Today we read Amato figlio, or che la dolce vista, by Faustina Maratti Zappi.
Faustina Maratti was said to be quite the beauty — so much so that a noble suitor, after her repeated refusals, tried to kidnap her. Out of that adventure he got a harsh sentence, while she got both a prominent scar and a heroic reputation.
She was an established poet, being a member of the famous Accademia dell’Arcadia — one of whose founders would eventually become her husband.
Their life together was apparently very happy, their house a literary hub of those years. One great sorrow was, however, the death of their first child, at the tender age of two. In this sonnet she tries to reconcile her faith with her natural, motherly pain at his loss.
She is supposed to be happy because her son is now blissfully in the presence of God, but she is worried that her grief is excessive, impious, and will lead her son to think less of her and love her less.
Amato figlio, or che la dolce vista
Sicuro affiggi nel gran Sole eterno,
Nè tema hai più di cruda state o verno,
Nè gioia provi di dolor commista:
Vorrei che a quel pensier che sì m’attrista
Della perdita tua dessi governo:
Che quantunque dal falso il ver discerno,
Tropp’ei l’anima mia turba, e contrista.
E non vorrei pel duol, ch’ogn’alto avanza
Essere a te men cara appresso Dio,
Poichè già non piang’io tua lieta sorte.
Piango solo la morta mia speranza
Di quà vederti e tanto è il desir mio
Che dolce e bella mi parebbe morte.\
The music in this episode is Alessandro Marcello’s Oboe Concerto in D minor, S. Z799, recorded by the Orchestre de chambre de la Sarre (in the public domain).