Have you ever been told you're too much? Too emotional, too intense, too invested? Yeah... me too. For years, I carried shame for being a woman who feels deeply and loves hard. But what if I told you that your tenderness is not a weakness—it’s your design? In this episode, I’m pouring out a word for the woman who’s been rejected for her big heart. I recorded this on Father's Day, and I couldn’t stop thinking about the Father we all long for—the One who doesn’t say "too much," but instead says, "Come closer." We’ll dive into a beautiful biblical story of a woman God met personally, explore scripture that affirms your womanhood, and remember the truth: you were never too much for the God who made you.

In today’s episode, I open up about how being displaced from my apartment into a small dorm while my bathroom was being renovated affected me more deeply than I expected. My mental health, my sleep, even my walk with God—all of it felt like it was crumbling. I stopped eating right, I started going out to clubs just to escape the space I was in. But God... He used that tiny, uncomfortable dorm to teach me something sacred. That our environments matter. That where we are physically can shape us spiritually. That joy doesn’t come from a place—it comes from Him. And that when He gives it back, it comes with interest.

This episode is a hard one for me (SERIOUSLY). I’m sharing a moment where I slipped — not just in behavior, but in my alignment with God. It came from a place of loneliness, distraction, and a desire to feel something… and after the high faded, all I was left with was a heavy heart. If you’ve ever made a decision you regretted the next day, this one’s for you. This episode isn’t about guilt-tripping or digging deep into shame — it’s about what it looks like to get up, come back, and realign with the Lord after missing the mark.

If you’ve ever wrestled with your flesh, felt the weight of conviction, or struggled to stand firm when it would be easier to give in… this episode is for you. I pray it encourages you, convicts you, and reminds you that the peace of God alwaysfollows obedience.

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In this episode, I share how moving to Arizona helped reconnect me with God through the beauty of His creation. From the sunrises, to windy Mt. Lemmon to the quiet majesty of the stars, nature has become a constant reminder of His presence and power. I reflect on how God’s artwork in the world around us has deepened my faith and brought me closer to Him in ways I never expected.

I went clubbing… and cried the whole way home. I started the night spending time with God and somehow ended it compromising everything I stand for. In this episode, I open up about what led me there, what I learned, and how God met me in my regret. It’s not about shame—it’s about grace, growth, and choosing His way even after we mess up.

In this raw and honest episode, I open up about a relationship that consumed me. One where love slowly turned into idolatry. I share how I put a man and the idea of marriage above my identity, my peace, and even my relationship with God. We’ll dive into what Scripture says about hidden idols, how easily we let people sit on God’s throne in our hearts, and how to start healing when you realize your love life became your god. This one’s for the woman who’s loved too hard, stayed too long, or believed being chosen by a man meant she was finally enough. Let’s talk truth, repentance, and real freedom in Christ. It’s time to take love off the pedestal and put God back in His rightful place

Why is it so hard to get up in the morning sometimes? Not just physically—but spiritually. In this episode, we’re getting real about what it means to feel spiritually under attack before the day even starts. If you’ve ever felt like waking up is a war, this one’s for you.

Whether you’re waiting on love, clarity, a new job, healing, or just a dang sign, this one’s for you. I’m talkin’ about the loud silence— the space between “I believe” and “it is done.” But there’s beauty in the stillness. God did not forget you — He’s preparing something you can’t rush. Your name will be called.

In this very first episode of Faith, Trust & Tears, I’m opening up about why I started this podcast, a glimpse into my story, and how God’s carried me through the mess. We laugh, we cry, we pray. Let’s go and welcome home