For the 1st 40 years of my life I lived unaware of who Jesus really was and what he really did for me. I was a typical box checking church attender at best. I had never heard of having a personal relationship with Jesus, having a personal prayer life, that reading the Bible was a key element in developing this relationship. I was extremely unaware of what following Jesus truly looked like. My prayer is that my life story will help someone else realize that they too are living unaware. I pray that my story will point someone else to Jesus. It is not pretty, but it is my story of how I lived before meeting Jesus.