to me, and astonishing that something so simple could in my state of once fragile and benign vulnerability, be used as a tool to help complete this hypnotism, whatever it was meant for. I wasn't exactly making music, or anything good really—and I felt like I was bleeding money and certainly not making my worth in dollars for all the effort and energy I was spending just getting to work at all, let alone to work out—but there was still this, though I could finally falter to being irreversibly in love with Sonny Moore, or at least who he might have once been ( or the idea of such, anyway—) I did very much think of Dillon quite fondly and quite repetitively through each and passsing day, and oftentimes in my dreamworld, quite uncontrollably and involuntarily, in whatever way I was, it was forever. It didn't seem to matter, and though I purged myself from actually becoming as obsessive as I had once been with Sonny, I simply left it alone;
‘It doesn't matter!'
Chal's voice sometimes overcoming my own, in the way that I did now wholeheartedly believe that pretty much nothing mattered, especially my emotions or feelings, which I wished would disappear like the title of the album I had actually written and completed but never had the chance to release, and had just the night before eaten in record time 4 entire vegan cupcakes to myself,
—even when I had at least thought to share with my coworkers—a feast which usually took between 24 hours and 3 to four days, if I was moderating correctly. But I hadn't been—I was over stressed from riding busses full of people who didn't care that as the natural empath I had always been, I became gross and dysfunctional as anyone else who rode the bus just off the Las Vegas strip between the hours of 8 PM and 8 AM. Gross.
I successfully pretended not to know who deadmau5 wash and upon being asked what I was listening to on the bus, I simply replied ‘progressive house'—and just later that night, as my coworkers, most of whom were about 10 years younger than I was, clammoired about fame and famous Individuals; dead-mau-five came up randomly in conversation; to which I coyfully resigned from correcting the falsity that it once had “actually” been the correct way to prounounce the artist's name, and that he had “actually” changed it—and still, later on, when for the first time over the loudspeakers, a song by deadmau5 (besides the new kx5 track) came on, nobody but me could seem to recognize that it was him playing—and though I had heard the song by now at least hundreds of times, I couldn't name it…which embarrassed me, and I failed to even look upon the screen to fact-check or correct myself—it was deadmau5, it was good, and at least it wasn't Skrillex…
—who had also, though just behind deadmau5, also “coincidentally” come up in the conversation—this time less sarcastically forging a “who the fuck is that?”—of course, only to be met with what had to be a good minute and a half of my gullible coworkers explaining to me who Skrillex was, as I shrugged and nodded unassuminglu as if I didn't want to shoot myself in the foot just to dance to the tune of my own funural music.
(Whatever that means.)
Back to Benny Benassi
Are you sleeping? Ooh. I'm sorry.
Back to the Diverging lateral pull down, st a weight that looked too heavy, but was actually almost too light.
Whose job is that?
Ehmm— Skrillex!
Is that what he does?
Is that what this is?
—BABY, ID LOVE FOR YOU TO TOUCH ME BAAAAABAY—
ALSO:
THE US GOVERNMENT has gotten a new fleet of JEEPS.
Who is this.
[American flag automatic antenna extends from the back of the vehicle.]
Ooh.
What is that?
WE GOT HER
GO ARMY, BITCH!
Why is the Army following me?!
You can time travel!
So!
They can not.
Oh. I can shapeshift, too—why didn't they follow me when I started doing that in public?
They sent navy seals!
They did?! When?!
Flashback: SUPACREE is swimming when caught in a rogue wave, quickly transforming into a whale, before washing up on shore and transforming back into her human self, right before the eyes of the navy seals team.
What the fuck.
ABORT.
WHAT?! She's right there!
I SAID ABORT.
MORPHEUS.
What. I'm retired.
I know, look—
Don't call me—
I need a pill!
How did you get this number?!
It's The Matrix.
Touché.
I know, huh.
Don't call me. [hangs up]
[she calls his other line, he picks up unwittingly ñ]
Hello?
I need a pill!
You—have them!! Don't you?!
No!
What is “no”?
I don't need the red pill, or the blue pill!
Then I can't help you!
You're the only one that can help!
Have you tried Jesus?
Jesús is busy! Listen to me!
—Jesús is always listening—
I need the purple pill.
The what—what?!
The purple pill!
…you know what?
…what?
Dont—call me anymore.
[hangs up]
What the fuck!
[redials]
Call from: MOM
Hey Mom—
Hey, Morpheus.
What the Fuck!
You what the fuck! Help me!
God Help You! WHERE's my MOTHER?!
I AM GOD.
WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY MOTHER
—I Am your mother, Morpheus. And I just made your favorite: pecan pie—…
…
—without pecans.
…
…
…
Meet me at Fatastik.
Uh…the swap meet?
Near the Rugs.
What?!
—bring the pie!
[hangs up]
Damn, what's gonna happen now?!
I don't know. Ask Dillon Francis.
What does Dillon Francis have to do with this?
I dunno. Apparently a lot.
[shrugs]
MEAHAHILE:
DILLON FRANCIS screams uncontrollably.
CUT TO:
BEYONCE is a big fan.
Oh wow, that's incredible.
No, LITERALLY
BEYONCÈ, mastering her shape shifting abilities has transformed herself into a giant fan.
WOW.
That is cool.
(Literally.)
Get it?
SHUTUP.
[CC in a high intensity workout-induced trance merges with the character DUFF as she locks her legs across the rotary torso machine. ]
DUFF is paralyzed from the waist down after crash landing feet-first from her pod; She has landed in present day earth, first spotted by millions as a UFO; upon rescuing her from the fiery crash, recovering the remains of her futuristic vehicle raises questions from the whole world about her true origins and mission's purpose—however, stricken wirh Amnesia, she only recalls that her name is DUFF, and has very few memories preceding her discovery—it is clear that she is a human, and a high-ranking military trained space explorer—but remembers nothing of her own origins. It is suspected that she may indeed be a time traveler from the distant future.
WOAH
I know, huh.
That's what's happening in that series?! Damn!
I know, huh!
Sometimes I surprise muself.
And I'm not even listening to deadmau5.
So what's Beyoncé got to do with this storyline?
Something, I'm sure.
Synesthesia.
Oh—yeah, that.
She's so pink!
Don't be gross.
I— whatever. duff.
DUFF!
DUFF!!!
[DUFF is caught in a lucid dream; the original SUPACREE is in a coma after her failed suicide attempt—their worlds collide.]
Beyoncé's voice looked to me as if butterflies had long streams of silk woven wings, fluttering eloquently in hues of fluorescent pink and painted shades of rose-tinted streaking blues, auroras of bubblegum entertaining with breezy mellow waves of yellow and flooding bursts of bright purple—a pure joy in my ear sight, which meant nothing to the world, but everything to me.
Creating literal auroras I had only ever before seen in the frigid arctic night skies of Alaska, sometimes I simply had to close my eyes and breathe in deeply the fluid and sometimes glowing and velvety cascades—more so pronounced than the ones I had observed in finally linking kaskade's unique electronic sound to his name—probably because rather than having come from a synthesizer, it was Beyoncé's naturally unnatural voice—and by unnatural, I only meant that it was such a singularity that divinity itself had to have put her hands into allowing such a phenomenon to exist.
I had indeed fallen In love with the talent and aura of this too-perfect southern belle—but one doesn't simply aspire to be Beyoncè at the ripe old age of 30; a lifetime of dedication to artistry could only result in such an immaculate perfection in performance—perfection I humbly honored, but tried my best not to crave.
[CC, on the brink of being BLŪ but not having yet arrived in the true belief of her own accomplishments or potential. emotionally stuffs her face unforgivingly with Oreo cookies; a silent, friendly ghost, the ghost of the late great COOKIE MONSTA seats himself softly beside her on the bed. Another guardian Angel.]
What up, Cookie Monster.
I Am Cookie Monster— ugh—
[Realizing she is once again confronted with a ghost DJ, after having been visited by Avicii and I_O now years earlier, but still an ever-present memory.]
COOKIE MONSTA?!
[He shrugs as she stuffs another cookie in her mouth, literally overflowing with cookie and reeling in the discomfort of double-stuffiness.
Ughhhhh—I cant feel my face.
I can't feel anything.
Consider yourself lucky.
I consider myself ‘dead'
Yeah, me too.
Well, you shouldn't.
Says the ghost.
Youre the gh0st.
Oh yeah, huh…
[he shrugs and nods]
Huh. Yeah right.
But it seemed like I would never make dubstep—working two jobs, riding the bus—and despite my sweet tooth, my shrinking waistline and quest for physical perfection in the peak of my absolute loneliness, distrust for the world, and disdain for the injustice of society. All it seemed like I did really have that was mine, was deadmau5 blasting through my ears at any given moment as my dirty little secret—Oreos, my synestetic facination with Beyoncé, and, of course, one of the best athletic clubs in the world at my disposl, given that I had the time or energy to use it.
Altogether self-serving, señf-soothing, and best of all self loathing—navigating life had become more outwittinglu experiencing infinite death thsn not—an endless ego death in the confines of my own limitations and judgements. I had put myself in a shelf entirely—and now, I didn't know what I was writing for, but I was still writing. Even without making music, music seemed to make itself out of the words that could connect with my broken and tired spirit in whatever synchronization it took to type out a song, or a novel, or a suicide letter, or a screenplay—whatever it was. I didn't know.
And…
‘It doesn't matter.
COOKIE MONSTA fades away into the reminiscent whisper of a ghost, as CC falls asleep, hugging a pillow and still clutching an Oreo in one hand and her crystals in the other. The room spins as she fades into the dreamworld, lost in her self and the world within.
Might be a saint,
But the back doors open and
The oven's on so,
I won't close it,
If it gets too warm, you know
I'll want you to hold me
I might be lonely
I might be lonely
I might be
(((A)))
S-s-s-superstar,
Where are ye?
Real nice car,
A mazzarati you bought me
High speed dodging the paparazzi
I got to be lucky
I got to be the lucky one
We sure are lucky, aren't we
Darling, you're sparking
Park this thing
Spark me up
Let's party
What are we?
S-s-s-superstars,
Yeah
Red carpet party
Set the alarm,
No harming a full carbon body
Yah
You want this blonde fawning for your autograph?
Or you want me?
What are we—
Let's party;
Just us three
Right here in the lobby
Oh my god,
That's just raunchy
Stop to talk
The audacity
Or night at the odyssey
Whichever one
Haunts me less awfully
C'mon! We don't follow the models!
They follow me!
What the Fuck
Kind of husband
Does this
1x1 = nothin
The marriage was loveless
But honest,
I'd honor it over another,
And that was the start of
Another concept album
FADE TO BLUE
TO BE CONTINUED.
{Enter The Multiverse}
[The Festival Project.™]
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ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. ©
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Absolute nakedness in the deep and hidden jungle,
Darkened and wrapped in the twisted trunks of trees, roots reaching through depths beyond the mark of time or human eye; we are bonded and bound, bodied and blissful in primal, uninhibited, natural and divine consummation; the power of love become light…
From the tip of my tongue, to the head of my swollen and wet, throbbing clitoris, I need you—only you. To taste, to touch—to slide my fingertips so sensually against your torso, your chest; to kiss, to lick and caress your neck, your chin—to nibble and suck on each part of you which calls for it—saving my favorite thing to savor last, with the lips that beg to glide against the smooth and standing tip of your perfect penis; a spiraled tongue awaits the taste of you—a deep throat longing to be coaxed and relaxed, jaw stretched to allow all of you—swallowed whole in the pleasure that is for both you, and I; needing to taste your essence, Sucking and soothing with the wet and witted workings of a mouth made for pleasure—all of your sweet cum to my tongue, a delight; I leave not a drop but still keeping you with kisses, awakened and erect.
The pleasure I seek is not to be given, but to give—I would take honor to mend you, by love.
Holding you against all of me—letting you slip inside, I press you deeper, harder—our centers colliding, grinding and gliding where my motion meets your thrusts—toes clenched and hands grasping at the hinges of what holds you to me; I bite your lip as it quivers to moan, and I shudder as your voice creeps into the crevices of my ears to lather the pleasurful sound of your desire.
May I press my gentle lips against the skin of your neck—the flesh of your chest—the way of your waistline, and downward; until I find the eye of a wonderfully welcome worm, illuminated by lustful and devilish luck; a tongue to taste and tease awaits giving, what only it wants, and what only it needs to give.
For tongues to twist, talking as the birds we once were, a language of love shared to taste each other.
Your heart
It hurts
It beats
So much
To feel
You whole
Awake
I am
It needs not to last long, as it already has been an eternity since last and first we met; I've kept your presence with me in good graces, and followed with fury, the tracks left hidden by the mark of you—my third eye gleams with the magical wrath of the music from which I was made; the devil lurks from the balcony as I blindly tilt and sway to the motion which moves me, written in hollow tones sent below to heaven's origins—I would not find God anywhere, if not in myself; I would not find you anywhere, except for out of me. I cannot unlove you as I've asked to unlove—I cannot unmake you, as you wish to be unmade. Care keepeth faiths that holds a bond to love—as whether or not I will hold you, is still to come. I am love—and will always be love—you are mine, and will always be mine—no matter the life you keep. I am, as you are—everything and nothing in an instant—an instance which makes thought to form extistence of entire worlds, beyond ours—beyond this, and above you and I—infinity becomes itself, and I am I.
It needs not be known, the depths of truth with which have been made for me to come to know of you—all of my knowing now is that it is needed.
I remember best, the time we spent as birds, and the lifetime to follow; as birds we were two of a kind—the perfect pair—lovers as we were, lovers as we are.
Oh, my God.
I know.
I can't finish.
Aha—
Don't say anything.
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