In July of 2014 I arranged a concert adventure for me and about 19 of my friends from Topeka and Kansas city. In 2014 I also was doing a lifestyle change so this was just another adventure that was part of it. When we got to the concert a total stranger came up to me and offered me a front row ticket.

When you are looking for ideas and you see someone doing something that you want to replicate be respectful to that creative person. Give them credit for the idea or take the premise that they're using and make it your own.

I'm not sure when it started but normally when someone says they're from Topeka we get a negative attitude from people even people that have never been here. But the most negative attitude is when I'm talking to people in Topeka and they act as if the world is so much better out there. When in reality no matter where you live if you have a negative attitude it's going to be negative. Your community is what you make of it. And the Topeka Community is freaking awesome.

I think I finally found out that it wasn't about the breakup and losing a person that made me the saddest. I think it was the beautiful future that I had envisioned us spending together and how awesome life would have been with him. It took me a little bit to get over that idea to realize that I still get to have that awesome future I just had to make a few tweaks and twerks.

Well I do not like to start something and not finish it. And last year I started taking a couple golf lessons and today I restarted my golf lessons in Topeka.

Well my pretend boyfriend Marshall Mathers AKA Eminem released a new song and I cannot wait for his new album. He is just someone that I have always admired and I have loved watching his career from start to now and one day I will meet him. I mean I think he already has my name tattooed on his arm somewhere. But there are only a few people that are in the spotlight like he is but I need to meet and he is one of them. Also Fauci is in the hot seat.

We all know that getting through a hard time takes a lot of work. It's why a lot of people are so sad or mean because I just don't have the energy. But today on Tik Tok I saw that someone said broken people try to break other people and that resonated.

Everybody seems to have so much stuff. So if you really want to give somebody something awesome give them your time. Give them an adventure. Give them a happy memory. Because when we sit around with our friends we don't talk about our things we talk about that one time.