Everyday Resilience - When Everything Changed

2022 started with our biggest achievement - opening our dream gym. We'd invested everything, poured our hearts into creating something beautiful. That moment our sign went up, we cried tears of joy. We had no idea what was coming.

In this deeply personal episode, I share the year that taught me everything can change in an instant. From the high of hosting our first magical retreat to the gut punch of losing my job of 10 years soon after. From setting my first real boundary (and losing a friendship because of it) to recognizing I was drowning in ungrieved losses - Jim, my job, my friend, my divorce.

I'd been talking about stopping drinking for years but never had the strength. By the end of 2022, something had shifted. I was finally ready for real change.

This episode explores what happens when life strips everything away and asks you to rebuild. It's about the cost of boundaries, the weight of unprocessed grief, and that pivotal moment when talking about change becomes being ready for it.

I invite you to consider: What change have you been talking about but not making? What's stopping you? And perhaps most importantly - what do you gain by staying the same?

Join me for some breathing at the end as we create space to explore these questions together.

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Everyday Resilience: Running to Stillness

2021 was the year I thought I had it all together.

I trained for months to ski 100km on my Ski Erg in one day, got married four days later, and kept living at a million miles an hour. Even lockdown hadn't taught me how to slow down — I'd just learnt how to be busy in the quiet.

Then I went to Ireland. I lay down, I breathed, and for the first time in my life, I felt safe inside my own body.

A few weeks later, I lost Jim — my cat, my best friend, the one who'd been with me through everything. He left on the winter solstice. The shortest day.

In this episode, I share the whole story. The endurance. The transformation. The grief. And how 2021 became the year that quietly changed everything.

Producer: Conor Sweetman

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The year we locked down. For some this was a disastrous time, and considering we had only opened the doors of our business in 2019, this wasn’t great timing for a new business, this was however exactly what I didn’t realise I needed.

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As always a huge thank you to my amazing producer Conor Sweetman - IG @conorsweetman.stories

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Before you listen - I want to let you know this episode is heavy. I share openly about pregnancy loss and a serious head injury. If either of those topics feel difficult for you right now, please feel free to skip this one or come back when you're in a safer space to listen. And if anything comes up for you, please reach out for support. You don't have to hold it alone - Samaritans Helpline is 116 123 from any phone.

This year started with magic.

Lapland with Jamie. A proposal in one of our favourite places. A new business. A future we were building together.

And then — quietly, privately — something happened that I carried in silence for years.

A decision no woman makes lightly. A grief I didn't know how to name. And a shame I thought I had to hold alone.

Weeks later, our world shattered in a completely different way.

A phone call in the middle of the night. A hospital. ICU. Brain surgery.

And through all of it — the world just kept moving.

It didn't pause. It didn't wait for me to be ready.

I wish I had breathwork then.

This is one of the hardest episodes I've ever recorded.

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As always a huge thank you to my amazing producer Conor Sweetman - IG @conorsweetman.stories

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2018 continued at the whirlwind pace of 2017, this year was full on....

....If I could have begun to understand what 2019 would be like, I think I would have frozen time here. Although I was living at a million miles an hour, there seemed so much potential in life, although I had lived through my divorce and it had been a tough journey, one that I was still very much on, life felt freer, lighter, and I don’t know if I will ever feel that feeling again. I am a firm believer that we are standing where we are now due to our life path and all the things we have done, experienced and witnessed, and I always say that I wouldn’t take anything back, as that would change who I am now. But I wish 2019 could have been different.

I wish I could have had my breathwork practise, I think it would have slowed me down a bit, and I know it would have supported me through the challenges that 2019 bought to us.

To continue the journey join me for episode 5 in 3 weeks - 2019.

Sending love and light.

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Charlotte

Remember, it all starts with a breath.

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It’s always later when you look back you understand. There were many moments through our relationship that triggered me to grieve, I will share more about this over time. At the time, it felt strange, I was so in love, but something felt difficult inside my heart. I've never really shared about this feeling before, as I felt ashamed I guess, and to be honest at the time, I didn’t really know what was happening. But I realise now, it was just part of my grieving. When I fell in love with Jamie, was the first time I felt it. I guess, inside of me was letting go of when this happened before, was allowing me to move forward, was allowing me to start again...

Continuing the story that leads me to now - 2026.

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Sending love and light

Charlotte

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Welcome back to Season 2 of my podcast. This season will see 12 full episodes, I'm keen to share through this season, adversity, bouncing back from life's challenges, everyday resilience - which usually comes with sharing difficulty, tragedy, being vulnerable. It can be heavy to discuss, heavy to hear, but I believe we are all human, and we connect through experience, although none of us can ever have the exact same experience we certainly walk similar paths - and knowing we are never truly alone on the path is often enough to help us to keep walking. When it feels dark outside, know that I or someone else is only steps in front or behind and between us all we will light the way.

2016... listen now.

Sending love and light.

Remember, it all starts with a breath.

If you need any support following this episode - please reach out - Body dysmorphia | Types of mental health problems | Mind

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As always a huge thank you to my amazing producer Conor Sweetman - IG @conorsweetman.stories

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Welcome back to Season 2 of my podcast. This season will see 12 full episodes, I'm keen to share through this season, adversity, bouncing back from life's challenges, everyday resilience - which usually comes with sharing difficulty, tragedy, being vulnerable. It can be heavy to discuss, heavy to hear, but I believe we are all human, and we connect through experience, although none of us can ever have the exact same experience we certainly walk similar paths - and knowing we are never truly alone on the path is often enough to help us to keep walking. When it feels dark outside, know that I or someone else is only steps in front or behind and between us all we will light the way.

2015... listen now.

Sending love and light.

Remember, it all starts with a breath.

As always a huge thank you to my amazing producer Conor Sweetman - IG @conorsweetman.stories

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My final podcast of the year - a huge thank you for listening along, for all those who have been in touch after listening, I truly appreciate you.

A huge thank you to my producer Conor for all his support and work.

Leaving you all with love and light - see you in Season 2 next year - enjoy the downtime.

Remember, it all starts with a breath.

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This podcast reflects on, 'the more we focus on our breathing, the better everything becomes', a quote by Niall O Murchu my breathwork teacher. Following our Master's training, this is something we deeply explored and it really got me thinking about what focusing on my breathing has done for me, listen now...

Producer - Conor Sweetman

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