Grieving Awake with Joya

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How does creativity manifest in unexpected places? Creative out-of-the-box editor Colleen Kern joins us to explore creativity as our essential "fifth state of being" alongside physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual dimensions.

Colleen shares how she transitioned from the rigid world of accounting to embracing creative editing work, helping authors clarify their vision and refine their message. She reveals the cathartic journey authors experience when birthing a book, from overcoming imposter syndrome to accepting their wisdom and finding their authentic voice. Through this process, Colleen witnesses profound personal transformation as writers step into the vulnerability of sharing their stories.

Discovering her own neurodivergence revolutionized her approach to work, leading her to find communities that embrace different ways of creating and producing. Her insights on "spoon theory" and energy management offer a valuable perspective for anyone balancing creative pursuits with energy-limiting conditions.

Her philosophy of imperfection - giving herself "permission to use every page badly" in her sketchbook and embracing creativity without self-judgment. Her thoughts on AI in writing reveal both its potential as an ideation tool and its limitations in capturing the uniquely human frequency that comes through authentic creative expression.

Connect with Colleen at writeditnetc.com, on LinkedIn, and sign up for her upcoming newsletter. 

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What if everything you thought you knew about trust was completely backwards? In this mind-bending episode, I reveal a profound spiritual download that completely transforms our understanding of trust, doubt, and how we create our reality.

"Trust is the universal language for the decision for love," my son Weston shared from the other side of the veil. This revolutionary insight shows us that doubt isn't the opposite of trust—it's actually trust pointed in the wrong direction. When we doubt, we're not lacking trust; we're actively trusting in limitation rather than unlimited possibility.

Through quantum science and the electromagnetic nature of consciousness, I explain why this understanding changes everything. Your electromagnetic field resonates with whatever frequency you're trusting most—whether that's limitation or infinite love. This explains why masters like Yeshua could walk on water, why some experience miraculous healing while others don't, and how we can access possibilities that once seemed impossible.

The ancient Aramaic word "haimanuta" (absolute knowing without doubt) reveals what happens when we achieve zero electromagnetic interference through complete trust. When you redirect your trust from limitation to love, your field expands to match higher frequencies, giving you access to quantum possibilities previously blocked.

This isn't spiritual theory, it's practical reality. I share a simple yet powerful mantra: "Love is, I am that, be only love", and specific practices for conducting a trust inventory, recognizing where you're trusting limitation, and consciously choosing to trust love instead.

By understanding that trust is your quantum navigation system and love is your destination frequency, you become capable of experiencing what we call "miracles" as your normal state. Are you ready to let trust resurrect love in your heart and access the infinite possibilities that have always been available to you?

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Your soul isn't just some mystical concept—it's literally made of electromagnetic energy packets swimming in the quantum field. This revelation transforms everything we thought we knew about spirituality and consciousness.

Science has finally caught up with what ancient wisdom traditions have been teaching for millennia. The quantum field—what we once thought was empty space—is actually a bubbling sea of infinite energy where your soul resides. Every cubic centimeter of this "empty" space contains more energy than all the matter in the known universe. Your electromagnetic soul isn't floating in nothingness; it's swimming in an ocean of pure creative potential.

Quantum entanglement explains those moments when you think of someone and they immediately call or text. This isn't coincidence but a scientifically verified phenomenon where particles (or people) remain connected across any distance, affecting each other instantly. Thought itself moves faster than light, which explains why prayer works, why you can sense loved ones from afar, and how profound soul connections transcend physical boundaries.

The observer effect in quantum physics reveals that your consciousness doesn't just witness reality—it actively collapses infinite possibilities into the reality you experience. When you achieve coherence through spiritual practices, you literally tune your consciousness to select higher possibilities from the quantum field. This is why group meditation, sound healing circles, and prayer groups create such powerful shifts—your individual biofields merge into one super-coherent field capable of influencing reality.

Quantum tunneling provides the scientific mechanism behind miracles and spontaneous healing. Just as particles can mysteriously pass through seemingly impenetrable barriers, healing information can quantum tunnel directly into your cells when your field achieves sufficient coherence. The holographic principle confirms that every part of you contains the pattern of the whole—your cells contain your soul's information, and your soul contains access to the universal field.

You're not just connected to the quantum field—you ARE the quantum field having a human experience. Your body is simply a biological antenna temporarily focusing infinite consciousness into this dimension. When you recognize this, your spiritual practice transforms from wishful thinking to conscious participation in cosmic creation.

Ready to experience your multidimensional nature firsthand? Visit vibologie.com for a free guide to Souluminous™ meditation and Soul frequency codes that will help you access your multidimensional self and tap into the infinite possibilities that await you in the quantum field.

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The veil between science and spirituality is dissolving before our eyes as researchers worldwide publish groundbreaking studies validating what mystics have known for millennia. After 70 years of dismissing the idea that consciousness could be electromagnetic, scientists have made a massive shift, recognizing that we are not just physical beings having spiritual experiences, but energetic beings having a physical experience.

We dive deep into the Aramaic concept of "Naphsha"—the soul as understood in the original language of Yeshua—which describes a guiding intelligence that holds our unique blueprint and connects our personal self to Source. This ancient wisdom perfectly aligns with cutting-edge research showing that consciousness exists not as brain chemistry but as an electromagnetic field that animates matter. The human body serves as a multi-dimensional interface within this field, designed to receive and transmit higher frequencies of awareness.

Scientists have discovered that your consciousness lives in space, not in time—existing as living algorithms in the electromagnetic field surrounding your body. This explains why meditation and energy healing create such profound shifts in our reality; they literally restructure the electromagnetic matrix of your physical being. Even more remarkably, researchers have found that every cell in your body has its own pathway for connecting with universal consciousness, making you a community of billions of conscious cells all communicating with the cosmic field.

The National Institutes of Health now officially recognizes the biofield—the energy system that spiritual practitioners have worked with for centuries. This validation opens the door to understanding how thoughts become biology and why practices like breathwork, sound therapy, and conscious nutrition create such powerful transformations. You are literally wired to awaken, equipped with sophisticated spiritual technology built into your very cells.

Ready to experience yourself as the multidimensional being you truly are? Download the free Soul Luminous meditation at vibologie.com and learn to access expanded states of consciousness naturally, connecting with your electromagnetic soul and higher frequencies of awareness.

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What if the reason your relationships feel like a constant rollercoaster is because chaos actually feels safer than stability? Relationship coach and psychotherapist Tannaz Hoissenpour illuminates how our nervous systems become programmed for certain relationship dynamics and why "boring" relationships might actually be exactly what we need.

Drawing from her unique background in dispute resolution law and psychotherapy, Tanaz breaks down the science behind our unconscious relationship patterns. You'll discover why sitting in the discomfort of not knowing can lead to profound personal growth and how our bodies physically store emotional memories that influence our current relationships.

Tannaz gives practical tools you can implement immediately, including the Four Horsemen of relationship conflict (and their antidotes), the proper way to take a timeout during arguments, and a revolutionary framework of the "six intimacy tanks." This framework challenges the Disney myth that one person should meet all our needs, instead showing how we can build a community of connections while honoring our non-negotiables.

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The frequency of our planet is rising. The Schumann resonance fluctuates, the magnetic field weakens, solar cycles intensify—even the sun has changed color from yellow to white. As Earth ascends to a new vibrational octave, we're called to ascend with her. But what does this mean for you, the initiate, the one who feels that persistent calling toward something greater?

In this soul-stirring exploration, I delve into the unmistakable signs that you're being spiritually initiated. Whether you've felt like an outsider your entire life or experienced catalytic moments of loss that cracked open your identity, these aren't random experiences—they're sacred invitations. I share deeply personal stories, including powerful synchronicities with the number 14 that connect me to my late son Weston, demonstrating how the universe speaks to awakening souls through symbols and meaningful coincidences.

The journey isn't easy. Your ego—that protective but limiting identity—fights savagely against transformation, using tactics like denial, doubt, delay, and even spiritual inflation to maintain control. I map out the soul spiral of awakening from the first stirrings of dissatisfaction through shattering, seeking, death/rebirth, integration, and finally, illumination. This isn't about becoming someone new but about letting go of who you've never truly been.

Most excitingly, I reveal what awaits on the other side of this transformation: living in gamma consciousness brings effortless presence, rapid manifestation, heightened perception, and synchronicity as your new normal. Emotions flow without defining you. Creativity becomes direct revelation. Your very presence becomes a healing field for others. This isn't escaping your human experience—it's transfiguring it into something magnificent.

Ready to transform your awakening from a personal journey into planetary service? Your vibration matters more than you know. The question isn't whether you're called—it's whether you'll answer.

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Grief transforms us in ways we can never anticipate. When Laura experienced two devastating losses in her twenties—her father at 21 and her boyfriend at 26—she discovered an unexpected anchor in her yoga practice. What began as physical release evolved into a profound philosophical framework for navigating life's most painful terrain.

Drawing from her 20+ years of yoga experience and professional work as a therapist, Laura shares how yoga—defined in ancient texts as "the stilling of the fluctuations of the mind"—creates a pathway through grief that honors both our pain and our capacity for healing. She explains how our racing, scattered thoughts during grief can be gently contained through mindfulness practices, allowing us to observe our thought patterns without being consumed by them.

The conversation takes a fascinating turn as Laura and Rev Joya explore the somatic dimensions of grief. Our bodies physically respond to emotional distress by tensing and clenching around our pain. Through embodied practices, we learn to "soften around the edges" of discomfort—a skill first developed in challenging yoga postures that eventually extends to all difficult life circumstances. This physical release creates more capacity to be present with grief without being overwhelmed by it.

Perhaps most profound is their discussion of the ongoing relationships many maintain with loved ones who have died. Both women share personal experiences of feeling vibrational connections with those who have passed, noting that these experiences are only accessible through present-moment awareness—the very state that mindfulness practices help cultivate. Laura reveals that in her research interviews, nearly everyone reports some form of continued connection with deceased loved ones, challenging our cultural narratives about death as an endpoint.

Laura's forthcoming book "The Yoga of Grief" aims to broaden our understanding of yoga beyond physical postures and demonstrate how its philosophical principles can support grieving hearts. Rather than viewing grief as something to overcome within a specific timeframe, she encourages integrating it as part of our life story—not a burden we carry, but an aspect of who we've become. This gentle reframing offers a more sustainable approach to living with loss.

Connect with Laura through her website griefonpurpose.com or on Instagram @grief.on.purpose, especially if you're interested in contributing your grief story to her book project.

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What if the key to your freedom has been with you all along? Reverend Joya shares a profound morning message received through her Magdalene meditation practice that reveals a simple yet powerful mantra formula for transformation.

The teaching begins with a fascinating concept: "Proof is belief." This seemingly simple phrase contains multitudes when examined closely. What we believe creates an infinite loop with what we experience as proof in our lives. If we believe in limitation, we find evidence everywhere. When we believe in possibility, we discover proof of that instead. This understanding points to a fundamental truth—we cannot separate what we experience from what we believe is possible.

From this awareness emerges a transformative mantra formula that can be customized to address whatever binds us: "[What you desire] is. I am that. Be only [what you desire]." For Joya personally, this manifested as "Love is. I am that. Be only love." This isn't merely positive thinking; it's a vibrational reset that aligns heart and mind, bringing ego and soul into coherence. Whether seeking freedom, health, confidence, peace, or any other quality, the formula acknowledges that what we feel we lack already exists as a possibility within us.

Joya vulnerably shares how this practice has supported her through grief following her son Weston's vibrational transition, maintaining their spiritual connection through this soul alignment. Through sound healing demonstration and practical guidance, she invites listeners to identify what binds them and craft their own mantra for liberation. As she beautifully explains, "For whatever it is that binds you is also what frees you, the opposite of it, which exists in reality just as much as what binds you."

Ready to experience this transformation yourself? Join Joya at vibologie.com for one-on-one & group :sessions or her upcoming "Wake the Temple: A Soul Uprising in May" group starting April 30th.

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The moment my son transitioned beyond physical form, my entire spiritual practice was put to the ultimate test. That night, sitting before my altar, drowning in grief, I witnessed something extraordinary—points of white light shooting upward across the planet. Through my son's consciousness, I realized I was seeing prayers rising for our family, an experience that would launch me into a profound spiritual awakening.

This episode explores the metaphor of the ego as a wild horse trapped in the pen of grief. When crisis strikes—whether through death, diagnosis, or devastating betrayal—our ego thrashes against unchangeable reality, desperate to escape what cannot be undone. But what if the purpose isn't to break free? What if instead, these moments of confinement are opportunities for the deepest spiritual growth?

Through my journey of connecting with my son's consciousness on the other side, I discovered that the relationship between soul and ego isn't meant to be one of dominance but partnership. Traditional spiritual practices often approach the ego with masculine discipline, forcefully bringing it under control. Yet there exists another path—loving the ego into surrender rather than whipping it into submission.

When we fully accept what cannot be changed—including our own eventual transition beyond physical form—something remarkable happens. We begin to "wake up in the game" of life while still playing it. Our presence becomes more sacred, our actions more purposeful, as we move through the world with the understanding that we are souls having a temporary human experience.

For those navigating grief or spiritual awakening, this episode offers a roadmap for reconciling the human experience with spiritual truth. By creating coherence between our soul and our "wild horse" ego, we can live from an expanded perspective that transforms even our most painful experiences into catalysts for growth. The way, as my son told me from beyond, "is not complicated, but it's not easy."

Ready to deepen your own awakening? Visit vibologie.com to learn about my upcoming Mystery School, meditation processes, and free spiritual sessions beginning in May.

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**Warning - this episode discusses deep adult theme topics including drug use, sex, rape, and death. Mind the little ears.

Maya Lila DiVento is a Spiritual Counselor + Transformational coach
who helps people un-fuck their lives, get unstuck,  re-connect to their souls, and have the courage to live their dreams.

When we're conditioned to prioritize safety and security over authenticity and passion, what happens to our dreams? Maya Lila DeVento's journey from disillusioned alcoholic to spiritual seeker offers profound insights into what's possible when we dare to follow our heart's deepest longings.

Growing up with the mantra "you can't make a living being an artist" despite her creative gifts, Maya eventually rebelled—embarking on a path that led her from Italy to Los Angeles, Argentina, Patagonia, and beyond. Through raw honesty, she reveals how substance use masked her disconnection from her true path, and how psychedelics, meditation, and trauma healing ultimately reconnected her to her body's wisdom.

What makes this conversation extraordinary is Maya's profound trust in synchronicity and divine guidance. When logic said "get a job with insurance," she followed seemingly random signs that led to life-changing connections—proving that our dreams often are divine directives calling us forward. Her experiences with both ungrounded and grounded spiritual awakenings offer crucial distinctions for anyone navigating intense spiritual energies in a society that pathologizes mystical experiences.

We also venture into territory many fear to tread—discussing grief, death, and the interdimensional nature of existence. Through my recent experience losing my son, we explore how profound loss can break us open rather than closed, expanding our capacity to love beyond what we thought possible. Maya beautifully articulates how pain transforms into beauty when fully embraced rather than avoided.

Ready to stop playing small and start living the life your soul craves? This episode might just be the permission slip you've been waiting for. Your dreams are calling—will you answer?

Find Maya Lila at https://mayaliladivento.com/ and on IG @mayaliladivento

And you can reach Joya at VIBOLOGIE and on IG @vibologie