The protagonist’s life unravels as he balances drug smuggling, addiction, and a deteriorating relationship with Becca. Expanding into cocaine transportation ends in disaster, forcing him to shut down operations. After he sells the restaurant and detoxes, he resolves to leave the criminal world but succumbs to the lure of a “big score.” A final attempt at a grand criminal summit collapses in a police raid, landing him back in prison and forcing him to confront whether it’s time to leave his dangerous ambitions behind. 

The story is released weekly as a podcast, but you can listen to it in full by purchasing the audiobook at Patreon.com/fuckupbonus, where you can also hear an exclusive interview with the protagonist as he reflects on his choices, the challenges he faced, and how they shaped his journey.

Author: Dominic Sabel

Introduction narrator: Rhys Frank

Story narrator: Erich Silva 

Producer: Kruvebo Konsulting  

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After establishing himself as a restaurant owner on the Spanish Riviera, the protagonist’s underworld connections draw him into the lucrative hashish trade. Partnering with the dealers, Belfast and Newcastle, he orchestrates a complex smuggling operation, transporting large quantities from Morocco to Northern Ireland. Despite meticulous planning and caution, the risks of the illegal trade weigh heavily on him. A misinterpreted sms sparks a harrowing escape, highlighting the constant paranoia and danger of his criminal pursuits. Yet, with another successful shipment complete, the allure of profit keeps pulling him deeper into the game. 

The story is released weekly as a podcast, but you can listen to it in full by purchasing the audiobook at Patreon.com/fuckupbonus, where you can also hear an exclusive interview with the protagonist as he reflects on his choices, the challenges he faced, and how they shaped his journey.

Author: Dominic Sabel

Introduction narrator: Rhys Frank

Story narrator: Erich Silva 

Producer: Kruvebo Konsulting  

Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

After two years of survival in prison, the protagonist secures his freedom through a risky deal with the corrupt judge, thanks to Fernando's support. Adjusting to life outside proves challenging, with guilt and restlessness following him. He rebuilds his life as a golf instructor in Spain and later co-owns a successful restaurant that attracts legitimate patrons and underworld figures. Despite efforts to stay clean, his criminal connections tempt him back into risky territory. 

The story is released weekly as a podcast, but you can listen to it in full by purchasing the audiobook at Patreon.com/fuckupbonus, where you can also hear an exclusive interview with the protagonist as he reflects on his choices, the challenges he faced, and how they shaped his journey.

Author: Dominic Sabel

Introduction narrator: Rhys Frank

Story narrator: Erich Silva 

Producer: Kruvebo Konsulting  

Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

In the last episode, the protagonist allied with Reuben, the powerful boss of the prison, earning his protection and a place of relative safety on the coveted fourth floor. However, chaos erupted when Reuben was assassinated in a calculated attack, triggering a violent response from his brother, Fernando. Tasked with avenging Reuben's death, the protagonist finds himself thrust into a brutal cycle of retribution, forced to confront his survival instincts in the face of escalating violence. As Fernando solidified his control, the protagonist's focus shifted to his ultimate goal: finding a way to escape the hellish prison before it's too late. 

The story is released weekly as a podcast, but you can listen to it in full by purchasing the audiobook at Patreon.com/fuckupbonus, where you can also hear an exclusive interview with the protagonist as he reflects on his choices, the challenges he faced, and how they shaped his journey.

Author: Dominic Sabel

Introduction narrator: Rhys Frank

Story narrator: Erich Silva 

Producer: Kruvebo Konsulting  

Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

In the previous episode, the protagonist endured devastating losses when someone brutally murdered Carl and Gary, leaving him alone and vulnerable in the hostile prison. Desperation turned to hope when Becca managed to visit, providing supplies and emotional support, but her resources were limited. Struggling to survive amidst relentless danger, he overheard a plot to assassinate Reuben, the prison's powerful boss. Armed with this knowledge, he risked everything to negotiate with Reuben, hoping to trade the information for protection and a chance to regain control over his fate. 

The story is released weekly as a podcast, but you can listen to it in full by purchasing the audiobook at Patreon.com/fuckupbonus, where you can also hear an exclusive interview with the protagonist as he reflects on his choices, the challenges he faced, and how they shaped his journey.

Author: Dominic Sabel

Introduction narrator: Rhys Frank

Story narrator: Erich Silva 

Producer: Kruvebo Konsulting 

Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

The protagonist and his friends struggled to adapt to the chaotic and violent prison environment in the previous episode. Despite hunger and constant threats, they managed to secure food and protection through an alliance with the American inmates Phil and Mick. However, tensions quickly escalated when their dark past as convicted pedophiles came to light. Unable to contain his disgust, Carl orchestrated their brutal execution. Now, the trio faces a more dangerous reality, with no safety net and angry guards seeking revenge.

The story is released weekly as a podcast, but you can listen to it in full by purchasing the audiobook at Patreon.com/fuckupbonus, where you can also hear an exclusive interview with the protagonist as he reflects on his choices, the challenges he faced, and how they shaped his journey.

Author: Dominic Sabel

Introduction narrator: Rhys Frank

Story narrator: Erich Silva 

Producer: Kruvebo Konsulting  

Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

After being swiftly sentenced to life in prison due to the judge’s connection to Paco, the protagonists, Carl and Gary, are thrown into a violent and overcrowded prison. Ramon provides support but is murdered, leaving them isolated. Armed only with knives, they fight their way into the prison yard, facing chaos and brutality. Now trapped in a lawless world ruled by desperation, their focus shifts to pure survival as they confront the grim reality of life behind bars. 

The story is released weekly as a podcast, but you can listen to it in full by purchasing the audiobook at Patreon.com/fuckupbonus, where you can also hear an exclusive interview with the protagonist as he reflects on his choices, the challenges he faced, and how they shaped his journey.

Author: Dominic Sabel

Introduction narrator: Rhys Frank

Story narrator: Erich Silva 

Producer: Kruvebo Konsulting  

Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

In the previous episode, the protagonist sank deeper into his dangerous lifestyle. During a cocaine deal with Paco and his men, everything spiralled out of control, leading to a violent confrontation with gunfire. Gary suffered serious injuries, and the protagonist shot Paco in a desperate fight. Wounded and on the run, the protagonist and his accomplices, Carl and Gary, managed to escape, but their freedom was short-lived as the court sentenced them to life in prison. Now, they find themselves in an overcrowded jail, brutally beaten and uncertain of what lies ahead. 

The story is released weekly as a podcast, but you can listen to it in full by purchasing the audiobook at Patreon.com/fuckupbonus, where you can also hear an exclusive interview with the protagonist as he reflects on his choices, the challenges he faced, and how they shaped his journey.

Author: Dominic Sabel

Introduction narrator: Rhys Frank

Story narrator: Erich Silva 

Producer: Kruvebo Konsulting  

Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

In the last episode, the protagonist travels to South America to meet drug lords Domingo and Paco and negotiate a cocaine shipment to New York. The deal went through, but his addiction caused problems, straining relationships and forcing him to Marbella for a fresh start. Despite a job as a golf instructor and support from his girlfriend, Becca, the drugs took over again. Now, he stands alone as the dream of the "big score" slips further and further away. 

The story is released weekly as a podcast, but you can listen to it in full by purchasing the audiobook at Patreon.com/fuckupbonus, where you can also hear an exclusive interview with the protagonist as he reflects on his choices, the challenges he faced, and how they shaped his journey.

Author: Dominic Sabel

Introduction narrator: Rhys Frank

Story narrator: Erich Silva 

Producer: Kruvebo Konsulting 

Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

In the previous episode, the protagonist joined a drug deal with Johnny and Daniel’s Cuban contacts. Despite his hesitation, he went along, and the deal with the Cubans was sealed after a dramatic night. However, partying and drugs soon took over, and in New York, he met Daniel’s new, more professional Latin American partners. Now, the dream of big money beckons—but the risks are growing ever greater. 

The story is released weekly as a podcast, but you can listen to it in full by purchasing the audiobook at Patreon.com/fuckupbonus, where you can also hear an exclusive interview with the protagonist as he reflects on his choices, the challenges he faced, and how they shaped his journey.

Author: Dominic Sabel

Introduction narrator: Rhys Frank

Story narrator: Erich Silva 

Producer: Kruvebo Konsulting 

Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.