i just want to feel safe for once in my life.

nothing to say.

praying for california. and my partner. and myself.

slept all day. going back to sleep. and relationship stuff. i miss us.

generational chain breaker type shit. i’m actually exhausted and want to be left alone. stalk in silence if you must. (this is a family rant)

job hunting, or job preying?

relationship stuff

despair

relationship, job hunting, cutting out my uterus.

crying and mr. holland’s opus.

everyone should watch mr. holland’s opus.

this is the article: US homelessness up 18% as affordable housing remains out of reach for many people

my eggs are cold now. my love made me how often i eat a lot of things unnecessarily cold. maybe this is how i got comfortable with that part of my reality.