I Don't F*cking Know

Hello beans, here we are, meeting again, on another Saturday afternoon. How lucky are we to have eachother, huh? This week, Taylor dives into a conversation about mental illness, OCD, recovery and her personal mental heath story. This episode many be triggering for some, so there are a few points in the episode that we're going to list in the notes right here. We love you. We miss you. We're lucky to know you.

Taylor begins to speak about personal OCD manifestations 13:00-14:47

Taylor speaks about suicide 19:43-20:51

Did we mention how much we love you?

A first for IDFK, episode 10 features not one, but TWO, count 'em TWO, special guests. This week, Taylor is joined by a fan favorite, Natalie Kastner (ep. 5 WAP Energy) and Quentin Araujo. Easily the hottest people she knows. They wax poetic on their favorite sex positions, all the various illicit substances they took in their youth and Quentin shares his experience being a mixed man in America in 2020. Tune in for really ridiculous laughter, obnoxious segues and the unofficial telling of how Natalie and Taylor almost died 2 weeks ago. Glad you're here. Love you, mean it

HELLO everyone! IDFK is back and truly, better than ever. This week, Taylor is joined by her friend Natalie, a NYC based icon with the coolest tattoos and the best collection of patterned socks. Eavesdrop while the chat casual nervous peeing, how to admit you were the dick, Taylor's maniacal plan to become The Bachelorette AND in depth tellings of the times (yes TIMES plural) Taylor has shit her pants. We missed you so much. We've been watching your insta stories the whole week, and you looked so good.  

Hello everyone, surprise! IDFK is here 2 days early. Why? Why not. We’re here for you. We love you. Today, Taylor shares some positive things that are happening in the world, reads a couple poems and teaches a few therapeutic techniques to help aid in anxiety and panic because we think we could all use some. Take a breath, eat a snack. Here we go.

2020!? Halloween!? AND A FULL MOON!?!?!? If there was ever a time to sin, it's tonight. (In a socially distanced kind of sinning way of course) This week Taylor nerds out about her favorite scary movies, regales you with stories from her Halloween youth AND wraps the episode up with an Oscar worthy reading of 'The Scariest Story on the Internet.' Clutch that Snickers bar and down your drink because you're in for a doozy. 

This week we've got it ALL, baby! We're talking yurts, we're talking sex, we're talking pleasure, we're talking WAP. More specifically, we're talking about freeing yourself from the bitch of a burden that is sexual shame. Join Taylor as she chats with the incredibly beautiful and sexually liberated icon, Natalie, as they dive deep into their friendship, the maze of sexual freedom and their mutual love for the Disney film, Camp Rock. We missed you. It's been too long.

Hello beautiful, beautiful friends. We just couldn't get enough of you, so we are back. Yet again. Tipsy and ready to overshare. This weeks episode is a cheeky little Q/A that, like life, get's a little serious at the end. Taylor dives in headfirst answering your burning questions about oral hygiene, dating, high school and body image. We do get into some intense talk about self love, body neutrality and defying the system that wants us to hate ourselves, so there is definitely a trigger warning for some Eating Disorder talk. Also, wait until the end of the episode for IDFK's first GIVEAWAY! Put on some comfy socks, man-spread on your couch and pop in your off-brand AirPods. We love you.

This week, us at IDFK wanted to get down to brass tacks. To the root of why we're all here. So, for Episode 3, it is just Taylor. Speaking into a microphone. For an extended period of time. Was she drinking 3$ wine when she recorded this? Did she start to go mad hearing the sound of her own voice for so long? We don't know. But what we do know is she tells the stripping in Amsterdam story, and that's all that matters. 

We're talking about QUEER SHIT, Baby! This week, Taylor is once again joined by an incredibly charming and beautiful friend of hers to chat about all things sexuality. Slightly wine drunk, Taylor and her friend Amelia ramble about their first queer experiences, how Taylor started questioning her sexuality from an anonymous tumblr message and their mutual obsession with Keira Knightly. Come on in, the water's warm. 

Episode 1 of "I Don't F*cking Know" is officially out. For the inaugural episode, Taylor really indulges her narcissism by forcing her best friend, Jess, to interview her. The questions are too personal, the room is too hot and Brad Pitt's naked ass is mentioned. You don't want to miss it.