abstraction helps us grasp the real thing.

it’s been a minute.

this is not a grand re-entrance, just a stumbling ramble back into this unending conversation of what it means to see in real time.

In this episode I talk about the moment I finally opened my nostalgia now photographic journaling ritual again after the longest hiatus I ever took from it.

every photograph doesn't have to be about what’s gone,

I share what it’s been like to feel creative again after loss

this is me re-entering into this space- blurry eyed and awake.

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The following is my experience over the last 3 months in losing my pregnancy.

when I was a little girl, before I had any understanding that most of us never do exactly what we say we want to do, my dad told me if he ever had the chance he would 100% go to the moon.

What happens when we start respecting ALL parts of ourselves- like the exact constellation we are meant to be?

Is it because they are saying something I wish I could?

Is it because I want to feel comforted and familiar without having to actually participate?

If I read about writing instead of actually writing, I can feel like I’m in that world without actually having to be in the work of it.

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 Every Christmas I'm left with the strange remorse of not having achieved this elusive feeling I yearn for.

Photography has betrayed me.

i started baking bread.

1/3 life crisis?

I had a major shift in my headspace after my recent trip to Europe.