I'm Really Bad at This

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  • N-Word Get in the Kitchen and Make Me Some Biscuits

    This Episode begins with the brothers reminiscing about their involvement in Christian Hip Hop as artist, managers and promoters which quickly turns to our wild speculations about the recent Diddy allegations. How do you curate your social media? (12:29) Larussell’s take on how Dee-1 is being treated for speaking out against destructive lyrics in Hip Hop (28:16) Are pastors disqualified indefinitely from public ministry if they commit adultery? (1:03:53) When we found out some church “heroes” owned slaves (1:30:35) James tells us about “The Snow Bunny in the Philippines” (1:43:14) Being a girl dad (1:58:07)

    2 hr 8 min
  • Haitians Will Eat a Cat

    This episode begins with Jerrold sharing his new driving gig experience that turns into Bookie and James sharing their shady driving job stories (3:04) Bookie’s son comes home with a hickey (23:07) If your Pastor drinks alcohol let him live (36:02) Is wearing church clothes still a thing? (53:31) Haitians will eat a cat (56:35) Do you have to go to church to be a Christian? (1:18:18) Someone else we all know left the faith this week (1:32:10) Unresolved relational issues cause a gap (2:05:28)

    2 hr 22 min
  • The First Time I Was Shot At I was 5 Years Old

    This episode starts off in full foodie mode as the fellas talk about trying new food spots in LA. Bookie tells us his adventure as the Sparkletts man (19:43) Jerrold is making music again and shot a music video (24:33) Therapy is dope (29:07) Because we do have PTSD (53:23) My daughter went to her first college party (1:10:08) Is all this AI technology a bad thing? (1:19:54) Let’s put on our tin foil hats (1:28:40) Vince Bantu too? (1:39:14) Do you still listen to R Kelly? (1:54:33) Would you watch a P4CM documentary? (2:12:01) What is one thing that would be a danger to a genuine walk with God? (2:24:34) 

    2 hr 49 min
  • Pagan Worshippers are Great Entertainers

    This episode we discuss our take on Marcus Rodgers vs. Preston Perry (8:35) Kendrick Lamar has upset the internet (49:06) Shannon Sharpe, slip up or stunt? (1:06:46) Is your pastor too political? (1:13:13) Christians who are too concerned about their self image (1:22:47) Since I told the world I’m not smoking weed any more (1:25:00) Trump is living that thug life (2:16:03)

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    2 hr 44 min
  • Jerrold Stopped Smoking Weed

    Get ready for a wild ride this week!  We start off celebrating the return of the new football season and fantasy football leagues. A private Christian High School that cost 20K a year (6:28) Unconscious bias training at work—are we really solving the problem? (11:04) And, in a shocking twist, James loves cigarettes, while Jerrold's stop smoking weed more than 30 days ago (21:44/23:54) How a picnic can become ministry (1:05:38) Bookie has to run when the streets call (1:12:01) Self Discipline, Feelings versus choice (1:22:10)

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    1 hr 38 min
  • I Need to Enter the Tent

    Get ready for a no-holds-barred conversation that dives deep into the realities of dating and relationships in the Christian world. We kick things off by tackling the burning question: How do you navigate bedroom expectations when you’re a single Christian in the dating scene? (2:21) Then, we get raw and real—do you sleep with your spouse even when tensions are high? (13:13) If it’s not for me God close the door (22:38)

    But that’s not all—Jerrold shares a hilarious and heartfelt story about his first comedy mentor (30:32), and we dig into the art of code-switching at work and church—it’s more common than you think! (47:43) Ever wondered what really fuels success in corporate America? We reveal the ‘secret sauce’ that everyone’s talking about. (1:04:18) And finally, we end with a bang, dishing out some truly controversial dating advice for Christians. (1:25:35) You won’t want to miss this episode—it’s provocative, unfiltered, and eye-opening.

    1 hr 55 min
  • God Don't Like You That Much

    This episode begins with the question how do you signal to your partner that you’re ready to go to be on time (10:04) How do you prepare your friends and family for the NFL season? (13:08) Is it ok to work on Sunday as a Christian (18:25) Toxic family members that abuse the Bible (30:12) How has the political season effected your social media timelines? (44:56) Cowboy criminals turned into the biggest financial institutions in our country (1:08:47) Do you think people are working with Satan? (1:15:23)

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    1 hr 49 min
  • I’ve Watched 20 People's Feet Get Healed

    This episode begins with James thoughts on catching a real thief and shares how he prepares to preach a sermon (19:36) Why Men Don’t go to church (29:53) The Black Man Needs his own religion? (43:15) Should Christians pay for publishing rights to sing songs at church? (56:48) What’s the wildest thing you’ve seen on the internet this week? (1:15:25) If you were missing a limb is that something you need to disclose before you go on your first date? (1:46:42) 


    James’ Sermon https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cDlBTNeXp3U 

    2 hr 3 min
  • Don’t Blow the Bridge to Pound Town

    This episode begins with a sincere apology by James. After 20 plus years of marriage what is one major piece of advice you’d give someone thinking about getting married (12:43) Why is it that we talk about race and ethnicity a lot? (23:54) Our top 5 favorite White television shows (38:53) Will Black athletes and entertainers ever own the industries they build? (55:10) Google and the internet is the devil (1:08:56) We’re ok with no breakdancing at the Olympics (1:17:28) I asked my wife could I put a picture of my first girlfriend in a scrap book? (1:23:11) How do you express to your significant other that someone from the opposite sex is attractive? (1:28:00) Cornography (1:36:45) Children understand the need of a Father in the home (2:05:29) Are poor neighborhoods designed to be poor neighborhoods? (2:11:31) 

    2 hr 29 min
  • Cut Off All Losers with Bad Energy & Low Vibrational Aura

    This episode James explains how he got jumped in a prayer meeting (8:42) Jerrold shares about his therapy journey (17:02) Holy Cougar Feedback (43:32) Who wants a “Boss Woman?” (49:03) In this season you need to cut off people? (1:15:58) Are we influenced by too much “Hustle Culture” (1:35:40) The Black Jobs conversation (1:40:44) 

    2 hr 30 min

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I’m Really Bad at This 

Laugh Hard. Think Deep. See God in the Everyday.


Welcome to I’m Really Bad at This 

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