Journey to Change

Put my shoe on the wrong foot this morning while I was looking at my emails and thought that ain’t right.. it didn’t feel right. And so the inspiration for this, I believe we know when something isn’t right but still try to force it.

I’ve always struggled to do things alone, always wanted someone to do things with. But today, today I went to the movies alone and it actually felt ok! Soo heres to doing more things alone and actually living life. 🥂

Oooh man my body is rejecting everything it seems! The food and drinks that I love are making me sick! I thought I’d be able to eat the way I always have for the rest of my life haha. Guess when you don’t do what you say you just might be forced into it.. my experience it seems like. Edit: maybe I’ve failed my body..

Today my son would have been 23.. been in a little funk for the last few days. I was blessed after his death, so I’m thankful for that. It had me thinking though, how come I didn’t do something different back then? Wasn’t that signifying that a change was needed? Not going to dwell on that, just moving forward with the wisdom of it all now.

New month, what will you do with it? 2024 almost halfway done, have you met any of the goals that you intended to? One day at a time and you’ll get there. 🙏 we all will if we want it

Not sure what to call it.. just woke up with a lot on my mind.. wondering how I can make a difference. I’m just over things in this world. Lack of love, compassion, lack of caring.

Heard a song say that if you set the bar too high of course you will fail. What example are you trying to follow that you keep failing at? Or are you trying hard not to be like someone or something but you keep failing?

Listening to music can get my mind to remembering things that I’ve heard and experienced in life. If we never make the first move how do we ever expect to make it? To see progress? Do we really even want it? Happy Monday!

Was reminded of an ugly hair style from my childhood.. Man the mom used to let me go out all kinds of ways 😆! The pictures she has.. I need to go through and torch them all!

How do you do reconciliation? And are you taking on burdens that were never yours to begin with?