last chance to stay alive, save my relationship, and idk. be a human.

update: didn’t get one of the jobs. got the rejection email.

more complaining. praying a miracle happens soon.

voicenote to my friend. yesterday was her wedding and my first wedding. i’m blogging about it later, but i am still just so enamored by the ritual of it all. so beautiful and just ugh. so many emotions. which is why i need to blog. so bye.

freelancer complaints.

tiktok ban.

what are my priorities these days really? (don’t worry, i list them)

voice note to my love. pretty much sums up todays feelings. i have an interview in a little over an hour and another tonight. and i have to find a way to make my face look as though i’m not completely diminished.

deciphering my dreams. sorry for my voice cracking. i just woke up.

nothing to see here.

just a lot of complaining.

word vomit.

voicenote to my best friend. unexpected breakdown. per usual.