I did a heart check in after a testimonial I did filled with deep gratitude, to see what was alive for me and this is what came up and out.

This is the experience ive had with my self pleasure practise, and what ive learned from my first experience orgasming without ejaculating!

#sexuality #seedretention #emotionalhealth #mentalhealth #porn

These are some of the realisations and breathroughs ive had over the last week as part of invictus and allowing that to flow to other areas of my life! I feel like ive found my inner warrior, im now using my voice powerfully and im feeling pleasure in the body!

This is a 2min video I made for the men in one of our containers, but I feel is relevant to all of us on the healing/ self discovery journey!

#menswork #mensworkcollective #mentalhealth #emotionalintellegence

JEALOUSY from this week 😬 This is a video about an experience I had this week, seeing 2 beautiful men in achieving, and how I eventually went from cheerleader, to being in scarcity and playing the victim. I also speak into why I can pull myself out of those funks now 🔥 Something important to note that I havent touched on in the video is the importance of celebration and reflection. Reflecting on what I have achieved and giving my self permission to fully celebrate and integrate that feeling of pride and accomplishment! #jealousy #emotionalintelligence #fifozero #fifohappiness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness

This is something that come through late last night after receiving messages about my golden shadow video 😭

In those moments I really felt proud of myself for showing up so powerfully in that capacity, but as I got in bed, it finally clicked that I had courage & ultimately leadership, all mixed up 😬

Golden Shadow breakthrough 😭😭 This is my breakthrough from our recent breathwork session and homework as part of Invictus, based on uncovering the golden shadow, and the ways in which we sabotage ourselves from stepping into and embodying those gifts.

Im so bloody grateful for the men I get to spend my time with in this group, and also so grateful for Tim Morrison for being the man he is and allowing for this transition to take place.

This week we meet Hemi Chase, as he speaks into his upbringing in a small country NZ town, masculinity, his curious nature and his experience with consciousness.

This episode is more of a conversation than it is an interview. 

It's a conversation between myself and a beautiful friend of mine, Andy Ahchee, where we discuss our experience as Maori boys and men, disconnected from our roots and our culture.

In it we speak into limiting beliefs, projection, judgement, fear, self sabotage and more. 

Meet Mirika Gavet, the creator of Stripped Bare.

Mirika speaks into her decision to terminate her pregnancy and how shes worked on forgiving herself since.