Fruiting Bodies

Fruiting Bodies

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  • Marge Jacobsen: Black Healing & Psychedelics

    In Episode 6, We are joined by Margaret Jacobsen, or MJ (they/them), who is a dear friend, parent, community leader, educator, and one of the most loving people we know. We explore some deeply personal topics with humor and heart. MJ tells it like it is.

    Join us as we dive into a meandering discussion that intersects with psychedelic healing: raising biracial children, unconventional parenting, postpartum depression, the importance of self-care and therapy, being a voice for the Black community, and a bunch of fun and serious tidbits in between.

    This is a powerful and important episode. We invite listeners who are new to listening to Black voices and perspectives to set an intention to truly hear what is being expressed. We can begin to heal when we return to a heart-centered way of relating: honoring our shared humanity, listening with intent to understand, and validating lived experiences that are different from our own.  What's in this episode:

    Getting to know MJ (3:43)

    Being Black in Oregon and love for the outdoors (4:42)

    Unconventional parenting and being open with our children about racism (7:10)

    Growing up within religion (12:48)

    Raising kids and are playdates all that great? (13:22)

    Taking other people’s advice on raising children (15:15)

    MJ’s journey through postpartum depression and their experience with talk therapy (16:06)

    Stigma within the church toward therapy and psychedelics (19:05)

    Why self-care is so important (21:19)

    MJ’s spiritual insurance policy and what we want Heaven to be like (23:28)

    Psychedelics in the Black community (25:54)

    Voodoo and witches (32:15)

    The unfair treatment of Black folks within legal cannabis (34:09)

    The power of pleasure and self worship (38:29)

    MJ’s dreamy dream (42:45)

    Interesting hobbies and passions (45:21)

    What does healing mean to you? (47:39)

    This episode is not to be missed. Huge thank you to the wonderful Margaret Jacobsen for joining us. Follow them on Instagram at @margejacobsen.

    And special thank you to the people behind the scenes who help make the Fruiting Bodies podcast possible. Go send them some love!

    • Podcast Manager, Sydney Bogan  
    • Studio space, Mariah Makalapua & Medicine Collective  
    • Equipment & support, Joe Izzo from Conscious Cloud Podcast  
    • All of our incredible volunteers, collaborators, and listeners
    • Stay connected by following us on Instagram @fruitingbodiesco. Visit our website to find past show notes, join the conversation, contribute to our fundraiser, join our email list and download free guides to microdosing and psilocybin therapy.

      Thank you for supporting our shared mission!

      -Elan & Becca

      51 min
    • Lola Milholland: Drug-Positive Household

      This is the beginning of an interview series which seeks to paint a large picture of the healing justice movement, of which psychedelic medicine is just one piece. We are joined by Lola Milholland, an award-winning writer, newsletter author of “Group Living”, CEO of Umi Organics, and creative event planner. In this episode, we get to know Lola and learn about her experiences growing up in a drug-positive household. We explore numerous topics: mushrooms, being a small business owner, and family life in an unconventional, drug-positive environment. This conversation is hugely relevant to listeners who are new to the psychedelic renaissance or interested in how psychedelics intersect with other communities, disciplines and forms of advocacy. 

      What you’ll find in this episode:


      How Elan and Lola met (1:35)
      Lola’s origin story (4:23)
      How she was shaped by exposure to different cultures  (6:23)
      Lola’s first mushroom experience (8:25)
      Umi Organics, sliding scale pricing and food justice (9:41)
      Her newsletter, “Group Living” (10:55)
      Being outgoing and care-free (14:12)
      How Lola’s parents decided to have a drug-positive household & considerations when talking with kids about drugs (16:13)
      Valuable life lessons Lola learned from her parents (17:35)
      How Becca is implementing drug-positive parenting with her son (20:10)
      Co-parenting (22:40)
      Assumptions about drug users, abolition, providing support and services to those who have been criminalized (23:05)
      Running a business while openly supporting drug policy reform (25:12)
      Closing questions for Lola:
      What is your dreamy dream? (29:45)

      What does healing mean to you? (31:50)

      Links:

      Newsletter: Group Living (substack.com)

      Umi Organics Website: Umi Organic

      Umi Organics Instagram: Umi Organic (@umiorganic) • Instagram photos and videos

      Huge thank you to the people behind the scenes who help make the Fruiting Bodies podcast possible:

      • Podcast Manager, Sydney Bogan
      • Studio space, Mariah Makalapua & Medicine Collective
      • Equipment & support, Joe Izzo from Conscious Cloud Podcast
      • All of our incredible volunteers, collaborators, and listeners
      • Stay connected by following us on Instagram @fruitingbodiesco. Visit our website to find past show notes, join the conversation, contribute to our fundraiser, join our email list and download free guides to microdosing and psilocybin therapy.

        Thank you for supporting our shared mission!

        -Elan & Becca

        36 min
      • Real Talk: Integration & Leadership

        We have an exciting and diverse lineup of interviews coming out starting next week. Before we do, we wanted to pause to zoom out and discuss some important elements of this work. Every so often, we'll pause our regular interview format for a Real Talk episode where we can slow down and digest some of the larger themes we've been uncovering in our conversations. 

        In this conversational episode with Elan and Becca, we dive deep into the need to focus on integration of psychedelics and other peak experiences. We discuss the mantle of leadership in this space and ways to channel the outpouring of eagerness to get involved. You'll even get to hear Becca’s most challenging trip story.


        What you'll find in this episode:

        What is integration (2:20)
        What a preparation session involves (9:49)
        Supportive practices for integration (11:03)
        Things to assess in your life before journeying [Inspired by the book Consciousness Medicine by Francoise Bourzat] (20:25)
        Importance of set & setting (26:50)
        Becca’s most challenging trip and why it went the way it did (28:38)
        The potential to be retraumatized if you move too fast (32:50)
        Pumping out ketamine therapy (35:08)
        Shadow work and what it is (36:43)
        The possible future of psychedelic facilitators (40:18)
        Indigenous medicine keepers  (42:49)
        Leadership: Being specific gets results (45:20)
        Representation in leadership will provide better access (48:32)
        Shout out to our volunteers and community (50:52)

        Huge thank you to the people behind the scenes who help make the Fruiting Bodies podcast possible:

        Podcast Manager, Sydney Bogan
        Studio space, Mariah Makalapua & Medicine Collective
        Equipment & support, Joe Izzo from Conscious Cloud Podcast

        Stay connected by following us on Instagram @fruitingbodiesco. You can also find show notes, contribute to our fundraiser, join our email list and download free guides to microdosing and psilocybin therapy at FruitingBodiesCollective.com. Thank you for supporting our mission!


        -Elan & Becca

        56 min
      • Sam Chapman: Healing Advocacy Fund

        (Note: Rebecca was the primary host on this episode. Elan and Rebecca will often alternate roles.)



        It was our pleasure to interview our friend and colleague, Sam Chapman, who played an instrumental role as Campaign Manager in the passage of Measure 109 (Oregon's new psilocybin therapy program). Sam is now the Executive Director of the Healing Advocacy Fund, a non-profit focused on ensuring the smooth and equitable rollout of the program. In this episode, we discussed:


        Sam's origin story [2:05]

        Sam's involvement with SSDP (Students for Sensible Drug Policy), medical cannabis legalization, and policymaking [8:20]

        Sam's role in Measure 109 & Healing Advocacy Fund [10:55]

        About Measure 109 [13:35]

        Lessons from the cannabis field [21:00]


        Hopes and aims for an equitable program [23:55]

        The difference between legalization and decriminalization [47:15]

        Message for white allies (& those who aspire to be allies) [58:40]

        Elan speaks on allyship [1:01:35]


        Big dreams for the future [1:09:05]

        What healing means to him [1:15:45]


        "We should absolutely decriminalize psilocybin and psychedelics. If you're claiming that you're doing this to end prohibition and the harms of the war on drugs, you've got to open your scope. People are not going to jail at the same rate for psychedelics as they are for other drugs. Decriminalization is simply the removal of criminal penalties for possession [Oregon's Measure 110]. Measure 109 is separate. It created its own bubble, which provides legal protection for you to provide or access psilocybin services within the legal structure. " -Sam Chapman

        Huge thank you to Sam for joining us! To learn more about the Healing Advocacy Fund, visit their website here, or follow them on social media: 

        Twitter: @voteyeson109

        Instagram: @healingadvocacyfund


        If you'd like to support Fruiting Bodies, you can contribute to our GoFundMe, join our newsletter, and follow us on Instagram.

        1 hr 22 min
      • Rebecca Martinez: Fruiting Bodies Co-Founder

        The second installment of our podcast launch is here! We've switched roles and put Rebecca in the hot seat.

        Come get to know our beloved creative director and co-founder, Rebecca Martinez. Rebecca is an Oregon born and raised parent, author, farmer, and community organizer. 

        In this episode, we discuss:

        • Rebecca's origins as a rebellious youth in a strict religious environment and her memoir, Edge Play: Tales From a Quarter Life Crisis (Available now in paperback and audiobook). 
        • The ways her experiences with family, police, and psychedelic healing shaped her advocacy around drug policy reform. 
        • Rebecca shares her vision for Fruiting Bodies. She explains why she believes embracing shadow is so important and how the healing movement can sometimes become bypassing.

        • ”Having grown up as someone who was seen as rebellious and sneaky... I now recognize these are strengths as much as liabilities. If you are someone who wants to wants think outside of norms, structures and likes breaking rules, that creates a ton of opportunity for innovation. If that's steered in a way that's productive and helpful... rule breakers have shaped the world. Question everything. It's not just to tear things down, but to find the "YES." How are we going to find solutions unless we start asking better questions? To ask better questions, we have to think outside of structures constantly. It's an exercise of imagination. It's a creative discipline as much as it is about fighting the power.” -Rebecca

          Stay connected by following us on Instagram @fruitingbodiesco. You can also find show notes, contribute to our fundraiser, join our email list and download free guides to microdosing and psilocybin therapy at FruitingBodiesCollective.com. Thank you for supporting our mission!


          -Elan & Rebecca

          1 hr 10 min
        • Elan Hagens: Fruiting Bodies Co-Founder

          The psychedelic healing movement has found its way into each of our lives in unique and unexpected ways. To start off this psilocybin-therapy-community-building-extravaganza that is Fruiting Bodies Collective on the right foot, we’re going back to our roots, back to the very beginning.

          Come get to know our beloved CEO and co-founder, Elan Hagens. Elan is a Portland, Oregon born-and-raised gourmet mushroom entrepreneur, foraging and wildcrafting educator, and food justice advocate.

          In this episode, we discuss:

          • Elan’s origins as an inner city youth and the mentors who made her life in the woods possible.
          • The magical ways her passion for dogs, nature, and earth based healing laid a path for her business, Temptress Truffles, and a decade later, Fruiting Bodies Collective.
          • Elan shares her vision for Fruiting Bodies, and the unique struggles of being a Black woman in a white community and a largely white psychedelics movement.

          • ”I want to make sure that we’re educating a broad range of people. Moms, dads, pastors, veterans. This isn’t just for our festival-goers or people who’ve already had the opportunity to have these psychedelic healing experiences.”

            Topics discussed in this episode:​ ​

            • Elan’s Origin Story [4:00]
            • Mushroom 101: What do beginners need to know? [30:50]
            • Fruiting Bodies vision & Elan’s healing philosophy [44:35]
            • Stay connected by following us on Instagram @fruitingbodiesco. You can also contribute to our fundraiser and join our email list at FruitingBodiesCollective.com. Thank you for supporting our mission!


              -Elan & Rebecca

              57 min

            About Fruiting Bodies

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            The Fruiting Bodies podcast is an intersectional response to the mushroom boom and the next wave of psychedelics. It is an extension of the Fruiting Bodies Collective, an active and diverse online…