The Lord put delights, fantastical, heart lifting, specific joys, heart expanding wishes, talents in us, in our souls. Then the world has their ideas of what and why creativity is for and that is to greedily or for survival purposes for others approvals. And that is where confusion takes place. One of God's gifts and joys gets tainted, twisted, blasphemed and is now a source that is greedily monetized, controlled, exacted, manipulated. Why are you creating, building your mental set, your talent set? For the world's honoring, to placate it's fierce hunger for competition and a place in it's every increasing judgements and gladiator area of beating the other guy? Or is it to create from a place of hearts peace, kindness, love and giving to relieve our own suffering, healing the one inside, then healing from our overflow to humanity and the world in our local circle?