The Longman meets with recently retired Welsh International David Cotterill to discuss the reasons behind retiring from playing, dealing with the internal demons which led to contemplating taking his own life, being part of the Euro 2016 squad, the pressures that come with being seen as the next big thing in Welsh football at the age of 16, coping with the big money that follows.Production by Meic Parry @meicparryGraphic by Celt Iwan http://www.celtiwan.cymru/