There’s an original blueprint of you- you don’t need to be one anything worse - in trauma you lose track of your way home - the Aya guides you back to your original blueprint

It’s ok to be you .. no ..it’s divinity to be you .. but in trauma your YOU has been buried - you have authorized someone else ..you have abandoned you .. that beautiful diamond of You.. to reach it you must tear down the dungeon keepers that made YOU wrong....

You’re energy .. if you’re built in hell .. that’s who you are .. but like any energy it’s a momentary appearance .. it feels real & it is energetically but plant spirits are energy doctors .. they fix energy - welcome to the energy hospital.. here you’ll get deflated & rebuilt

The gift of healing is just life - you get into the party .. no more bouncers .. life time pass.. no more dressing up for nothing .. you get to the carnival from your accounting life .. it’s just life .. party hard until it’s over .. it wants you to squeeze it dry ..

Trauma is a torpedo - it wrecks your ship - you’re a shipwreck at the mercy of the wind - to regain your energetic compass you must be made whole - that’s how your journey into the dark works - to see the fragments - to see your original recipe .. & regain your power

Now - you’re the end result .. in trauma you’re the “end of the equation” after all the fragmentation - the fragmentation lives in the dark & in that darkness the truth & the real story - that’s where you’ve been captured - you’re layers of energy - defensive mechanisms to keep you hidden - the Aya locates the lost treasure of you

Of course there’s a you that got wiped out .. you haven’t met him/her .. but once the swamps drained you’ll reconnect - you won’t recognize them .. but you’ll get to know them .. finally your soup is home

Shucking oysters .. caterpillars into butterflies .. it’s messy .. no Marie mondo tidy here.. get messy .. muddy & stop trying to “work” it.. a rent less catwalk gets boring .. go have the adventure of your life & tear it up.. traumas just another diva..

Seriously what’s with this shadow stuff? Simple .. no one was there to hug & love you when it happened - why would I need to fragment if someone was there to make it all better .. You just stuff it under the mattress & carry on until the pain becomes unbearable

You are the universe .. you are the injury .. you are the everything .. how all of this works is a mystery .. you won’t just heal your trauma . You’ll discover your true home