It’s my 24th birthday, and a lot of good things surprisingly happened to me these days. Something good is going on, and this reminder I leave for myself is one of them.

To find the meaning of life, sometimes you gotta be rough. This is not manifestation, ok? That shit be scary. I’m just here curious for my destiny and why I’m on earth. That’s all. Tune in. See if you can try to figure out yours.

My obsession with anime grows a bit too strongly these days. It’s like I’m escaping from this reality, because it is so boring compared to anime world, but after I watch more and more, I find the connection between such virtual world and the real world (hopefully) I’m living in.

Do you ever wonder why we never do anything? Why we’re so ungrateful for what we have? Why we’re so useless and can’t pick ourselves up to do something? Why we’re so unmotivated? And how those questions somehow links together? Listen on to discover your Why with me.

These two feelings - anger and sadness, sometimes roots from deeper problems than we think. And if we never untangle them, it is there to stay and the root will affect how we act, create further problem. That’s why I use a series of Why questions which focuses strongly only on the self and not anybody else, to uncover the root causes. That night I was a person filled with anger, filled with the anger not from that night’s argument but from a revenge conspiracy. Join me on the journey to uncover our feelings to live better, to understand ourselves.

Each of us have a different system belief to live life, that system includes metrics or logics that lead us to act or think a certain way. Practicing asking WHY till there’s a loop would help dig up what belief it is. You will be surprised of yourself: “Am I really thinking this way? Man, that is not right to think such way!”. After this episode, I start to wonder, “Should my life’s purpose now be based on a pure desire to discover, to explore my capacity, enjoy the ups and downs of the journey?”. Because sometimes you have to know what you’re capable of, before knowing what the purpose of your existence on earth is.