Sixteen years with an eating disorder. Sixteen years dreading every meal, calculating calories, weighing in, measuring myself by my BMI. This is the story of my battle with bulimia, with my childhood trauma, and with myself.

This is my truth - and the truth is ugly. It is a rollercoaster journey through trauma, mental illness, and addiction. The contents of this story is triggering and may be difficult for some to listen to. Please feel free to walk away for yourself at any time.