jills journals outloud

The audio explains it all! See you soon!

Welcome! Here is/are my thoughts on the question posed on Monday.

Plus, events on Tuesday triggered me to share some important thoughts as we move into our uncertain future - and how we can practice now and not get caught later!

Have a great day and thank you for being here!!!

Good Monday Morning!

Lots going on out in the world, today we are asking the question “how are you coping/making decisions during this time”?

I will check back in on Tuesday or Wednesday to see your answers!

Good Day - sorry I am late! Big Question for today - what are you thoughts on this idea?

I’ve been thinking a lot about the question of hunting as the ‘food famine’ reality is starting to get closer (fall?) and the desperate need I have for protein.

So this is my question about survival, the sacred, and the hard decisions that lay ahead. How about you?

I wasn’t going to talk about the Uvalde shooting and tragedy. But -I heard this mom in an inteview and couldn’t miss this opportunity to point out in real life why knowing our Default Nervous System Response TO DANGER is life and death.

I also know these are heavy and difficult ideas if they aren’t ‘your thing’ in the way they are mine…. but I commend all those who are listening and thinking and imagining.

You are doing the hard work that is the real work of waking up and identifying what is your responsibility, what you are born to do in the face of danger, and what your gifts are regardless.

The book I mention is ATTACH PROOF (amazon link) - this is the second edition which I have not read before. Bonus! used copies are a lot less and would be a worthwhile addition to your library!

Looks like these ideas are now called ‘GUIDED CHAOS’ - origins here.

Here is a short bio on one of the guys I was talking about:

Intersting Side Bar: Talk about weapons to defend your self >2 million subs, Talk about how we create violence with our energy, <100 subs. I tho, will persist on the real answer:)

Thank you all for being here!!! If you know someone who might like what we are doing here, I hope you will share!

This post is public so i would love you to share it with those who might like it too!

Good Morning! I did not intend to cover such a big topic, but I want June to be focused on Safety & Security - so fun is a bit of a stretch!

Journal Questions:

* What does safety and security look/feel like to you?

* What do control and responsibility mean to you?

* What is valued vs. valuable to you?

Big questions for big lessons as we move closer to the big stuff!!!

I tried to upload a photo of the info I talk about in the podcast. It just wasn’t clear enough to read.

CAUTION: EXTREMELY GRAHPHIC, do not read if you are sensitive!

Not one of the fifteen dead bodies was left whole. Heads were cut off. Arms and legs were chopped into pieces. Breasts were severed. Eyes were gouged out. And not even torsos were left entire.

The four living prisoners, three adults and a young girl who suffered the real terrors of Indian warfare, because the two men were staked out in the embers of their burned homes, and living coals were edged about them while their extremeties were painfully hacked off. Their genitals were amputated dragged across eyes from which the lids had been cut away, and then stuffed into their mouths. Their eyes were then blinded,and slowly they were roasted to death.

The third wife was saved until last and even the official reports of the massacre refrained from spelling out in detail what she suffered as it was too horrible to write.

The young girl was 12 and she was taken, raped repeatedly while the young braves would burn her nose and ears off slowly.

I can’t even imagine any of this as real, but this is not the only time or place I have seen this.

Empire of the Summer Moon is a good overview of the Comanche LINK TO BUY

Okay, enough GROSS and horror . . .

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Thank you all and have a great day!!!

JIll

Welcome to the New Subscribers we are so glad you are here!

Journal Question for the Day:

What does the Empowered Feminine and Embodied Masculine mean to you? What would they feel like in you or the other?

Have a great day!

It is a brand new day and I am so glad you are here! Okay, this is my first attempt at getting closer to the bigger vision for these pages.

JOURNAL QUESTION: What can you look at within you that is part of changing all this going on around us now?

Here is the Video Vlog that covers some of all of it!

Still no word as of posting on the puppy plan - but not looking good:(

This is the ‘war cry’ video plus the written words below - i love these:)

In Print!

My War Cry

For danger girls, wisdom sisters, and a few good men

The feminine can charge into war alone

But she can’t win on her own in the end

And will only sacrifice her life in the process

If the masculine does not rise

If men do not unite and stand, now

There is no one savior: man women or money coming

So what can we do

We danger girls and wisdom sisters

Who feel the force within to run with all our might into the fight?

Do we not?

Do we step back?

Do we just survive?

To begin again when the war is over?

But i must also ask

What is a man without a shield in war?

To stand side by side with his brother

To build a wall of defense

To hold off the arrow

To carry the wounded home

What is a woman who carries her own shield?

Strong, capable, but also does so at great cost

Not just to her self

But to the future of the legacy that would have been her children

The reason to fight and survive

Falls on the battle field

Or is wounded in too many ways for her womb to carry forward

And so to you my danger girls and wisdom sisters

Who can’t believe your eyes and ears

Watching civilization fall

And men cut off their balls

This war cry is many things

But what it is not

A cry to live free

A cry to protect the innocent

A cry to preserve the liberty

That blood shed on trees that have long rotted and fallen to the ground

It is but a whimper

Of a world gone soft and flacid

Ruled by frail bodies who contain dark energies

Whose power is not threat

But within our own mind and heart

And so the war cry i offer to the feminine

Is this . . .  a whisper

To let go

To step back

To pray for strength

That the masculine will rise

And the children will survive

And we, the women will cry

As our hearts make peace with

The gifts we can give in this time

And the ones we must now

Leave behind. . . .

Thank you for sharing it and spreading these ideas! I am grateful!!!

The first video is the real story, the second is the haka in action:

Okay - a lot to share this day! I am still evolving all of this, but let me know what you think.

I know some of you say too much info, but here is to a least a tiny bit finds you where and when you need it.

I love the consistency of listening to others and would love to be able to offer this to you too. . . ‘solidarity in our solitude’ - we are none of us alone out in this world, just busy being us and true to self!

Have a great day and see you back here soon!!!

The two most powerful components of freedom are asking questions and making decisions upon which to act. Freedom isn’t something someone gives to us, but rather we choose in the forms this life offers us.

That said, I never mention freedom in this audio - it was an afterthought! But at the end of the day taking responsibility for our decisions is the real process of freedom - we are not victims here in Clan Pride!

So today I offer three basic thoughts to consider as we move ever forward into this uncertain future. There is no perfect outcome, just the freedom to choose to do our best within the one we decide to pursue, or not.

I think, in my humble opinion, this is a really powerful podcast. I hope you do too - only because to empower you is my greatest hope -and not to delude you into false hope.

Okay! Get that journal and pen out, lots to think about in this one!