pull on yr wife beater, crack open a monster energy drink, and dive into these diamond eyes

CW: this episode contains references to and discussions about suicide. See below for timing if you wish to avoid.

00:00:00 - neil young tries to kill trevor

00:02:12 - kenny g and the jazz wolf

00:08:16 - faux real: the menendez brothers of pop

00:13:57 - a deftones history lesson (and a sound city detour)

00:21:53 - Diamond Eyes

00:26:07 - you will absolutely literally never escape yr own humanity

00:31:07 - 976-EVIL

00:33:22 - slut metal

00:36:40 - CMND/CTRL

00:41:36 - finding music through video games

00:44:25 - dynamic whiplash

00:47:09 - You’ve Seen the Butcher

00:51:26 - Beauty School (feat. Mike Shinoda)

00:54:21 - Risk

00:59:09 - traversing the metal minefield

01:02:14 - Prince

01:06:50 - Sextape

01:10:46 - forgetting how this podcast works

01:13:45 - the reason andrew chose this album: overthinking/under-being (CONTENT WARNING)

01:22:57 - ratings

01:28:19 - allison’s pick for next episode (“Guillermo del Toro’s Pinnochio”)

01:31:42 - glazing 2017

01:35:18 - leftists vs. Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri

todaytodaytodaytodaytoday

i consider myselfmyselfmyselfmyselfmyself

the luckiest podcasterodcasterodcasterodcasterodcaster

on the face of the earthearthearthearthearth

00:00:00 - who let the…cats?…IN??

00:02:24 - sneaking into canada

00:05:53 - crash landing revisted

00:10:57 - Eephus

00:18:09 - omnes films: when new englanders discover arthouse

00:22:23 - baseball: america’s greatest export

00:31:06 - the new baseball

00:36:21 - as real as fiction gets

00:44:22 - the rhythm of the game

00:48:20 - dudes rock

00:55:24 - how can you not be romantic about baseball?

00:57:46 - period with purpose

01:01:57 - dissolving the individual into the whole

01:03:57 - livin la vida local

01:07:41 - it’s a beautiful day for a beautiful game

01:11:47 - 2 little things

01:15:32 - picking for nits and coming up empty

01:19:49 - the reason trevor chose this film: the pain of remembering

01:28:23 - ratings

01:34:10 - andrew’s pick for next episode (Deftones - Diamond Eyes)

allison: "...and so ya, that's the story of my 5 year journey to repair my broken relationship with my parents and deprogram them from the cult they'd joined that was brainwashing them into believing in alternative medicine, qanon, and the notion that hitler's art wasn't trash. we've genuinely never been closer and i honestly want to cry just thinking about the fact that after all the pain we went through we came out on the other side closer and stronger than ever before. i'm so excited for what's ahead between us and making the most of the time we're lucky enough to spend together"

andrew: "...hell ya."

00:00:00 - andrew’s edible experience

00:01:38 - when the intro is way shorter than you expect

00:04:15 - why would you ever be a filthy, useless, smooth-brained vikings fan?

00:10:25 - skip to this chapter for andrew being a dumbass in public

00:11:05 - Song One: “Girl Can’t Help It” by Journey

00:14:57 - growing up meen-uh-soht-uh

00:20:53 - Song Two: “He Lives In You (Reprise)” by Jason Raize, Tsidii Le Loka, Ensemble - The Lion King

00:26:35 - an allison history lesson

00:33:57 - Song Three: “You Learn” by Alanis Morissette

00:37:43 - people talk in the background of this chapter, direct yr complaints to allison

00:43:39 - Song Four: “Landslide” by Fleetwood Mac

00:45:09 - Film: “Pride and Prejudice” by Joe Wright

00:49:45 - Book: “Babel, or the Necessity of Violence” by R.F. Kuang

00:56:13 - off to fantasyland

01:02:51 - Song Five: “Fast Car” by Tracy Chapman

01:03:34 - the pop science lab

01:08:58 - Song Six: “8 (circle)” by Bon Iver

01:11:08 - surviving the hellscape and coming out better (as a lady)

01:17:58 - Song Seven: “My My My!” by Troye Sivan

01:19:09 - you can go and love yrself

01:22:39 - “Inbred” by Ethel Cain

01:25:23 - Luxury Item: soap

01:27:18 - You can only save one…

the one where we go back to the cluuuub

00:00:00 - meteorological edging

00:02:07 - francis ford-shadowing coppola

00:03:46 - killing off shia labeouf

00:06:03 - an fka twigs history lesson

00:10:35 - EUSEXUA

00:14:52 - inventing words and operating on yr own terms

00:23:00 - meet the producers

00:26:37 - anger gardner

00:29:57 - Eusexua / Girl Feels Good

00:32:48 - Perfect Stranger

00:35:32 - Drums of Death

00:37:48 - pacing back and forth

00:40:16 - Childlike Things

00:45:30 - Room of Fools / Sticky

00:51:29 - Keep It, Hold It

00:56:17 - 24hr Dog

00:58:22 - when the girl next door tries to be freaky

01:01:20 - stephen a. twigs

01:02:49 - Striptease

01:06:56 - Wanderlust

01:14:11 - the reason allison chose this album: the artist as subject

01:15:46 - ratings

01:18:31 - trevor’s pick for next episode (Carson Lund’s "Eephus")

the pizza is deep and so is the sadness...

00:00:00 - keep yr woke away from my beer

00:04:26 - dragoons n’ roses

00:06:06 - take 2 (it’s really allison’s fault)

00:08:45 - the betrayal of the chicago bears by the coward andrew gardner

00:14:47 - Song One: “Route 66” by Depeche Mode

00:19:46 - the youth of the south side

00:23:04 - the land of julie delpy

00:25:02 - Song Two: “Superstition” by Stevie Wonder

00:29:43 - music as a superpower

00:36:42 - Song Three: “Message In a Bottle” by The Police

00:43:52 - seems i’m not alone in being alone

00:50:24 - Song Four: “Feel Good Inc.” by Gorillaz

00:53:26 - finding yr own taste

00:56:34 - Book: “They Can’t Kill Us Until They Kill Us (5th Anniversary Edition)” by Hanif Abdurraqib

00:59:19 - Film: “The Grand Budapest Hotel” by Wes Anderson

01:06:48 - Song Five: “Satellite” by Guster

01:09:48 - going broke for concerts

01:13:10 - Song Six: “Clocks” by Coldplay

01:17:29 - a dose of the stalg

01:22:42 - Song Seven: “Just Like Heaven” by The Cure

01:26:48 - politics for third graders

01:30:34 - the state of protest music

01:32:51 - Song Eight: “Alright” by Kendrick Lamar

01:44:47 - Luxury Item: a laptop (no wi-fi)

01:46:10 - You can only save one…

ever wonder how trevor's voice got so droll and sensual??? ;)

00:00:00 - just the two of us

00:03:12 - what we doing?

00:06:18 - why would anyone choose to be a lions fan?

00:08:28 - born down in a dead man’s town (Detroit)

00:12:48 - Song One: “If I Had a Boat” by Lyle Lovett

00:17:23 - the songs our parents give us

00:21:47 - Song Two: “Thunder Road” by Bruce Springsteen

00:28:07 - Song Three: “Pink Pony Club” by Chappell Roan

00:33:20 - high school musical

00:35:37 - more talk about Springsteen

00:43:02 - Song Four: “Wide Awake” by Parquet Courts

00:50:22 - Book: “after the quake” by Haruki Murakami

00:56:04 - Film: “Chunking Express” by Wong Kar-wai

01:02:52 - Song Five: “Wicked Little Town - Hedwig Version” by Stephen Trask

01:08:55 - Song Six: “You! Me! Dancing!” by Los Campesinos!

01:14:26 - Song Seven: “Fire and Rain” by James Taylor

01:19:42 - Song Eight: “Grew Up at Midnight” by The Maccabees

01:25:24 - Luxury Item: A dirt bike

01:32:52 - You can only save one…

if you're white, skip this one

00:00:00 - the new pop girlies and the test of time

00:08:20 - a Noname history lesson

00:11:20 - the whiter the chocolate

00:12:38 - a Noname history lesson (part 2)

00:16:51 - Telefone

00:20:18 - a poet and you know it

00:22:03 - a living room performance

00:23:48 - the new age of musical communities

00:28:17 - already timeless

00:30:25 - Nogame

00:33:19 - Bye Bye Baby

00:45:47 - the reason andrew chose this album: the art vs. the artist even when the artist has a point

01:00:23 - ratings (andrew gets unnecessarily confrontational)

01:03:24 - the 10 criteria and why there shouldn’t be any

01:04:17 - allison’s pick for next episode (FKA twigs - EUSEXUA)

am i buggin' you? don't mean to bug ya...

andrew is just getting over a cold so he's sorry for the occasional sniffle

00:00:00 - snowstorms, plane crashes, and the dismantling of government

00:02:31 - reminiscing on our trip to joshua tree

00:06:28 - a U2 history lesson

00:15:12 - The Joshua Tree

00:19:25 - THEE U2 album

00:22:31 - the brian eno effect

00:25:06 - a lyrical invitation

00:37:57 - Bullet the Blue Sky

00:45:07 - Running to Stand Still

00:50:06 - the second single that never was

00:52:22 - depressingly relevant

00:56:38 - One Tree Hill

01:07:44 - the two bonos (sweetest thing)

01:11:14 - Exit

01:16:56 - bono's characters

01:19:57 - edge's hats

01:21:07 - the "lull"

01:22:47 - With or Without You

01:28:21 - the reason trevor picked this album: catharsis and family

01:39:41 - ratings

01:40:53 - what happened next: the grammys, rattle and hum, and dreaming it all up again

01:44:36 - andrew's suggestion for next episode (Noname - Telefone)

do you want to see the west with usssssssss?

00:00 - first day of school

05:41 - our alt-pop southern goth princess

08:15 - Carpet Bed

19:48 - Golden Age

40:46 - not another tortured artist

46:58 - Inbred

1:00:36 - Preacher's Daughter

01:25:39 - trevor's treatise on the deromanticization of america through the eyes of hayden anhedönia

01:32:49 - talking about the grammy's and how nobody should care about them

01:35:52 - Perverts

02:02:14 - how this show is gonna work (we don't fully know yet)

02:05:29 - trevor's suggestion for the next episode