As I get older I find that I still struggle with being happy with who I am and not comparing myself to others and sometimes that can be a leading cause of my depressive episodes, but the more I talk about the better I feel. 

So on today’s episode I talk about my latest stint with depression and how I am working to overcome it. 

BUT It is not ALL tears I also have the best time gossiping with you all about Jennifer & Ben, Khole & Tristian and me and the latest guy from Bumble LOL 

Also today we are chatting about: 

• Why I think I would go to jail 
• A chat about my depression and anxiety 
• How quickly my dad found my apple watch…
• I am really proud of my lunch so I am obviously going to tell you all about it
• My short review of Zombies 3
• Watching Magic Johnson’s doc and all my sports thoughts 
• I try to talk about Khole and Tristian but it is hard lol 
• Also talking about MRS. JENNIFER AFFLECK 
• A guy that I probably should not have swipped on 
• Getting a cold call from a Bumble match
• ISW: We are talking Sabrina vs. Olivia 

Listen sometimes your mom calls you on her own birthday and you just take that as an opportunity to break down and cry about being single, IT HAPPENS! Then it leads to this very interesting dating story that I am so excited to tell you.

I love my mom so much and this moment made for some amazing content so you know its ok, I will keep my shit together next year...maybe...

Honestly this is a top episode for me I am obsessed, today we cover:

• Somehow smells come up often, its a smelly episode but worth it
• Also of course me crying on my mom's birthday
• I have a GLEEK moment
• Yes we are talking about THAT moment in the Kardashian trailer
• The major Emmy SNUB in my opinion
• A very wild dating story
• Plus how Costco is taking over my bumble
• Then a interesting ISW moment that might actually be a cry for help..

So sorry for being a day late to uploading the new episode...I definitely do not recover from a bachelorette weekend like I used to!

Super excited to crack open a beer and enjoy this episode with you all!

Today we are chatting about:

• The TV character I am most like
• Randomly discussing 2018
• A recap of Jena's Bachelorette!
• My return (again) to the dating apps
• The one thing I don't think I will do at my bachelorette party

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~It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well~ 

Listen sometimes I made Taylor Swift level decisions, not that I am making millions off my words or even that they are as eloquent as hers but I have a semi funny semi sad story of my 12 minutes All To Well! 

This episode is not all about that though, we had the 5 B’s Beers, Bros, Breakdowns, Besties & Brides! 

We love an eclectic mix on the podcast and this is one! 

Today we are chatting about: 

• My wonderful weekend full of beer, bros, breakdowns, besties and my bride! 
• Shout out to Fieldwork Brewery for being the important bro hub
• My current villain era anthem 
• How Megan Trainer’s PR team needs a raise
• Being held accountable for my own actions 
• The embarrassing ass way I apologized to a friend back in the day (yes there is singing) 
• A mistake I might have made at Erin & Ben’s wedding 
• Dating = Applying for a job 
• An old plumbers story 
• Of course talking about loosing are freaking rights 

We are officially over the 100 episode hill and so far so so so good! 

Today’s episode covers so much fun content, even when I was editing it, I was like hey ummm I was right to say in Episode 100 that I was a funny bitch! 

Also of course there is some good inspiration sprinkled in because we love that shit and it is helping me on this whole break up journey! 

Today we are chatting about: 

• Why I was never to be destine to have a high school sweetheart 
• The reasons I need a man (lol) 
• My latest solo brunch endeavor 
• The accidental Daddy hunt I went on this weekend 
• Putting Air BnB on BLAST 
• My thoughts on the season finale of The Kardashians 
• Finally get to tell the second half of the hairdresser story
• How my therapist knows me a little too well
• The inspiration behind being single at a wedding 
• What I am asking the world to just lie to me 

I literally did not think I could find the words to express how incredibly excited, proud and grateful I am to have hit 100 episodes but apparently I found an hour worth of words and that is how we are here!

On this special episode I chat revisit episode one of this podcast and give you a run down of my favorite moments!

Plus share a little Ashlee life story and the journey to getting to #100!

Also I talk about my I'm Sorry What moment of the week - how freaking expensive it is to be single!

Thank you so much for listening!

Love you bye :)

I had the most fun reliving this incredible wedding weekend on this week’s episode of the podcast! 

If you want to play a drinking game with this episode, take a drink every time I say the word “fun” 

Today we are chatting about: 

• How the new episode of the Kardashians changed my life 
• A full run down of my besties wedding! 
• Updates on my break up healing process & the weirdest story around getting my hair dyed 
• How I think weddings can be inspirational for us single bitches

I have had so much learning to do in my life and I think over the past two years even just the past two month I have learned a lot, specifically I learned a lot from Lizzo in the last two hours! 

Today on the podcast we are chatting about: 

• It being about dayum time… 
• My first solo brunch 
• The interesting feedback I got from my dress alterations appointment 
• My CEO helping hit on a guy 
• Coverage of the Kravis wedding & other Kardashian updates 
• Talking about my heartbreak recovery 
• A funny story I never thought I would tell 
• ISW: A good one you are going to have to listen to learn about haha! 

Hi friends!

This episode cover's my best friend's Barbie Dream Bachelorette party and it honestly feels like a fever dream. It was 1000% the best time ever, paired with one little hiccup that lead to a podcast worth of content!

Also I explain my mini mega meltdown last episode and closing a big chapter of my book!

There was so much good content in these two subjects that honestly that's all I got, but I promise it was worth it!

Thank you for listening, LOVE YOU!

You know every once in awhile I need a white claw to get through an episode and each time the results are…interesting, but definitely entertaining! 

Today we are chatting about: 

• My three favorite parts of planning a bach
• Talking about my week of crying 
• The jokes I had to cut out last week and the spiral it lead to 
• My emotional Kelly Clarkson moment 
• Fighting on my mom the “It will happen when you least expect it”
• Sharing 5 things I have learned about relationships from my parents to honor their 35 year anniversary
• From Kardashians to Selling Sunset its a reality TV breakdown!