In this episode, I am having an inner dialogue with myself. I don’t remember what the dialogue was about, but I’m posting it anyway.

Let’s go to Target. I’m driving and talking. Musing on and on about random topics and commenting on what I’m seeing in the store.

I’m thinking about life… rambling about the big nothing and sending myself into a panic. It was quite the ride, for me at least. Sometimes I find myself spiraling and my thoughts racing.

So I pre-recorded this months ago but couldn’t manage to post it. this is a re-recording and only part of the list. I have Covid so I ended up falling asleep towards the end. Really, I wanted to share and put love into the universe for the women that came and went during the past ten years that made a positive impact on my life. Part two will be up shortly.

So I think I’ve figured out the object of the matrix/game. I talk myself through it in this post. We’ve got the definition of a machine and what parts we play in it. I am diagnosed with adhd, so please bear with me and the way I converse. The most important thing to note is that this is an inner monologue/dialogue.

This literally a 3 am meltdown. My eyes popped open as the clock tower struck three. My thoughts wouldn’t stop racing so I decided to offload them here.

Tonight I’m reading one of my favor short stories. This is the first one I wrote after being on a years long hiatus. This story is definitely a salacious read.

I read a short story from Reddit to my mom. She is such a funny lady. I recorded this almost a year ago and forgot it in my drafts. So I’m posting it now. The story isn’t scary at all. If I remember correctly, it was my first time reading it too.

It’s short story time! Happy Tuesday to all my listeners, both old and new. I was sitting home alone this weekend. It was a fairly normal night. I decided to finally get back to creating. It’s time to dust off the creative cap. After have a few whiskey and cokes to rebuild courage, I started skimming through my anthology of short stories called “Musings of a Jaded Romantic.” The stories tend to be detailed and paint vivid images in your mind. Keep in mind, it’s a series of stories and poems for adults and more of a preview than anything else.

I been gone for a minute, now I’m back with the jump off…! Phoenix LaSirene has returned with brief thoughts about the way manifestation is being taught but social media influencers. We catch up on why it’s been so long between posts and what’s going on now. We also talk about the direction the posts are going in regarding engagement and frequency.