Life as a son is formed in the hidden places. Discipleship takes place in those Father/Son moments, out of the spotlight. 

In this episode, I share a moment where the Holy Spirit exposed where I was still holding onto earthly security, and how the Father was teaching me how a son lives—holding nothing tightly, trusting Him fully.

This was the life of a son being forged in real time.

Ask yourself:

• Is the Holy Spirit showing you where your security is placed in material things?
• Where is self still trying to lead?
• What would it look like to walk with the Father today, in real time?

You can be preaching, serving, even leading—doing all the “right” things—and still not be living from the life you were born again to live.

In this opening episode, I share how I spent years performing out of the residue of the old man (self & flesh), without even realising it… and how the Father began to show me who I truly am in Christ—the new man.

Ask yourself:

• Am I still trying to live for God in my own strength?
• Have I ever asked Holy Spirit to show me the real me?
• Do I actually know who I am now—as the new man?

*EXTENDED FEATURE EPISODE*

Grab a drink, a notebook and a pen and get ready for a deep dive!

The weak gospel found in much of outreach and evangelism stops at forgiveness but never brings believers into union with Christ in His death, burial, and resurrection.

It leaves the old man untouched and the new man unborn. In the New Testament, the Apostle Paul preached a very different gospel — one of union, death to the old creation, and the birth of a new man — nothing like the diluted message so common today.

In this episode, we expose the fatal gap in the "ABC gospel" and proclaim the true gospel: not just forgiven, but crucified with Christ, raised in Him, and made entirely new.

Listener's Guide available https://drive.google.com/file/d/15xRYEjuW0VL1_J2AJ4befaUHqmDIoLVx/view?usp=drive_link

How does God reveal what is truly of the Spirit—and what is merely of the soul? In this episode, we turn to Watchman Nee’s powerful section, The Light of God and Knowledge, from The Normal Christian Life. We discover that the soul cannot diagnose itself—and that real self-knowledge only comes when the light of God breaks in. This isn’t about introspection or religious striving. It’s about the moment His Word enters and exposes the self-life—not to condemn, but to cleanse. Because only what is exposed can be surrendered, and only what is surrendered can be broken.

“In Thy light shall we see light.” (Psalm 36:9)

Study Guide – Reflect and Listen

• If only God’s light can reveal what’s truly of the Spirit, why do I still rely on self-evaluation?
• If I can’t know myself through analysis, what does it mean to invite God to search me instead?
• If I’m sincere—but still soulish—how might the light of God reveal mixture I’ve never seen before?

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Could it be that your greatest strength is the very thing hindering the life of Christ from being expressed through you? In this second episode of The Soul Life series, we explore how the soul—comprised of the mind, will, and emotions—became overdeveloped after the Fall. Drawing from Watchman Nee’s The Normal Christian Life, we learn that even our talents, intellect, and good intentions must pass through the cross. Because what God has not broken, He cannot use.

Study Guide – Reflect and Listen

• If the soul was never meant to lead, how might I still be letting it guide me—especially in how I think, decide, or feel?

• If even my strengths must pass through the cross, what does that say about the source of my spiritual activity?

• If the mind of Christ is in my spirit, what does it mean for my natural intellect to be renewed—and governed by the Spirit?

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What does it mean that Adam became a “living soul”? In this foundational episode, we return to the creation of man in Genesis 2:7 and explore God’s original design: spirit, soul, and body.

You’ll discover that the soul was never meant to rule your life—but to express the Spirit. This episode lays the groundwork for understanding why most of us live from the wrong source—and how God’s eternal purpose is not performance, but sonship.

Study Guide – Reflect and Listen:

• If I am a spirit, who has a soul and lives in a body—what does that say about the real me?

• What was God’s goal in making us a living soul, and how has that been misunderstood?

• How might I be living from the soul, even in spiritual things?

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Easter Monday – Have I Seen Him?

Easter Monday is not about what happened yesterday—it’s about what happens in you.

In this episode of Firm Foundation Focus, we reflect on Oswald Chambers’ April 9th devotional, asking the piercing question: Have I seen Him?

It’s possible to know what Jesus has done for you and still never behold Him. But once you do—everything changes.

Key Verses: Mark 16:12, John 9, Hebrews 11:27

Theme: Seeing Jesus is personal, transformative, and essential.

Based on: My Utmost for His Highest – April 9th, “Have I Seen Him?”

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Easter Sunday – His Resurrection Destiny

Welcome to Resurrection Sunday on Firm Foundation Focus. Today we go deeper than the empty tomb—we follow Jesus into the glory He entered.

Drawing from Oswald Chambers’ April 8th devotional, this episode explores the power of Christ’s resurrection life—not just for Him, but for us.

You are not just forgiven. You are invited into union with the risen Christ.

Key Verses: Luke 24:26, Philippians 3:10, John 17

Theme: Resurrection life as union, not imitation.

Based on: My Utmost for His Highest – April 8th, “His Resurrection Destiny”

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Recorded live on Palm Sunday, 13th April 2025 at Oasis Church, Portmouth UK this message explores the difference between believing in Jesus and belonging to Him.

“Belief can bring you to the cross—but it cannot take you beyond it.”
“Your old faith died at the cross. You now live by His faith.”
“The goal isn’t to be a better person—it’s to go from dead to alive.”

Through John 6, Luke 22, and Romans 6, Alex challenges us to move beyond emotional crowds and into crucified union: from self-effort to oneness, from surviving to abiding life.

This is the exchange: not a changed life, but His life.

Easter Saturday - Stay Silent!

Easter Saturday is often quiet—but it’s full of hidden work! In this episode, Alex unpacks Oswald Chambers’ April 7th devotional, showing how real understanding comes after Christ rises within us. We see why we must wait for the resurrection life of Jesus to be formed in us before we try to speak or act. This episode is an invitation to slow down, stay hidden, and let His life rise from within.

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