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What do you do after another Negative Pregnancy Test? How do you cope when the hope you carried for another month suddenly turns into disappointment, grief, and questions for God?
In this episode, we talk about what happens emotionally and physically after a negative test, why it can feel so overwhelming, and practical ways to cope in those first moments and days. We look at how to process the sadness, respond to difficult thoughts, care for yourself when you feel emotionally drained, and bring your disappointment honestly to God without guilt or shame.
For women walking through Fertility struggles, tracking Ovulation Symptoms, hoping for Conception, or longing to see that Positive Pregnancy Test, another negative result can feel like another loss. Especially when you’re trying to hold onto Trust in God while also grieving something you deeply desire.
We also unpack why Christians can sometimes feel guilty for struggling, why strong faith doesn’t mean you stop feeling deeply, and what Scripture teaches us about bringing our pain to God. You’ll learn practical ways to move through these moments with honesty, wisdom, and hope - without pretending you’re okay when you’re not.
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What happens when trying to conceive starts affecting more than just your plans - and you realise you don’t really feel like yourself anymore?
In this episode, I talk about what can sometimes happen emotionally during a Fertility journey - when the waiting, disappointment, and ongoing uncertainty start to feel heavier than you expected, and you begin wondering if this is more than just a hard season.
I unpack five things that can help you navigate this space, from grieving the story you thought your life would follow, to noticing God’s kindness in the middle of hard days, protecting your relationships, letting go of the pressure to find the perfect fix, and knowing when it might be time to ask for support.
If you’re tracking Ovulation Symptoms, hoping for a Positive Pregnancy Test, or walking through the ups and downs of Fertility struggles, this episode is for when things feel harder than you can quite explain.
Lyndell xx
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Also, your feedback helps others who are looking for support and encouragement while struggling to conceive find the podcast.
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Lyndell xx
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If you found this episode hopeful or helpful, I'd be SO grateful if you'd leave one or two sentences about what this podcast has meant to you.
Also, your feedback helps others who are looking for support and encouragement while struggling to conceive, find the podcast.
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💛 On Spotify, you can follow the podcast to make sure you never miss an episode!
If you found this episode hopeful or helpful, I'd be SO grateful if you'd leave one or two sentences about what this podcast has meant to you.
Also, your feedback helps others who are looking for support and encouragement while struggling to conceive, find the podcast.
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Handling Intrusive Questions About Infertility and TTC as a Christian
In this episode, we talk about how to respond when you’re facing intrusive or well-meaning questions while walking through fertility challenges. I explore why these moments can feel so emotionally charged when you’re tracking ovulation symptoms, hoping through each cycle, or waiting for a positive pregnancy test in the middle of ongoing conception struggles.
We also look at what’s happening underneath these conversations — the pressure to respond, the fear of being rude, and the emotional weight that infertility can carry in everyday interactions. From there, I share practical, real-life ways to respond, including gentle boundaries, simple deflections, and honest but measured answers you can use without over-explaining your fertility journey.
Finally, we step back and look at trust in God in the middle of waiting — when conception is taking longer than expected and when the gap between hope and reality feels hard to hold.
Lyndell xx
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How do you find hope when trying to conceive feels hopeless?
If you're navigating infertility, struggling with fertility challenges, tracking ovulation symptoms, and hoping each month will finally bring a positive pregnancy test, you know how fragile hope can feel.
In this episode, we explore the difference between natural hope and biblical hope, what Scripture actually means when it talks about hope, and why trust in God is different from certainty about conception or pregnancy.
You'll learn what God has promised His people, why those promises matter during infertility, and how to anchor yourself in Christ while continuing to pray, hope, and bring your desire for a baby before Him.
If you found this episode hopeful or helpful, I'd be SO grateful if you'd leave one or two sentences about what this podcast has meant to you.
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When you’re trying to conceive, a lot of focus goes on ovulation symptoms, timing, and waiting for a positive pregnancy test. But implantation is one of the most complex parts of fertility and conception, and often one of the least understood.
In this episode, I talk through what implantation is, some of the things that can affect it, and why it can feel so confusing and uncertain when you’re trying to conceive — including things like embryo quality, uterine lining thickness, hormone timing, and why things can look good on scans and still not always lead to implantation.
We also look at some of the factors that can influence conception, like endometriosis, adenomyosis, thyroid health, iron levels, IVF transfers, and implantation bleeding, including what it can and can’t actually tell you.
This episode also explores what it can look like to hold trust in God in the waiting, especially when so much feels uncertain and out of your hands.
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What does the Bible actually say about when life begins?
In this episode, we talk through some of the biggest views around conception, embryos, personhood, heartbeat, viability, and what it means to be human before birth.
If you're walking through fertility struggles, IVF, miscarriage, or month-after-month waiting for a positive pregnancy test, this often feels far more personal than just a theological debate. Especially when you’re trying to make wise decisions while still wanting to trust God faithfully.
We also unpack:
QUESTIONS FROM THE EPISODE:
Genesis 2
Exodus 21
Genesis 1
Psalm 139 / Psalm 51
Jeremiah / Luke 1
Lyndell xx
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What if some of the things around Fertility, Conception, and waiting for a Positive Pregnancy Test aren’t actually as straightforward as they’re often made out to be?
In this episode, I unpack seven myths Christian women can encounter while trying to conceive — from irregular cycles and Ovulation Symptoms, to pressure around timing, fears around age, and the subtle idea that infertility must mean something is wrong with your faith.
There’s a tension in this season between doing what’s practically helpful with Fertility, and the emotional weight of waiting month after month when nothing seems to change. And how easily that space can start to shape marriage, expectations, and the way infertility is carried day to day.
And through it all, the conversation keeps coming back to Trust in God — not as a way of explaining every outcome, but as something steady to hold onto when the waiting is long and the answers aren’t clear.
Research References
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Gnoth C et al. — Time to pregnancy: results of the German prospective study and impact on the management of infertility. Human Reproduction, 2003.
Levine H et al. — Temporal trends in sperm count in Western countries. Human Reproduction Update, 2017.
Wilcox AJ et al. — Timing of sexual intercourse in relation to ovulation. New England Journal of Medicine, 1995.
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Mother’s Day, Church Culture, and Infertility
Mother’s Day can feel especially complicated when you’re walking through infertility, loss, failed Fertility treatments, or waiting month after month for a Positive Pregnancy Test that never comes. And for many women, church can become one of the hardest places to be that day.
In this episode, we talk honestly about Mother’s Day in church culture — the public moments centred around motherhood, the grief that can quietly sit underneath them, and the tension many Christian women feel while navigating Conception struggles, Ovulation Symptoms, and longing that nobody else can see.
We also explore what it looks like to hold onto Trust in God without pretending this season is easy, and why motherhood, while deeply good, was never meant to become the measure of a woman’s worth or belonging before God.
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From the publisher's feed
Are you trying to conceive, doing everything you can, hoping this month might finally be the one with the positive pregnancy test, while quietly wondering if life can still feel meaningful if motherhood doesn’t happen the way you dreamed?
Do you ever ask, “Will I still have purpose? Will my life still be whole?”
Maybe you’re caught between letting go and letting God while tracking ovulation symptoms and doing everything you can to become a mother. But you’re bone weary, and the questions, the decisions, the emotions just keep piling up.
You’re praying hard, reading your Bible, putting on a brave face at church, but inside, you’re running on empty, worn down, anxious, and wondering how much longer you can hold it together.
Maybe you're questioning your worth, your decisions, even your faith. You trust God, but some days you quietly ask, “Is He really hearing me? Or has He forgotten?” Especially in a church full of growing families, it can feel like you’ve been overlooked.
If this is you, know that I see you because I’ve been there.
I’m Lyndell Renae, a Jesus-loving wife, mum, and Christian fertility coach and mentor, with a background in nursing and women’s ministry. I’ve walked through grief, anxiety, decision fatigue, and deep spiritual wrestling.
My journey was messy and imperfect. Some days, I didn’t know if I was holding on to God or just barely holding it together.
But those very struggles led me to the anchors I needed. Anchors that helped me think clearly, choose wisely, and build trust in God and Christ-centered hope, hope that steadied me not just in the midst of infertility, but beyond it too.
Whether you’re navigating IUI, IVF, miscarriage, embryo adoption, secondary infertility, or trying naturally, you are so welcome here.
It’s my sincere hope to provide you with honest, gospel-shaped conversations and real stories, both from my own journey and from women who’ve walked similar roads, sharing what helped, what we’d do differently, and the truths that held us steady, so your path feels lighter, more supported, and grounded in Christ.
We’ll talk about emotional well-being, simple conception tips, and biblical truth that helps you make wise, godly decisions even when the outcome is unknown.
If you’re tired of walking this road alone, done pretending you’re okay, and ready to refresh your hope and renew your mind, your marriage, your relationships, your life - then you’re in the right place.
You don’t have to carry this alone anymore.
Christ goes before you, and I’m right here beside you every step of the way.