I woke up with a heavy chest and no clue why. Everything felt off, my thoughts were spinning, and a simple email triggered this wave of anxiety that made me question everything. This episode is me being real about that. About how hard it is to receive criticism, how fast shame creeps in, and how anxiety convinces us we’re failing even when we’re not. I talk through what it means to be overwhelmed, to overthink, to feel like you’re not enough and how God meets us in that mess.

The truth is, the end times are unfolding before our eyes, and Satan is working overtime to pull people away from Jesus. But I’m choosing life over death, peace over chaos, love over lust. I’m learning that I don’t need anything this world offers—all I need is God. This is my battle cry, my confession, and my declaration: I belong to Jesus, and I’m not giving up.

Trigger Warning: This episode includes discussion of suicidal ideation

This might be the most vulnerable episode I’ve ever recorded. I open up about the times my emotions took me to the edge. When the weight of pain, trauma, and abandonment made me feel like I didn’t want to live anymore. I talk about how I used to settle for anyone who would choose me, even people who hurt me, just to feel something. Just to not feel alone.

But God didn’t let me stay there.

He delivered me from depression, and now I’m trusting Him to break anxiety and fear next. I share how even though God’s love is real, it doesn’t always feel familiar, because when all you’ve known is chaos, peace feels foreign.

I wanna talk about how emotions have been my biggest enemy lately!! Especially when it comes to missing someone who isn’t coming back. I open up about how easy it is to let my feelings become idols, how I almost forgot what peace with God even feels like, and how the flesh will always try to take over when our faith is running low.

I’ve spent so much of my life trying to love people into healing. Thinking if I just prayed harder, stayed longer, forgave more, they’d finally change. But the truth is.,you can’t save everyone. And you’re not supposed to.

In this episode, I’m talking about what it looks like to love someone and still walk away. To stop carrying weight that was never yours. It’s not about giving up, it’s about surrendering what only God can fix. If you’ve been pouring yourself out trying to rescue someone who won’t meet you halfway, this one’s for you.

I want to share the breakthrough that came at the breaking point right after I uploaded my last episode "God's Will, Not Mine" . When I hit the treadmill after another moment of heartbreak, I didn’t know I was walking straight into a holy encounter with God. This is for anyone who’s still holding on, still crying, still wondering if peace will ever come. You might be standing at your own Red Sea. And what happens next could change everything.

This is about laying down control, dying to your own dreams, and walking away from the life you thought you wanted. Because sometimes, obedience looks like walking away from everything you asked God for. If you’ve ever asked “Why would God let this happen?” or “Why is nothing going how I thought it would?”this episode is for you...and me

Jesus is coming back! This episode is your wake-up call. Whether you’ve never given your life to Him or you’ve been saved for years, the return of Christ should change how you live right now. In this raw, Spirit-led message, I talk about what it really means to be ready, the urgency of surrendering your life to Jesus, and the responsibility believers have to share the gospel without fear or apology.

This isn’t a feel-good pep talk. It’s truth—with love and urgency. If your heart’s been lukewarm or you’ve been putting off real repentance, don’t wait another day. Eternity is too important to gamble with.

Also Happy 4th of July!

If your walk with God has been feeling dry or boring, maybe you’re not seeing Him in the simple things. In this episode, I’m sharing how I started finding JOY in the everyday: baking, cooking, trying new things, messing up, and trying again. I’ll share some stories, some scriptures, and a whole lot of love. Because God is in every moment, and life with Him is anything but dull.

Tired of being strong all the time? Same. In this episode, I get brutally honest about what it feels like to be deep in the healing process and still secretly just want to be chosen, loved, and held.

We talk about healing fatigue, emotional burnout, and the frustration of doing “all the right things” with no husband in sight. I share what the Bible says about growing weary, the purpose of this waiting season, and why God hasn’t forgotten you.

This one’s for every woman who’s tired of journaling through heartbreaks and just wants the love she’s been praying for.

Come sit with me. Cry a little, laugh a little, and be reminded: God isn’t punishing you! He’s preparing you.