HI <3

I have returned. From the embrace of ayahuascamama. Somewhere in Texas, I drank, I cried, I sang, I probably saw God. And now I’m here, trying to explain the unexplainable. Watch me dance.

This week, we’re talking about ayahuasca. Daime. Yagé. Madre. The medicine. The mother. The father. The great cosmic silly goose. I spent three nights drinking it with a Santo Daime group, and let’s just say—time collapsed, stars sparkled, and someone definitely sang Bananaphone to me as I fell asleep. Now I’m back, one foot in 3D, one foot in the cosmos, and maybe a couple fingers and toes in other dimensions.

Also—this is the season finale. Ten episodes. 50,000+ words written. Six hours recorded. I made a whole podcast. Bingo. And what better way to close it out than with the biggest, most intense, reality-shattering thing I can buy?

Ayahuasca is a teacher, a celebration, a reckoning. And she demands that you look.

Because she’s a hot bitch. And I love her so much.

XOXOXO,
Nat

HI <3

OMG. This week? Ur welcome fam.

I am out of the closet and into the fancy schmancy studio. Makeup / On. Lashes / On. Camera / ON. Because this week, I had the blessing of sitting down with the most beautiful, wonderful, talented, down-to-earth Wilai. I call her Grace.

And you guys deserve to see her face, so here we are, caffeinated, unmedicated, mad about microplastics, and ready to yap.

It’s my Botox time of year. That pre-daylight savings seasonal affective disorder peak when I start shopping for store-bought solutions to spiritual problems. I have been putting this toxin in my face for years, yet I genuinely have no idea what it is, where it comes from, or what it’s actually doing. It’s not removing wrinkles. It’s wholly preventative.

Say what you want about Botox, early Botox, preventative Botox—I’m just here to stay neutral so I don’t make any crinkly faces.

Oh yeah, and because we cannot be pinned down to one thing—we are multidimensional girlie pops—we talk:

🌙 Nightlife creatures🥚 The price of eggs🇹🇭 Thailand💔 Bad boyfriends🤢 Natto beans

Hope you love this very special collaborative production.

XOXOXO4everluv,Nat . . . . + Grace :0