the chaos, the clarity, the breakdowns, the breakthroughs, and the weird calm that shows up right before your next level.

From quitting my job (and then getting it back), to the emotional rollercoaster of the cruise, to unexpected family energy resurfacing, to trying to stay grounded while building my podcast and my purpose… I’ve been moving through a full spiritual initiation without even realizing it.

Today I’m unpacking what it feels like to re-enter your life after a shift, why things get quiet right before things expand, and why the universe isn’t punishing you when things slow down — it’s preparing you.

If you’re in a season of transition, if you feel like you’re rebuilding yourself, or if you’re trying to find grounding while everything moves around you… this episode is for you.

In this episode, I open up about navigating change when life feels uncertain — from work shifts and tight finances to creative growth and new opportunities. It’s about trusting movement, grounding in purpose, and remembering that magic meets us when we stay in flow.

This week’s episode is a heart-to-heart for the ones standing on the edge of change.
 You’ve been waiting for the right timing, the right money, the right sign — but what if you are the sign?

In this episode, I open up about quitting my job, taking the leap, and trusting myself fully for the first time. We talk about what happens when fear disguises itself as logic, how to take your power back when everything in the world feels uncertain, and why now — not later — is the moment to start building the future you actually want.

If your heart’s been racing and your soul’s been whispering “more,” this conversation will remind you that you’re not crazy — you’re waking up.

A short and gentle ramble.
 About stopping by the thrift store.
 About nesting.
 About trying (and sometimes failing) to come back to yourself.
 About not having the answers — but still choosing small soft things.
 It’s cozy. It’s scattered. It’s human.
 So if you’ve been tired, tender, or trying to come home to yourself… this one’s for you.

In this episode, I talk about the gilded cage of New Age spirituality, why “escaping the matrix” is a myth, and what sovereignty actually looks like in the real world. We’re going beyond love-and-light bypassing into the messiness, shadow, and freedom of living as Source inside this reality.

This week I’m slowing down with the season and reflecting on what fall is really asking of us — to let go, to ground, and to prepare for what’s ahead. With a solar eclipse amplifying the energy, we’re being pushed to notice what’s not working and realign in both subtle and sudden ways.

I share my own full-circle moment — from a car accident and Jeep repairs to the nesting I’ve been doing at home — as an example of how disruption can mirror seasonal shifts. Together we’ll explore what fall teaches us individually and collectively, and how even setbacks can guide us back to center.

Tune in for grounded reflection, seasonal rituals, and a reminder that sometimes slowing down is exactly the movement we need.

Life is full of paradox — our generation takes things more seriously than ever, while also turning everything into a meme within minutes. Culture reflects that tension, from retro pop vibes to the way we process world events through both outrage and humor. In this episode, I explore how to embrace paradox in culture and in life: caring deeply and laughing lightly, holding the sacred and the messy at the same time. Because the trick isn’t solving paradox — it’s learning to dance inside it.

Episode 1: A New Way of Showing Up

Season 2 begins with an honest reflection on what it really takes to step out of old cycles and into something new. In this episode, I share the shifts I’ve been moving through, teaving behind the old ways I showed up, facing the traps I set for myself, and learning to choose freedom over survival.

We’ll explore:

• How to recognize the mindsets and patterns that keep us caged
• The collective invitation right now to release what no longer fits (999 energy, Blood Moon release)
• Why letting go isn’t loss, but a doorway to expansion
• What it means to create from a grounded, unfiltered place

This is a season of endings, beginnings, and showing up differently — for ourselves and for the world.

Episode Description:
In this episode, we talk about what it means to live inside “the Capitol” — not the fictional one from The Hunger Games, but the very real systems we exist in every day. From constant news cycles to social media noise to the pressures of performance and consumption, we're surrounded by distractions designed to keep us numb, reactive, and disconnected.

But what if part of our purpose is to stay awake inside the machine?
What if living with intention — even in small, personal ways — is a form of resistance?

This episode is a call to awareness, not shame. It’s about how to live with clarity, softness, and purpose while still being in the world. Whether you’re feeling overwhelmed, disillusioned, or just trying to make sense of your role right now, this is your reminder: you don’t have to opt out of society to change it. You just have to stop letting it shape you.

In this episode, I’m talking about identity,not the kind people try to put on you, but the kind you remember for yourself. 

I share what it’s been like navigating labels around race, queerness, ability, and expression, and how I’ve learned not to let any of those boxes define me. For me, identity isn’t about fitting into something, it’s about coming back to who I’ve always been underneath it all. If you’ve ever felt misunderstood, miscategorized, or like the world couldn’t quite hold the full version of you, this one’s for you.